that hatered in your eyes

Phoebe POV-

The next morning I woke up with my eyes stinging from all the crying I had done last night. I slipped on my baggy FOB jumper on and waddled to the sitting area. When I got there I saw Ashley, he kept his promise then. I sat down next to him silently. We sat there in silence for about 5 minutes, then he got up and went to the kitchen. He came back with 2 plates with toast on them. Oh no. He was gonna make me eat it,

"Eat now" he said, not making eye contact. He was supposed to be helping me not hating me. I slowly took the plate and took a bite of the toast. I haven't had toast in ages and it was delicious! I ate 1 slice of toast and my tiny stomach couldn't eat anything else. I had been smiling to myself then, I looked at Ashley, he didn't look back. What the hell, why do they hate me, I never did anything wrong, I should have never told them anything! They hate me now, exactly why my parents threw me out! I stood up and went to my bunk, closing the curtain quickly then, Ashley realised that I wasn't in the sitting area and he shouted my name. The bus shook as everyone jumped off their bunks and ran to the sitting area, they talked but I couldn't hear, I was too busy packing, I was going to leave. Nobody wants me so I'll go to my friends. There was muttering outside my bunk, fat tears rolled down my face, my hands started shaking and then the curtain flew open, 5 guys were staring at me, 5 guys that know my secret, the same 5 guys that apparently love me.

"Phoebe, what are you doing?"

"Packing"

"What? Why?"

"Everyone hates me, Ashley wouldn't talk to me, I ate half of my toast, I was proud of myself, I looked at Ashley and he didn't look at me!! That is why!!" Everyone looked stunned.

"I'm sorry" I mumbled. Nobody heard me, just me.

Notes

Sorry it took so long, had school Never give in :) EnoSceneGirl167