A New Life, I Wish
I Will Give You Everything I Can
"You look on the bright side of everything don't you?" I asked.
"Hmmmm, I guess so" he said with a questioning tone. He started up the car and started leaving the store parking lot. After a few minutes of comfortable silence I asked "so where are we going exactly?" "well to my house of course" He replied laughing a little at the end. "oh, ok...I thought you were going to take me home". "Why would I take you there? There's no way I would ever let you go back there!" He said. I smiled, I started to think of what his house was like. "So do you live with anyone else?" "Yeah, but since were down here in San Diego instead of L.A. were all living together for 6 months" he said, after a few minutes he said "don't worry, you wont sleep on the couch or floor, we have a spear bedroom" "ok" I said smiling. I hope I won't be a pain in the ass being there. Last thing I want is living on the streets. As he parked the car I looked at the house and the neighbor hood. "I live about 10 minutes from here" I said with a little worry in my voice. "How do you know that" He said walking to the front door. "Because the skate park is not that far from here" He unlocked the door and called out "Hey guys I met someone while I was out get your asses out here and say hi". Instantly Jinxx, Jake, C.C., and Ashley came out of different rooms. "Dude who is this?" asked Ashley grinning while checking me out. "Purdy boy, I like your music, but that doesn't mean I won't rip out your man-hood and throw it away" I said smiling. Everybody started laughing as Ashley instantly hid behind Jake. "Well thats one way of greeting people Alex" Andy said smirking. Everyone greeted me and went into the living room. I sat on a 3 seater with Andy, and Jinxx, me between them. Ashley and C.C. on the 2 seater and Jake on the rocking chair. After a few minutes of sitting there C.C. suggested a movie night. Andy shot up and yelled "BATMAN!" everyone groaned, while I shot up next to Andy. "BATMAN" I yelled. I truly do like batman so I wasn't about to disagree. Andy ran to the dvd player and put Batman in while everyone decided to do a Q&A with me. "How did you meet Andy?" "Whats your favorite hobby?" "How old are you?" the questions went on and on. "I met Andy at a store. My favorite hobby is skating. I'm 17" I replied but when Jinxx asked 'How did you meet Andy' I was going to say by going to kill myself. But I didn't want to make a bad first impression. When the movie finished we had finished Q&A time. Ashley had called the pizza place not that long ago, so we just sat waiting for it to arrive.
While Jake handed out the pizza he put 2 pieces on my plate, same as everyone. They didn't know I cut or had a ED (eating disorder). So while everyone else had finished 1 slice I was still beginning on it. I kept noticing Jinxx and C.C. looking at me then back at each other. But I discarded it, thinking it was probably some silly little thing that doesn't matter. After everyone finished theirs I had finished half of my first and felt full so I put the rest in the fridge. I asked Andy where the bedroom was so he led me up stairs to a hallway. there where 8 door, 4 on each side. "The first one on the right is Mine, Then the spare, or yours now. Then C.C.'s then a bathroom. The right is a bathroom by the stairs, then Ashley's, Jakes, and lastly Jinxx'. "Oh can I have some pajamas" I said shyly. "Sure I'll be right back" he said as he entered his room. I opened the door to my new room and saw a bed in the middle. a desk to the right of the bed. A few windows on the wall facing me. A dresser by the door and a small bathroom. I walked to the bathroom looking at it. It was just a toilet and a sink. Andy came back in and tossed me some clothes. "Thanks" I said smiling "your welcome" he said returning the smile. "So does that mean I have to share a bathroom with others to take a shower?" "Yep you'll share the one by the stairs with me and Ashley. Also I suggest you don't go looking around the draws... it's possible you'll find some disturbing stuff of Ashley's" He said with a warning tone. "Ok" I said a little scared of whats in there. Andy was about to walk out the door when I grabbed his hand and hugged him. "Thank you for taking me in and all of this" I felt a tear roll down my cheek. "If your happy, then why are you crying?" He asked wiping away the tear. "Because there's finally someone I know who cares" I said. I haven't been this happy in ages. It felt grate. He left and I got in bed and fell asleep with a small smile on my face.
Andy's POV:
I walked down stairs feeling grate about helping Alex out. As I entered the living room, everyone looked up at me with a gloomy kind of face. "What's happened? It looks like you guys got news about someone dying" I said mostly joking. "We have to talk about Alex" Jinxx said with concern. "We think she might have an eating disorder" Ashley said. "Wait, what. Why would she have an eating disorder?" I asked truly shocked by how they thought this. "Did you see how much she ate for dinner" exclaimed C.C. "Practically nothing" He said after a moments pause. To think about it she only ate half a piece of pizza for dinner. "Maybe she had a huge lunch before I found her" I said. "I highly doubt that Andy, face it she probably has one, we can ask her tomorrow" Jinxx said getting up and heading off up stairs. I followed after him. I got in my pajamas and was about to go to bed. But I just had to know if it was true about her, if she does have an eating disorder. I walked out of my room and went down the hall to her door. I slowly opened it and walked in. Closing the door silently I walked to her bed and crouched down by her. I lightly touched her arm and shook her awake. She woke up looking confused. "Wha" she said sleepily. "Alex the guys and I were wondering if you had an eating disorder?" I said as softly as I could.
Alex's POV:
I felt someones hand on me shaking me awake, and out of my dream. I looked up to Andy "wha" was all I could get out before he said "Alex the guys and I were wondering if you had an eating disorder?" he said softly with a look of sympathy in his eyes. Oh shit. They know. Fuck how do they know? I asked myself. Thats why C.C, and Jinxx kept looking at me during dinner. "I-I uh-uhm" was all I could get out before he interrupted me "Alex just say yes or no, I'm not going to be mad if you are, none of they guys will be either. We want to help you" He said softly again. I looked down as I felt tears erupt again. "Ye-yes" I said in a quiet voice. "Let me see" he said. I got up and he lifted my shirt up to show my stomach and ribs. I felt embarrassed by him seeing how fat I was. "Alex..." was all he got out while Jake came in. He looked at me then at Andy. He rushed other to Andy and pushed him over. "Andy what the fuck are you doing??" he shouted. "Jake, its fine he wasn't taking my shirt off" I said hurriedly. Helping Andy up. "He was just checking..." I trailed off looking down and pulling the shirt down. "Checking what?" Jake asked.
"Hmmmm, I guess so" he said with a questioning tone. He started up the car and started leaving the store parking lot. After a few minutes of comfortable silence I asked "so where are we going exactly?" "well to my house of course" He replied laughing a little at the end. "oh, ok...I thought you were going to take me home". "Why would I take you there? There's no way I would ever let you go back there!" He said. I smiled, I started to think of what his house was like. "So do you live with anyone else?" "Yeah, but since were down here in San Diego instead of L.A. were all living together for 6 months" he said, after a few minutes he said "don't worry, you wont sleep on the couch or floor, we have a spear bedroom" "ok" I said smiling. I hope I won't be a pain in the ass being there. Last thing I want is living on the streets. As he parked the car I looked at the house and the neighbor hood. "I live about 10 minutes from here" I said with a little worry in my voice. "How do you know that" He said walking to the front door. "Because the skate park is not that far from here" He unlocked the door and called out "Hey guys I met someone while I was out get your asses out here and say hi". Instantly Jinxx, Jake, C.C., and Ashley came out of different rooms. "Dude who is this?" asked Ashley grinning while checking me out. "Purdy boy, I like your music, but that doesn't mean I won't rip out your man-hood and throw it away" I said smiling. Everybody started laughing as Ashley instantly hid behind Jake. "Well thats one way of greeting people Alex" Andy said smirking. Everyone greeted me and went into the living room. I sat on a 3 seater with Andy, and Jinxx, me between them. Ashley and C.C. on the 2 seater and Jake on the rocking chair. After a few minutes of sitting there C.C. suggested a movie night. Andy shot up and yelled "BATMAN!" everyone groaned, while I shot up next to Andy. "BATMAN" I yelled. I truly do like batman so I wasn't about to disagree. Andy ran to the dvd player and put Batman in while everyone decided to do a Q&A with me. "How did you meet Andy?" "Whats your favorite hobby?" "How old are you?" the questions went on and on. "I met Andy at a store. My favorite hobby is skating. I'm 17" I replied but when Jinxx asked 'How did you meet Andy' I was going to say by going to kill myself. But I didn't want to make a bad first impression. When the movie finished we had finished Q&A time. Ashley had called the pizza place not that long ago, so we just sat waiting for it to arrive.
While Jake handed out the pizza he put 2 pieces on my plate, same as everyone. They didn't know I cut or had a ED (eating disorder). So while everyone else had finished 1 slice I was still beginning on it. I kept noticing Jinxx and C.C. looking at me then back at each other. But I discarded it, thinking it was probably some silly little thing that doesn't matter. After everyone finished theirs I had finished half of my first and felt full so I put the rest in the fridge. I asked Andy where the bedroom was so he led me up stairs to a hallway. there where 8 door, 4 on each side. "The first one on the right is Mine, Then the spare, or yours now. Then C.C.'s then a bathroom. The right is a bathroom by the stairs, then Ashley's, Jakes, and lastly Jinxx'. "Oh can I have some pajamas" I said shyly. "Sure I'll be right back" he said as he entered his room. I opened the door to my new room and saw a bed in the middle. a desk to the right of the bed. A few windows on the wall facing me. A dresser by the door and a small bathroom. I walked to the bathroom looking at it. It was just a toilet and a sink. Andy came back in and tossed me some clothes. "Thanks" I said smiling "your welcome" he said returning the smile. "So does that mean I have to share a bathroom with others to take a shower?" "Yep you'll share the one by the stairs with me and Ashley. Also I suggest you don't go looking around the draws... it's possible you'll find some disturbing stuff of Ashley's" He said with a warning tone. "Ok" I said a little scared of whats in there. Andy was about to walk out the door when I grabbed his hand and hugged him. "Thank you for taking me in and all of this" I felt a tear roll down my cheek. "If your happy, then why are you crying?" He asked wiping away the tear. "Because there's finally someone I know who cares" I said. I haven't been this happy in ages. It felt grate. He left and I got in bed and fell asleep with a small smile on my face.
Andy's POV:
I walked down stairs feeling grate about helping Alex out. As I entered the living room, everyone looked up at me with a gloomy kind of face. "What's happened? It looks like you guys got news about someone dying" I said mostly joking. "We have to talk about Alex" Jinxx said with concern. "We think she might have an eating disorder" Ashley said. "Wait, what. Why would she have an eating disorder?" I asked truly shocked by how they thought this. "Did you see how much she ate for dinner" exclaimed C.C. "Practically nothing" He said after a moments pause. To think about it she only ate half a piece of pizza for dinner. "Maybe she had a huge lunch before I found her" I said. "I highly doubt that Andy, face it she probably has one, we can ask her tomorrow" Jinxx said getting up and heading off up stairs. I followed after him. I got in my pajamas and was about to go to bed. But I just had to know if it was true about her, if she does have an eating disorder. I walked out of my room and went down the hall to her door. I slowly opened it and walked in. Closing the door silently I walked to her bed and crouched down by her. I lightly touched her arm and shook her awake. She woke up looking confused. "Wha" she said sleepily. "Alex the guys and I were wondering if you had an eating disorder?" I said as softly as I could.
Alex's POV:
I felt someones hand on me shaking me awake, and out of my dream. I looked up to Andy "wha" was all I could get out before he said "Alex the guys and I were wondering if you had an eating disorder?" he said softly with a look of sympathy in his eyes. Oh shit. They know. Fuck how do they know? I asked myself. Thats why C.C, and Jinxx kept looking at me during dinner. "I-I uh-uhm" was all I could get out before he interrupted me "Alex just say yes or no, I'm not going to be mad if you are, none of they guys will be either. We want to help you" He said softly again. I looked down as I felt tears erupt again. "Ye-yes" I said in a quiet voice. "Let me see" he said. I got up and he lifted my shirt up to show my stomach and ribs. I felt embarrassed by him seeing how fat I was. "Alex..." was all he got out while Jake came in. He looked at me then at Andy. He rushed other to Andy and pushed him over. "Andy what the fuck are you doing??" he shouted. "Jake, its fine he wasn't taking my shirt off" I said hurriedly. Helping Andy up. "He was just checking..." I trailed off looking down and pulling the shirt down. "Checking what?" Jake asked.
Notes
Yay another done. I was scared cause my computer froze for awhile when I was about to post this.love you, and don't forget,
We'll brave this storm
∾FlyingwithStars∾
update please :(
2/25/14