that hatered in your eyes

Phoebe POV-

My phone dinged as a new tweet popped up and it was from jake, I read it and then went to go find him. I found him listening to music in our bunk and I pulled him into my arms, kissing him in the process, the kiss went on to being a full make out session and he had a show to do, so he went off to get ready. About half an hour after they had left, I started feeling lonely so I decided to draw. It started with a girl, scene hair cut, rainbow fringe and black everywhere else. Then the face, sad dead looking eyes, makeup running down her cheeks, her arms were slung by her sides and her legs were hanging low. I started to draw clothes on her, a black tank top with black skinnys and a bullet chain belt, black converse and wristbands and bracelets all up her arms. Then something got into me, I started to draw a rope around her neck and then the rope hung her from a dead tree, it was raining and dull clouds all around her, the grass and flowers were dead and there was big patches in the grass. I stood up and went to the bathroom, I puked up everything in my stomach and I had the urge to cut.

(Trigger warning)

I picked up the razor and held the cold metal against my wrist and pushed wondering whether or not to drag it, just then, the door bust open and all the guys are staring at me, jake was holding my drawing that I had left on the table. They all kept staring and I looked down at myself, I was crying, there was a razor on my wrist, I had just puked in the toilet and I had drawn a picture what preps would call depressing.

"Phoebe... We need a talk" Andy spoke, I nodded, what have I got myself in to?

Andy POV-

We got back to the bus from the concert and phoebe wasn't in sight, I noticed her art stuff on the table so I went and looked at what she had drawn, it was a young scene girl hanging herself from a dead tree, I gave the guys the drawing and went strait to the bathroom, not bothering to knock. Phoebe was there, puke in the toilet, her makeup was smudged, her eyes were red and puffy she also had a razor to her wrist, I was the first to speak

"Phoebe.... We need to talk" she nodded

Notes

Hai guys, sorry it's been a while, school hasn't been great, anyways, here's chapter 27!

never give in :)

EmoSceneGirl167