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Faith will find a way.

Sleepless

Time skip two and a half months.

I woke up laying on something soft yet firm. It took me a minute to realize it was Andy's chest. I blushed really red but didn't get up. I know I should have but this was the first time that I didn't feel hallow since Asher died. I didn't even stay in the house that Andy gave me when I first came to the camp. Now I stayed in the spare bedroom that they had in the tower. I would sleep in my room most nights but some nights I could not take the nightmares. So I would ether stay up all night just laying in my bed hoping that I would fall asleep. Ever time I closed my eyes I would see Asher ether being lowered into the ground or his lifeless body just laying on that bed. But when Andy found out that I was not sleeping he started staying up with me. Till he realize that him singing would calm me down long enough for me to fall asleep. After a week of that I could fall asleep on my own but I would still have nightmares I didn't say anything to Andy not wanting to make him worry. But last night was the worst nightmare of all.

I was laying in my bed when I heard a soft whisper. At first I thought it was just in my head. Then I heard it again. I stood up and walked out of my room to hear it coming from Andy's room. 'Who his he talking to?' I thought walking the two feet to his room since my room was right across from his. I was thinking about nocking when the door opened by its self. I didn't see Andy's room though. The door opened to show the same cell I was in, in the dream that I had the first night I stayed in the tower. I tried to turn around but something that I could not see grabbed my wrist and pulled me into it, the door shutting behind me. There chained to the same wall I was, was Andy. He was deathly skinny. His cheeks was sunken in and his eyes looked sunken in as well. They didn't have there bright blue color anymore instead they were hallow and dull. "L-lilli... run..." "What do you mean run I have to get you out of here." I said running up to him and trying to take off the chains around his wrist. "Stop....run" "Andy what are you talking about I cant just leave you here to die." "Ah well look who it is to save the day. Little Lillianna." said the voice of my mothers. I turned around to see the demon thing that calmed to be my mouth before. "Not as big and bad now that your powerful prophet is the one needing help are you?" "Go to hell!" "Oh already been there its not as bad as you think it is. That is if your like me." My "mother" said grabbing my face. "Let go!" "Or what?" "Let her go Amy I never said you could touch her this time she is still healing from last time." said the voice of F.E.A.R as he walked into the lighter part of the cell witch was still pitch black just not as dark as the part of the cell that he came from. When he said that I looked down to see half wounds half scars where I was stabbed. "As you wish." the demon said bowing then walking into the darkness. "So how does it feel to be back here?" he asked with a smirk "Lovely." I said sarcastically "That's good to here because you might be here for a very long time." "What the hell are you talking about?" "Well I'm going to let you pick. " "Pick?" "Yes pick you can ether stay here and let you stupid prophet go. Leave but the prophet stays here or..." He said smirking "You can kill the prophet and you and your little brother gets to go home. The home you had here of course." "My brothers dead." "No he is very much alive. Asher?" Just like that Asher walked into the cell but not from the darkness he walked in threw they way I came. "Why did you take me into the desert sister? Its all your fault I got all of them burns. Its your fault I died. Why didn't you just stay close to F.E.A.R only he can protect. I thought you knew that." "Asher I'm sorry I was trying to keep you safe." "From what killing me? Yes I know. F.E.A.R told me everything from you having to kill me to you going on a date and giggling on the day I died." "I didn't know you were dead then I just thought-" "What? What did you think that I was just to weak to walk around, you thought that and yet you still went with that!" Asher said with venom in his voice pointing to Andy. He was not even awake now. 'Please don't be dead' "Please don't be dead? You didn't even think that when I was laying on that bed did you? No you just cried and gave up you didn't even think about me after that did you? No you went home with that thing you call a prophet. He is not a prophet he is nothing but a freak that needs to just give up because F.E.A.R always wins! Were is your prophet now?" Asher said grabbing me by my neck "S-stop." I choked out grabbing Asher's wrist and trying to pull his hand away "So what do you pick to do Lillianna?" F.E.A.R asked me as he got down to my level so we were eye to I. "I'll stay. Just let Andy go." "Are you sure? Dose this man really mean more to you thing saving your baby brother." "Are you going to let me die again sissy?" Asher said with tears running down his face. "Yes because your already dead..." "Alright if this is what you wish then you get just what you want." F.E.A.R said standing up and snapping his fingers. Andy and Asher vanished and there I was left in the dark alone once again...

I cuddled into Andy's chest trying to get the thoughts out of my head. 'Please don't wake up.' I thought because I knew Andy would not want to be this close to me in his bed. Sleeping in the same bed he didn't seem to mind but my head on his chest trying not to cry I doubt very much that he would like that. As I was laying there I was trying to think about anything other then my dream or that my little brother was dead. So I started to looked around the room to fined something better to think about. I ended up with looking at Andy's tattoos since I was laying on his right side I was looking at his arm with the sleeve. At first I was just looking then I started to trace then lightly not wanting to wake him up but of course with my bad luck he did. I knew he was waking up because he started to mumble he only did that when he was waking up I only knew that because I wake him up a lot for breakfast or to start getting ready for church. When he started to wake up I stop touching him and just pretended to be asleep because I knew I didn't have enough time to move.

Notes

Sorry I have not be updating that much I have been busy but I promise to start writing more and I will try to get at lest a chapter up every day if not two. Any ways thank you so much for reading I really hope you liked it sorry if anything is not spelled right. I know the title is not a song or lyrics sorry

Comments

@TheFallen_1335
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1/15/14

@BloodyRoses
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1/14/14

@TheFallen_1335

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BloodyRoses BloodyRoses
1/14/14
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1/11/14

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1/10/14