I woke up to the feeling of something soft being wrapped around my left arm. "How is he doing today?" I heard Andy ask "She's getting better. Her arm should help up nicely but her stomach she most likely will have scars." Jinxx said "So she will be stuck with the word wretched in her skin?" I heard Jake ask. 'Is everyone here?' "Some of it yes. Some parts were not deep enough to leave that bad of scars but some were. Good news though if she wants it we can get Ashley to cover it up with a tattoo." "See Andy everything will be ok!" CC said loudly then I heard a patting noise so I'm guessing he patted Andy's shoulder or something. "Well that should do it now all we can do is wait and hope she wakes up soon." "She has to." Andy said. "P-please stop t-talking about me like I'm not in the s-same room." I said my voice cracking a few times and me opening my eyes. "You awake!" CC yelled and picked me up off of the bed hugging me. "C-can't breath." "Oh sorry." CC said putting me down on my feet. As soon as he let go I almost fell over but Ashley grabbed my right forearm so I didn't fall. "Thank you Ashley." "Your welcome." He said smiling then pulling me into a soft hug. "Thank you as well." I said hugging Jinxx "Your welcome but Andy is the one that found you so you should be thanking him." "Yeah. Hey where did Andy go?" Jake asked. When I looked around the tent I didn't see him any where. "Want me to go find him?" CC asked "No I'll go look I have to thank him right?" I said smiling and walking around Ashley and passed Sammi and out the door. I walked out of the tent into a hard but warm rain. It didn't really hurt it was just a lot of rain that hit you. I walked around the tent and started walking to the tower since I didn't see him any where in the market place. Then again I didn't see any one in the market place. In stead of just walking to the tower, I stopped at graveyard because I seen a someone standing in front of Asher's grave. 'Who would come to his grave? No one knew him.' I thought walking closer to the grave. When I was almost to the grave the person turned around to show Andy, soaked from head to toe. He had black eyeliner running down his cheeks. "Andy what's wrong?" He didn't say anything he just walked up to me and hugged me. He buried his face in my neck. "Andy?" "Why?" "Why what?" "Why did you want to leave me? What did I do?" When he asked that my heart broke and I blushed, but I also got mad. What dose he mean, I mean he said so himself that he didn't like me like that. "What are you talking about Andy?" "Why would you do that to yourself?! Do you know how I felt when I seen you passed out in that tub? I could not breath I thought I lost you to!" Andy yelled at me pulling away from me. "I thought you knew that you could come to me if you needed help! I thought you knew I cared..." He said looking so sad that it broke me I felt so bad for even thinking about doing that to myself let alone doing it. "I'm sorry..." "Then why did you do it?" "F.E.A.R told me to..." "What?" "I heard F.E.A.R's voice in my head telling me to do it. I believed what it said and just lost all hope. I thought I didn't matter to anyone. I lost the only person that cared about me when Asher died. Everyone just seem so happy around me and the nightmares never stopped they just got worse." "What didn't you tell me?" "You have better things to do. Besides you have so many things to do already with planning the war. I didn't want to bother you with any of my stupid problems." "Nothing about you is stupid why don't you get that. Why don't you get that I care about you." Andy said hugging me "Don't lie to me!" I yelled pushing him away. "You said so yourself that you don't like me like that, right in front of me. Why do you think I did this to myself?!" I yelled pointing to my arm. "No one cares about me no one ever will. Asher didn't ever care about me...." I said dropping to the ground. Andy didn't say anything. All he did was pick me up and started walking to the tower.
When we got there he took me into my room and laid me in my bed. When he turned around to leave I garbbed his hand. "I'm sorry... I don't blame you if you hate me. Its not your fault that I did this. I have been thinking about doing it ever since Asher died. Just when you said that I just took it the wrong way. I understand that you care about me just not like that. Thank you for always being the bigger person and always helping me when you don't have to." I said letting go of his hand and laid down in the bed rolling over so my face was almost facing the wall, wrapping my arms around my chest trying to hold myself together. I never heard Andy leave but since there was no noise in the room. I moment latter I felt some ones hand on my arm. "You take a warm shower before you get sick. Then I can wrap up you wounds if you want me to." I rolled over to see Jake standing there with a soft smile on his face. "Okay." I said softly and getting up out of the bed and walked into the bathroom. There was no way you would know I almost died in here. "Jake?" "Yeah?" he said from my room "How long was I out?" "Almost two days not that long." "Okay." I mumbled and got into the shower. When I got out I wrapped a towel around my body and walked into my room to see Jake sitting on my bed. I smiled slightly at him. "Let me get changed then you can wrap me up." "Alright." He said smiling back and walking out of the room shutting the door behind him. I good dressed in ( http://www.polyvore.com/unnamed_13/set?id=49886639 ) (she didn't put the shoes on though so she is bare foot.) and threw my hair up into a messy ponytail. I felt that my shirt really fit how Andy thought my feeling were. I think he thinks I hate him but I don't think I ever could. After I got dressed I opened the door to go get Jake but when I did instead of seeing Jake I seen Andy standing there, holding bandages. "Jake said you need to be wrapped up. "Yeah I took a shower I was really cold from getting rained on." I said looking down to see that Andy was still in his wet clothes. "I think you need one to." "I'll be alright..." Andy said walking pass me into me room and sitting on my bed "No your not. Go take a shower I can get some one else to help me with my wounds." "No I told you I was the one with the needle and thread, remember?" I smiled "Yeah you did." I said shutting the door and sitting be side Andy on the bed. "But you cant stich me up till you take a shower. I don't want you to get sick." "Why I thought you hated me." "I could never hate you. I might get upset or mad at you but I could never hate you. Now stop trying to get out of taking a shower. Go take one before you get sick before I drag you in there and make you take one." "I would love to see you try." Andy said lifting one eyebrow. I got up and grabbed the bandages out of his hands. I laid them down on the bed then garbed his arm and started to pull him off the bed. I didn't think he would but he let me drag him off the bed and into my bathroom. I shut the door then stepped over into the tub pulling him with me. "Now that I have proven my point I will leave you to it." I said trying to get out of the tub but before I could Andy grabbed my right wrist softly. "I believe you words were that you would make me take one. Last time I checked to take a shower you need water." Andy said making me blush. "Fine get out and I will turn the water on for you." "Then what? You said you would make me take a shower you need more then just water don't you?" Andy said smirking 'What has got into Andy?' I thought "Fine." I said closing the curtain and turning on the water. Warm water ran down my back making my shirt wet. "Now I have to change again, thanks to you." "Then just take you clothes off duh." Andy said taking his shirt off, throwing it over the shower rod, then stepping closer to me. "What's wrong with you Andy?" "Nothing you were the one said you were going to make me take a shower so I'm just doing what you want." "I never said I wanted to take a shower with you." I said blushing trying to not look at his chest. Yes I have seen him shirt less before. But I have never been this close to him shirtless, plus it don't help that he is wet and we are in a shower. "No but you did say you were going to make me take a shower, so make me." Andy said leaning down so we were eye to eye. They were the same bright blue they always were but something was different, they had a softness to them that I never seen before. I don't know why but they made me not worry about that I was in the shower with Andy. I didn't feel dirty, I didn't feel like I was doing something bad. I just felt like I was just in the shower. "Fine. But only because I don't want you to get sick." I said taking off my shirt, leaving me only in a bra and pants. Andy smiled a softly sweet smile and I think he ever blushed a bit when I said and did that. He didn't say anything though. All he did was wrap his arms around my waist and hug me the same way he did in the graveyard. His face in my neck. I wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him back. "Sorry for yelling at you." He said softly. "I'm sorry to for everything." "Don't worry about it." He said kissing my collar bone. I giggled "What?" He said pulling away from me "Nothing, I just never thought I would be taking a shower with you." "Well it was your idea." He said smiling as he pushing my back till my back hit the wall, so the water fell and ran down his back. "No fair now I'm cold." I said blushing "I'm sorry but I have to have water for you to wash my hair don't I?" He asked smiling "Me?" "Yeah your making me take a shower remember?" He said handing me a bottle of shampoo. I blushed then I put shampoo in my hand. I handed Andy the bottle back and had to stand on my toes to reach his head as I started to rub it into his hair. "Now your going to smell like a girl." I said giggling "No now I'm going to smell like you." He said smiling softly I blushed and stood back on the bottoms of my feet and backed up so he could wash the shampoo out his hair. After he did he turned me around so my back was to him and I felt him run his fingers threw my hair. "What are-" "Its only fair to wash your hair since you washed mine." "Oh okay" I said blushing and smiling. We did the same thing with conditioner. I washed his hair then he washed mine. As soon as I got done washing the conditioner out of my hair the water started to run cold. "That's cold." I said moving to hide behind Andy. He laughed "Yea it is. Stay here I'll be right back" He said turning the water off and getting out of the shower. Bur he left curtain closed. I soon found out why when I heard his wet pants hit the tile bathroom floor. I blushed really red at the thought. "Here." Andy said opening the curtain, to hand me a towel. Him having one around his waist. "I'm going to go get dressed just come get me when your dressed, so I can wrap up your arm and stomach." "Okay" I said smiling and taking the towel from him. He smiled back, grabbed his clothes and walked out the bathroom closing the door behind him. After he left I took my wet clothes off and laying them on the shower rod so they could dry. I walked into my bed room and got changed into. ( http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=97167188 ) I grabbed the jacket Sammi gave me because I was cold but didn't put in on since I knew I would just have to take it off from Andy to wrap up my arm. I grabbed the bandages off of my bed and walked out of my room, to Andy's and knocked on the door. A moment latter he opened it later wearing a faded cut up pair of jeans and a black t-shirt. "Hey." He said smiling and opened the door wider for me to walk in. I walked in and sat on his bed laying the bandages beside me and my jacket on my lap. "Ready?" Andy asked me sitting beside me. "Yes." I said smiling, rolling up my lace sleeve and holding my left arm out to Andy. He softly grabbed my arm and started to wrap it up. When he was half way done I started shivering "Cold?" He asked smiling at me "Yes I have been since I got out of the shower. I was warmer standing in the rain." I giggled "Me to. Cold showers are not that fun huh?" "Not even a little bit." "Well after this I can make us some hot chocolate. Here I'm done with your arm." He said pulling down my sleeve then letting go of my arm "Yay! Thank you!" I smiled and hugged him. He hugged me back as soon as the door to his room opened. "Hey Andy have you se- Oh never mined." Jake said standing in the door way. "Do they ever knock?" I asked Andy pulling away from him. "Nope but you get used to it." He said shrugging then turning to Jake. "What were you saying Jake?" "Oh I was just going to ask you if you have seen Anna because she was not in her room but never mind since I know were she is now. Anna did you change clothes?" "Oh yea I didn't like what I had on." I said blushing "How well I thought it was cute. But I like what your wearing now to." He said smiling "Thank you" I said smiling back. "Your welcome anyways I will talk to you guys later. Bye." He said closing the door. "Thank you." Andy said "For what?" "For not telling him why you had to change. Don't get me wrong I liked taking a shower with you but if Ashley found out he would never let me live it down." "What do you mean?" "Well if he found out I took a shower with a hot girl he would want to know why and how it happened and what we did in the shower. I doubt you would want that to happen." "No I would not." I said blushing. "Yeah... Now lift up your shirt so I can do your belly then we can get that hot chocolate" Andy said smiling "Okay." I said laying my jacket on the bed then standing up in front of Andy and lifting my shirt to just show my stomach. He started o slowly and softly wrap up my stomach. I started to laugh softly "Not so slow that tickles." "Sorry." Andy said biting his lip and going a faster. "Don't be. I just think it would be hard to wrap up my belly if I'm laughing." "It would be." He said laughing softly. "See I win again." "Again?" "Yeah again I did just kind of make you take a shower did I not?" "Alright, alright you win again." He said cutting the bandage then taping it in place. "There all done." "Yay!" I said pulling down my shirt. "Now can I get some hot chocolate?" "Yes I'll be right back." Andy said standing up and kissing my forehead then walked out of his room. After he left I kicked off my boots and crawled into Andy's bed under the covers and cuddled into his pillow.
Andy's POV
I walked back into my room with two mugs of hot chocolate to see Lilli cuddling into one of my pillows under the covers. "Comfy?" I asked sitting down on the right side of the bed so she was facing me. "Your bed smells really good." She said nodding and then blushing. "Thank you. So do you want this hot chocolate or do I get to have both cups?" I asked "No way you get both. Give me one please!" She said sitting up sticking her bottom lip out. "Here." I said laughing and handing her the mug. "Thank you!" She said as she was about to take a drink. "Wait I think I should get something for bandaging you up and making you hot chocolate." I said stopping her and smirking. She didn't say anything all she did was lean closer to me and kiss me nose. "Thank you." I said smiling "Your welcome." She said then kissed me on my cheek. "Why di-" "One for patching my up the other for the hot chocolate duh." She said giggling and taking a sip of her hot chocolate. "Oh okay." I said doing the same. After I Lilli got done with her hot chocolate, I took it from her and put both mugs on my desk. I would get them later. Then I walked back to the bed and sat down. "Still cold?" "Not as bad." Lilli said smiling "I can fix that." I said lifting the covers, laid down beside her, then wrapped my arms around her waist. "Better?" All she did was nod and cuddled into my chest. I smiled and kissed her head. After I did I heard her mumble something "What?" She moved her head away from my chest and look up a me blushing she said "You missed." "Did I?" I asked moving my face closer to hers. All she did was nod
Lillianna's POV
I felt Andy kiss the top if my head. 'He missed' I thought "What?" Andy said 'Did I say that out loud?' I thought blushing. I moved my head away from Andy's chest and looked up at him "You missed." "Did I?" He asked moving his head closer to mine lifting one eyebrow. I nodded. "Here?" Andy ask me kissing my shoulder. I shook my head. "Here?" He asked kissing my collar bone. I shook my head. "Here?" He asked kissing my cheek. I shook my head. "Here?" He ask kissing me nose. I shook my head. He smirked and moved his head closer to mine till his lips were almost touching mine. "Here?" He ask when he did his lips barely touched mine. "Yes" I whispered softly. I feared if I said it any louder this would all turn out to be a dream. Andy softly pressed his lips to mine his lip ring was cold and hard but his lips were warm and soft. I closed my eyes getting butterflies and kissed him back softly, laying my hand on his left cheek. He pulled away first and then kissed my lips softly again this time it was just a peck. When he pulled away again he kissed my cheek, then laid his forehead on mine. "Did I miss that time?" Andy asked his bright blue eyes looking into my green ones. I smiled and shook my head. "Good." He said smirking. I smiled back and kissed his nose then cuddled back into his chest. "You missed." I giggled and gave him a short yet sweet kiss. "Happy?" "Very." He said smiling and warping one arm around my waist and the other started to play with my still slightly damp hair. "Mine" He mumbled softly "I have always been yours." I said kissing his collar bone. "Good night Andy." I said yawning closing my eyes "Sweet dreams Lilli."

Notes

Thank you so much for reading. Sorry if anything is not spelled right. I really hope you liked it! I wanted to write a long story since I have not been updating a lot hear lately so I really hope you like it!