School went by as usual, getting called names, a few punches here and there. Now I'm going to my locker to get my skate board. I was opening my locker when I was shoved into my locker door. "Oh sorry, I didn't see you, you emo whore" said some guy. "It's fine, shit face" I said smiling. He turned around and glared at me. He quickly pulled a few punches to my stomach, knocking the air out of me, making me slump to floor. "Thats what you get for responding fag" he laughed walking away. I sat their hunched other in pain. After a good 10 minutes I got up regretting it as pain shot through my stomach. "Bitch got me good" I mumbled to myself slowly getting skate board out. Since no-one was in the hall's now, I stood on my skate board and started going through the halls heading home.

As I got outside I remembered I have to meet Sam and go skating. I pulled out my phone and texted her.

Alex: Hey, where r we meeting up?
Sam: I thought u abandoned me. Meet me at the skate park, I'm close 2 there. Get here soon, some guys r checking me out. HURRY!!
Alex: Coming! I'll be there soon!!!

And with that I picked up speed heading to the skate park. It took a couple minutes, but I got there to see her being harassed by some guys there. I ran other and grabbed her hand "come on, Monster awaits us" I said "ok" she said and we both got on our skate boards. "Ok, so 7-11, or Food Lion?" I asked "7-11 its cheaper and I know a guy who can get us a discount" She said.

We got 4 Monster Rehabs, and started the journey back to the skate park. When we arrived, everybody seemed to have left. "Sweet, the whole place to ourselves, this hasn't happened in a year" Sam said happily, with a shocked face. We skated to
where a room was, that you enter through a door. We picked the lock awhile ago so we could get in. It's a cement room. It's sphere shaped, but then it has a ledge around it so you can walk. We usually come in here and sit there then we skate in here so we don't get bothered by people. We went over to the ledge and put our stuff down. We drank a Monster and started skating. "Hey you got a lighter?" asked Sam "no, why would I?" "Cause Mark(her friend, the cashier at 7-11) slipped me a pack of cig's and I wanted to smoke one" she replied like it was obvious. "Well sorry I don't have one" I replied, I'm fine with people smoking, I just don't like the idea of me smoking.

After awhile it started getting dark, and if I'm home after it's dark, I get worse of a beating then usual. "I'll see you tomorrow, I have to get home before it's to dark" I said, "ok see you then" she said chucking me the last Monster and my bag. I put the Monster in my bag and slung it over my shoulder opening the door and going home on my board. When I got home it was almost pitch black. "YOU LITTLE WHORE GET YOUR EMO ASS IN HERE!!!" yelled my dad. I walked in seeing him with a bottle of beer in his hand. "yes" I said. "Come over here" he siad. I walked up to him. An ear splitting sound erupted through the room. As pain shot through my cheek. I lifted my hand up to my face as he slapped it back down and hit me in the face. "You whore. Why were you out so long? I bet you were fucking some other person" he said. "I was skating with Sam" I said quietly "I don't want your ass with her. She gets you in trouble at school, and I don't like being called by them. I'd rather have nothing to do with you. But you go around acting so slutty and it comes into my life and I hate it!" he said. Every word as painful as that slap. I couldn't do anything. I just ran upstairs and slammed the door as I heard him yelling after me. I put my music on loudly as I heard my sister yelling outside my door to turn the satanic bullshit off. I hated it when he says those things. I hate it when anyone says those things. I hate arguments and fighting. But I have to live with it. I got up and walked to my bathroom looking around for my peace.

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I looked through my cabinet looking for my razor. As I saw it shine as the light hit it. I picked it up and sat on the toilet. I rolled up my sleeves and took my bracelets off.

Whore *slice*
Emo *slice*
Slutty *slice*
Faggot *slice slice*

After a few more cuts I put my razor away and cleaned up my cuts. Stinging as I put them under the water.
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As I walked back in my room Savior by Black Veil Brides started up and I felt hot tears run down my cheeks. I fell on my bed picking up my phone and putting the song on repeat. I fell asleep After the song played around a couple times. I woke up to feel tears still streaming down my face. I looked at the time, 2:00am. I don't care if I missed dinner, I try to anyways. I picked up my bag and got out my homework. I didn't have that much, thank god. After I finished it, I sent a text to Johnny saying I'm sorry for cutting. He try's to check every time I do. He said If he cant check he want's me to text him saying I did. I grabbed my pajama's and went into the shower. As I stepped in the hot beads of water hit me, soothing me, getting me to calm down and relax. After I washed myself and everything. I got out and dried myself and but on my pajama's. I climbed into bed putting 21 Guns by Green Day on.

Notes

Hey heres the second chapter. Thank you for the views. I'm gonna try and get BVB in it in the the next chapter :33. Hope you guys r well.

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We'll brave this storm (lol sorry, so overused)
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