The Outcast

I read the letter to the guys and they all were just as speechless as I was. We heard footsteps and looked to see blade at the bottom of the stairs. He just stood there .... and everybody just watched him. CC got up and walked over to him and asked if he was ok but he just stood there not words no nothing.CC reacheed over a touchd his shoulder and instantly he ran away to a corner just rocking.... we just stay there waiting for him to speak.

"Im sorry blade I didnt mean to scare you" Cc said
" Dont say that ... i know that " he spoke and it made me happy to hear his voice.
" You okay "I asked I was really worried by now
"No....Yes..I don't know.... Andy he did it again... he said he wouldn't but he did" he responded.
"Who did what" I asked having no idea what or who he was talking about.
"Look" He said sliding his phone toward me. I looked down and fully understood. There was a picture of Texas with this guy... but what made me the most upset was that Texas had sent it and I never wanted him to see blade again. By now all the guys saw it and they all understood.

"Blade he isnt that important...." I tried to cheer him up.
" You dont understand" he said and he was right I didn't understand I've never had to deal with a homosexual relationship... I never had to deal with a heartbroken son.... I did understand his pain but I didnt understand how to help him." its my fault."
when he said that ias upset i dint get why he would feel that way I didn't understand but someone did someone I didn't think would.

"Blade if you didn't feel comfortable doing that he couldn't make you and if he didn't want to wait until you did he didn't want you at all." Ash was so good with this he could understand I dont know how but he did.
Now everyone understood we all did and everyone knew about blade and i seen the look on his face when he realized we didnt care that he was still an awesome son ... an awesome nephew.

He fell asleep soon after no one felt so they all stayed around Cc never let blades side and swear I heard blade ask if he could be his new little drummer boy.. and cc joked and said he wasnt little. It was the first time id seen blade smile since he left the orphange and I knew then i had did the right thing.

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