Love Isn't Always Fair

Destinee's POV

I wake up to white walls and a uncomfortable bed. Where fuck am I? I try to sit up but a pain shoots up my left arm. I look down and see it's wrapped with bloody bandages. I instantly remember what happened. I tried to kill myself. Congratulations Destinee, you can't even succeed in fucking killing your self. Feeling even sucker than before I suck up the pain and stand up. I look down at my clothing, white socks, black sweats and a white tank top. I don't even want to know how someone accomplished changing my clothes. I shake my head and examine the room. I walk to the dresser which had a bouquet of black roses with cards. I pick up the cards and open the first one, from Andy written in script.

Dear Destinee,
I don't know if you'll ever see this, but I want you to know that you're loved. I feel horrible that I wasn't able to protect you, or be there for you. I should have noticed, I should have done something. I am just so happy you came into my live. I can and truly honestly say I love you with all my heart and soul. If you can never read this physically, I hope you wait for me so I can be with you soon, I'll never forget you Destinee DeJesus. You've made a large positive impact on my life and I will always love you.

I run my fingers over the last sentence, feeling the imprint of how hard he pressed with his pen. I put down his card and wipe my tears away, if only he knew his love for me is what's tearing me apart. I count the cards, four. I'm missing one from Ashley. Did I piss him off that badly? I need to take a walk, and get out of this place. I put the rest of the cards on the dresser and walk toward the door. I slowly twist the knob, careful not to make noise. Once it was open I step into the hallway and look both says. No one to my sides, but ahead of me is a sleeping secretary, I smile and walk to my right, I end up wondering the hospital for at least a half hour, passing the children's ward and the food court, until I get to a room and hear a muffled voice, sobbing. I look inside and it looks like a mini church. I walk in and I find the source of the noise, a man on his knees praying. I can make out what he's saying as I slowly walk closer.
"Please lord, help her don't take her from me. I know I've been selfish, I just love her so much. I'm not asking for her to be with me, just let her be happy. Just please, don't let Destinee die." When I hear my name my heart drops the voice automatically clicks In my head.
"Ashley.." I whisper to myself, just loud enough for him to hear me. He turns his head, involuntarily flipping his hair.
"Destinee!" He jumps to his feet and hugs me, tears streaming down his face.
"What are you doing here?" I ask, it must have been at least 3:00 in the morning.
"I couldn't leave you here, not after what I did. I'm so sorry, I just wanted to make it right I didn't want to loose you." He's clinging to my shirt and squeezing the life out of me, my face buried in his chest. He let's go and looks down at me, his hands still clenching my shoulders.
"It's okay Ashley, I should have told you, I'm sorry." My hands travels up to his cheeks and I wipe his tears away with my thumbs. "Stop crying okay? No, open your eyes, look at me. You're amazing Ashley, any girl would be crazy not to love you." He looks down and smirks,
"I guess you're crazy huh?" I grab his face, forcing him to look me in the eyes and I smile.
"Who said I didn't love you?" He steps back in disbelief, covers his face and chuckles,
"Wait so you're trying to tell me, this whole time.." I cut him off,
"Yeap, I've loved you."
"So, why didn't you tell me!" I shrug,
"I don't know, I just had to be sure you were the one I wanted." He dorky smile creeps across his face and I laugh, he leans in and kisses me. Right in the middle of my laugh, wrapping his arms around my waist. I bring my arms up around the back of his neck. He breaks the kiss and leans his forehead on mine.
"Let's get out of here, I'm thinking of things I shouldn't be thinking of in a church." I laugh, and it ends in a snort, I cover my mouth.
"Oh my god sorry." He takes hand and moves it away from my mouth and puts it on his chest, I feel the vibrations of his voice as he talks,
"No don't be, it's cute." I blush, I look down at my clothes and frown.
"Yeah, I think we should leave, I would like my clothes back." He smiles and puts his arm around my shoulders as we leave the room and walk down the hallway.

Notes

Blah, there you go. I don't consider this a chapter, I just had to add this. Next one will be a full one I promise. It gets more interesting lovelys :)