Love Isn't Always Fair

Ashley's POV

Me and Destinee walk down the hallway, past the sleeping, possibly snoring nurse at the desk, and back into the room they kept her in. She hops onto the bed and allows her feet to dangle over the side.
"You're so small.." She answers by simply flipping me off. I smile and poke my lips out at her. She rolls her eyes and smiles back,
"Where's my clothes? I feel so naked!"
"I wish you were naked." She laughs,
"Perv!" I wink and turn to open one of the drawers under the sink in the room. I pull out her clothes and toss them to her, watching them smack her in the face.
"You bitch!" She giggles. I laugh
"Hurry up and put your clothes on, we gotta get back to the guys." She takes off her shirt, so she just sitting in her sweat pants. Her black bra makes her skin look smooth.
"Since when you care so much about getting back to the guys?" She asks cocking her head to the side. I rub the back of my neck and look down trying not to stare at her perfectly round breasts.
"Umm, because we need to be in New York by 10:00 tonight." She pulls her navy shirt over her head and stands up, pulling off her sweat pants keeping her eyes locked on mine. Her smile turns into a concerned look,
"Ashley, we're together now right?" She asks straightening up, her legs perfectly shaped.
"Yeah." She turns away and picks up her pants off the bed. She takes a deep breath.
"So I think I should be honest with you." My heart starts to race, not again don't break my heart again. She turns around and puts on her pants, bouncing a little bit to get herself in. "I'm not eighteen, I'm actually seventeen, but my birthday is next Tuesday. And I'm actually not trying to see my grandmother. She died when I was young I just needed an excuse to get to New York and away from my family I'm sorry." She buttons her pants and hops back onto the bed, her feet dangling and her head looking down. I put one hand on my hip and run the other through my hair. I take a deep breath and walk toward her. I stand right in front of her, my hips between her legs and my hands on her lower back.
"Hey look at me, it's okay. That's in the past this is now. Let's just look forward to your birthday and New York okay?" Her eyes meet mine.
"But I have no where to go, and I have no money." I take one hand and brush her hair out of her face.
"Shhhh, don't worry about that. How about you come stay with me in California? We have three more shows then it's you and me." She smiles and hugs me.
"You're amazing Ashley, I love you."
"I love you to Destinee." I kiss her neck. She pulls back and looks me in the eyes, her hazel eyes paralyzing me.
"Can I call you Ash?" I smile,
"You can call me whatever you want." She grins and kisses me, I pull myself closer between her legs and she wraps her legs around my back. She breaks the kiss and whispers,
"I love you Ash." I kiss her again feeling her lips curl up into a smile. I break the kiss but stay close enough so out noses are touching.
"I love you more."

Andy's POV

Destinee's cutting her wrists, blood flowing down her arms and staining her white shirt. She's screaming at me with tears running down her face,
"YOU MADE ME DO THIS! THIS IS YOUR FAULT!" I try to move and help her but I'm being held down on my knees. Jinxx and CC are holding me down by my shoulders and arms. And Jake is holding my face, making sure I'm looking directly at Destinee. I scream.
"DESTINEE STOP PLEASE I LOVE YOU!" She throws down her blade and runs to me and grabs my tear stained face with her bloody hands.
"Are you really that stupid? I don't want you I want Ashley. You're nothing to me." She pushes my face.
"NOTHING." I close my eyes and cry even harder. Jake claws at my eyes to make them open again. When I do, I see Ashley and Destinee in the middle of a heated kiss.
"DESTINEE PLEASE!" I scream through tears. She turns her back to me and starts kissing Ashley's neck viciously. He looks at me mockingly over her shoulder.
"Why Ashley?" He laughs and takes out a knife, he slowly raises it over his head.
"ASH NO!" I scream on the top of my lungs. He brings the knife down and stabs her in the back. I scream as my tears flow down my face.
I wake up in a cold sweat, I twist my head to see what time it is, 4:15. I groan and sit up. I had the same nightmare twice in one night I can't sleep anymore. I don't want to risk seeing that horrible scene again. I grab a shirt and slip it on, then I swing my legs over the side of my bed and get up, wiping my face. I put on my black vans and grab my cigarettes and lighter and walk off the bus. On my way out I notice Ashley isn't in his bunk. He probably couldn't sleep either. I stand beside the bus and stare out into the empty hospital parking lot. All I see is darkness and the faint glow of the hospital lobby through the glass sliding doors. I light my cigarette and take a drag. I open my mouth and watch the cloud of smoke slowly flow out. I finish my first cigarette and was about to light another one when I hear my name. I look toward the hospital lobby and squint my eyes. I see a girl with black hair in a puffy pony tail wearing a green military jacket, a t-shirt, black skinnies with holes and Dr. Martens. She's waving at me, probably a fan I think to myself. But then I see Ashley walk from behind her. Holy crap, I think to myself.
"Destinee?" I shout, she starts running me and I walk toward her with my arms open. She pushes me off balance a little when she runs into my chest to hug me. I bury my face in her hair.
"You're okay."
"Yeah." She says, sounding like a child.
"Let's get you inside okay? I'll clean off my bunk for you." She looks up at me and shakes her head.
"No it's okay, Ashley already offered his bed to me. Right?" She says turning to him.
"Yeah yeah yeah." He says rolling his eyes.
"Ohh okay." I say slightly disappointed. She hugs me one last time and waves to us as she gets on the bus.
"See you inside."
"Later" me and Ashley say at the same time. I look at him and he starts walking onto the bus. I grab his arm and pull him back.
"Look we need to talk." I say, He yanks his arm out of my grasp.
"I have nothing to say to you."
"Dude, are you seriously going to stay pissed at me because I didn't know your feelings?" He points at me with his finger close to my nose.
"Don't make this seem like less than it is okay? You know how I act when I like a girl, so don't act stupid. And if you didn't know I had feelings for her, you wouldn't have snuck around with her." I run my hand through my hair.
"Look Ashley, how I see it, we were both wrong in this situation. You're right I shouldn't have snuck around with her. But you should have been more upfront with your emotions. I can't read minds okay?" Ashley's facial expression softens.
"Yeah you're right." I hold out my hand for a handshake.
"I'm sorry Ashley." He smiles
"Fuck that," He says pushing my hand away, "we're gonna hug like a couple of pansies." I laugh and embrace him.
"Sorry for punching you in the face." He says as we break the hug. I grin,
"I gotta admit, it was a good hit." He laughs, and smacks me on the back.
"Let's get some sleep, we're already late."
"Yeah." I say and we walk onto the bus.

Destinee's POV

I've already managed to strip down to nothing but one of Ashley's shirts from his clothing line and my black boy short underwear. I crawl into his bed and get comfortable as Ashley walks into the room. I turn my head as he takes off his shirt.
"You two love birds make up yet?" He throws his shirt at me and I giggle.
"Yeah, it wasn't as bad as I thought." He turns his back to me as he takes off his pants, leaving him in his black boxer briefs. He files through a suitcase until he finds a pair of black and gray plaid pajama pants and pulls them on.
"Plaid?" I scoff.
"Yes PLAID, you know you like it." He says, modeling for me like a drunk slut. I throw my head back in laughter.
"Come on get in bed I'm tired." He crawls in and lays facing me and puts one arm around my waist and the other tucked under is pillow.
"You're beautiful." He whispers looking at me with his deep brown eyes. I blush and kiss his thin lips.
"I love you so much." I say, my lips never leaving his.
"I love you too." I turn around so he can spoon me. His lips resting on my neck, I fall asleep to the steady beat of his breaths.

Notes

uploading another chapter later on tonight, as a Christmas gift :P