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Andy's POV
I woke up to a soothing feeling as something was softly drawing on my arm. It didn't take long to realize that it was some ones finger, and that it was Lilli's finger and she was not drawing she was tracing my tattoos. I wanted to say something so bad and tell her how good that felt but I knew that if I did it would ether freak her out and she would not talk to me anymore or it would embarrass her really bad most likely both. So I just laid there with her head on my chest and her softly tracing my tattoos. After about five maybe ten minuets of her doing that I figured I should "wake up". I started to mumble softly and turned my head to the side. When I did Lilli stop and moved her hand. At first I thought she would try to move her head of my chest but she didn't. I could not help but smile at the thought of her wanting me to wake up with her head on my chest. When I opened my eyes I looked down to see Lilli laying on my chest with her eyes close. 'She is pretend to be sleeping? Why? Dose she not want me to wake up with her laying on my chest. But if that was true she would have moved.' That's when I realized that her cheeks had a light pink color to them 'She thinks I don't want to her laying on my chest. If only she knew.' I thought smiling as I moved the piece of hair out of her face. When I did her face got redder. 'Well I guess I should get up. Should I let her "sleep" or should I wake her up?' I slowly moved her head off of my chest and laid it down on the pillow beside me. I didn't get up thought, instead I laid on my side so I was facing her. "Lilli wake up." Like I thought she didn't move. I light started to shake her. "Lilli get up. Its time to get up and get ready." "Ready for what?" She said opening one eye. I chuckled "Your are really bad at acting. Did I wake you up when I moved you off of me?" I just said on me, instead of chest or shoulder or something because I didn't want to embarrass her for staying on my chest when she could have moved. "Ah yeah sorry for sleeping on you." "Its fine. I didn't mind you not heavy or anything." I said smiling and softly poking her nose. She giggled. "That's good to know. I guess I just really like to cuddle in my sleep plus it don't help that your always warm." She said blushing. "Well I'm glad I can keep you warm. Now I'm going to go take a shower and get ready for the day. I have some big news for the camp today." "What is it?" "You'll just have to wait till the town meeting I will be calling later today." I said getting out of the bed. "That's no fair you know I hate waiting for stuff like this." She said sitting up but taking the blanket with her to hide her chest. Yes she had clothes on she just for some old reason always did that in the mornings. Just as I was about to say something the door opened to show CC on the other side. First he looked at me standing beside the bed shirtless. Yes I slept shirtless with Lilli in the bed. I normal don't because I don't want to make things weird around her but since she had a bad dream last night and kind of just crawled into my bed last night crying I never really got the chance to put a shirt one. Then CC looked at Lilli in the bed with the covers up to her chest making it so you could not see the tank top she was wearing. "Hey everybody Andy got lucky last night!" CC yelled at the top of his lungs witch is really loud. "Really?" I heard Ashley say then he was standing in my door way. "Dang I didn't think you had it in you any more Andy." Ashley said smirking.
Lillianna's POV
"Dang I didn't think you had it in you any more Andy." Ashley said smirking. "Shut up Ashley you know don't like Lilli like that." Andy said rolling his eyes and walking into the bathroom. When he said that I felt the back of my eyes start to burn and my throat start to close up. "Whoa hey why are you crying?" I heard Jinxx ask "I'm n-not." I said getting up and walking past them and into my room locking the door behind me. I leaned my back on it and slid down to the floor. I pulled my knees to my chest and hid my face in them. 'Shut up Ashley you know don't like Lilli like that' Andy's voice kept running threw my head. 'Why would he like someone like me. I'm always bothering him and waking him up at night.' 'He would never want you! Your worthless and ugly. You cant do anything you could not even save your little brother.' The voice of F.E.A.R rang threw my head. 'Shut up!' 'Why because I'm telling you the truth and you know I am.' 'Stop!' 'No you stop. Stop acting like you have a chance with Andy. He don't like you. He said so himself.' 'I don't matter.' 'Yes that's right you don't' 'I'm worthless' 'You never were anything but worthless.' 'I'm a bother I bother Andy all the time.' 'Yes and he hates you for it. He wishes he never had that dream. He wishes he would have just let you die.' 'I need to die.' 'Yes.' 'How?' 'All it takes is one cut right across the wrist or a stab to the heart.' 'Yes I need to do this and make everyone happy.' I thought standing up and walking to my bed. I always kept a dagger in the bedside table just in case someone tried to hurt me. I never thought I would use it to hurt myself with it. 'Now go to the shower and turn it on so no one knows what your doing.' 'Yes' I said walking into my bathroom and into the shower. I didn't bother with my tank top and shorts I just turned the water on and made it the way I liked it. 'Now sit down' I did as the voice said 'Now just make a cut it can be little at first.' 'Okay' I put the blade to my wrist and slowly added presser the drug it across my skin. A red line followed the blade as my blood was washed of my arm by the shower. 'Good. Do it again but this time deeper.'

Andy's POV
I just got out of the shower and got dressed into a pair of skinny jeans with the left knee cut out and a black shirt that I cut into a tank top. As I was sat on my bed to put on my boots I felt the worst pain in my head. I knew it was a vision but it still don't stop they fact that it always hurts and it always happens when I least expect it.

I was standing in the graveyard in front of gave that I didn't know was there. It was just a hole at the moment. I always hated this. I was The Prophet so the family I always wanted me to come when the buried a love one. Sammi walked up to me and hugged me. "Shh don't cry I'm going to miss her to. I never thought she was that sad. But at lest she is with her brother now." I nodded and wiped the tears off of me cheeks but more fallowed as soon as I did it. "Why dose death always want to take the ones I love most away from me like this? First Juliet and now Lilli..."

As soon as the vision was over I stood up not worrying about my boots anymore. I ran out of my room and straight to Lilli's. I knocked on the door but nothing happened. I heard the shower going but instead of just thinking she was just in the shower I kicked the door in. I did not more then anything for my last vision to come true. I ran into her bathroom since the door was open to see Lilli laying in the bathtub with the shower water falling on her. She was really pale. Her arm was laying on the side of the tub with cuts in it. They was not that deep though. When I walked closer I seen why she was so pale. Her shirt was up to under her chest and in her stomach was the words "Wretched" "Jinxx, Jake, CC, Ashely, Sammi! Any one please help me!" I yelled as loud as I could as I claimed into the tub with her laying her on my chest. I turned the water on cold a took of my shirt and ripped it in half. I wrapped up her arm and stomach. After that Jake ran into the bathroom. "What-" "I don't know just go get Jinxx fast!" "Right." He said running out of the room. When he was gone Lilli slightly opened her eyes then closed them again. "Lilli! Don't go to sleep open your eyes you have to stay up." "Alone" "What?" "I'm alone." "No your not I'm right here your not alone and you never will be." "Wretched." "No your not!" "Worthless." "Your not that ether. Now stop please." "Andy..." "What Lilli?" I asked moving the wet hair off of her forehead. "I'm cold..." That was the last thing she said before she past out.

Notes

Alright kiddos I hope you liked this and thank you ever so much for reading it. I'm sorry if anything is not spelled right but I really hope you in joyed it. :)

Comments

@TheFallen_1335
Lol don't be its fine :-) I just wanted to know why you posted just your name but if don't know that's fine, no harm done

BloodyRoses BloodyRoses
1/15/14

@BloodyRoses
werid me too i don't know why?? im confused and scared O_O

TheMysterGirl TheMysterGirl
1/14/14

@TheFallen_1335

Hey if your want me to read one of your stories that's fine I would love t. Just please tell me which one you want me to read. Because I don't really get why you just have your name there

BloodyRoses BloodyRoses
1/14/14
TheMysterGirl TheMysterGirl
1/11/14

@EmoEmu
I think I will make them have a baby. I will think of something and start hosting again soon... I hope

BloodyRoses BloodyRoses
1/10/14