that hatered in your eyes

Phoebe POV-

Okay, I think Andy knows. He looked so worried as did everyone else. I can't imagine how hard it must be for Andy properly knowing and keeping it a secret from everyone. I needed to talk to someone, someone that is more fatherly in the group, Jinxx.

Jinxx POV-

I was in my bunk completely full by all the pizza I had and I heard some one say my name, I poked my head out my bunk to see phoebe standing there,

"Hey"

"Can I talk to you?" I nodded as she climbed up.

"What you want to talk about?" She looked at me with worry in her eyes.

"Do you know?" She said, tears forming in her eyes

"what do I have to know phoebe?"

"I'm-I'm- anorexic" she said now crying softly

"Oh, so that's why you didn't eat much at dinner" I said pulling her into a hug. She nodded, tears flooding out her eyes.

"Does jake know?" She shook her head

"What about Andy? CC? Ashley?" Shaking her head each time.

"Phoebe, I need to ask you something important" she looked up, her face was tear stained

"Do you self harm?" Then she burst into tears nodding furiously

"Shush! Shush phoebe I'm here, can I see them?" She nodded, pulling her sleeves up and they were scabs now. I gasped.

"Who knows?"

"Andy"

"Okay, I'll be back in a second" she nodded and I went to Andy's bunk.

"Andy, why the hell didn't you tell us?"

"Tell you about what?"

"Phoebe cutting herself?!?"

"Jinxx, I promised I wouldn't tell anyone!"

"Okay, but next time tell us also, she's anorexic"

"Oh" he said sadly. I jumped off Andy's bunk and went back to phoebe on my bunk.

"I told Andy, should we go tell Jake, Ashley and CC now?" She nodded and we jumped off, everyone was in the living area.

"Guys I have something to say, you might want to sit down for this" I sat down with CC, Ashley, Jake and Andy,

"I'm anorexic, I self harm and I have anxiety problems" everyone looked stunned then Ashley stood up and hugged her into a tight hug, whispering something into her ear, I looked at jake, he was so stunned, he finally stood up and wobbled over to her, grabbing her and pulling her into a tight hug like he was never letting go.

"Please don't ever do that again, promise?"

"I promise" he kissed her softly and she went to her bunk, closing the curtain behind her.

"Well, that was a stun" everyone nodded then I just walked to my bunk and went to sleep.

Phoebe POV-

That was so awkward! I didn't want to tell everyone, but I had to, for jinxx and Andy. After I told then, Ashley stood up, giving me a bone crushing hug. He whispered

"Please don't do that, everyone loves you, especially Jake, we'd miss you so much if you went to far, please promise"

"I promise, I need everyone's help though, please be up when I get up in the mornings, promise"

"Promise"

Notes

Sorry it took so long, had writers block
never give in :)
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