The Outcast

blade went up stairs because I told him to go get ready for bed. The guys are still here because I told the we needed to talk.I'm worried about blade cause the box and..... "Yeah Biersack whatcha think about" Ashley asked.
" It's just Blades box..." I replied. " Here i'll show you.
I pulled you bow open and poured it on the table. There were a bunch of blades and what i ws geussing were letters on said to Andy Sixx and was dated from two months ago so I read that one first.

Dear Andy Sixx

My name is Zack well that's my birth name. The nuns changed my name to Blade as a punishment by I think its awesome. But anyway... I don't really listen to your and but this guy that used to work here in the orphanage said if I wrote you that you would read it. I don't want you to respond cause I'm sure you can't I just want you to listen.

Im here because my mom died giving birth to me a my twin brother joshua ( he's dead now my father killed him). Well not really he killed himself but my father lead him to ithe would beat us and say because our mom died giving us life we killed her and therefore we were born in sin... wewere born killers. After joshs suicide cps investigated my living enivorment and took me from him and put him in jail where other inmates killed him because they found out what he did to us .... howhe would rape us and invite the friends other to have "parties" where theyd get drunk and rape nd beat us. I guess josh gave up cause one day the preacher from our church came to one of the parties but he didnt want josh he wanted me he would make me sing song while he raped me... gospel songs... and if i would cry he say. " This is the closes get to heaven." I started cutting first josh never cut he was older by 5 minutes so we agreed when we were little he was the oldest...,..

(then it changed from ink to pencil and it said)

I never fished writing it but i wanted you to have it
Blade Biersack

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