My Saviour.

"What were you doing in there?" Ashley asked with an extremely sad look on his face.

Oh shit.

"I was getting changed. Duh." I lied while leaning against the wall. I was extremely good at lying, which is pretty handy when it comes to situations like this.. Oh and when you get in trouble at school. It's always a good skill to have.
"I took you an hour to get changed?" Jinxx questioned.
"Well yes, because I also had to do my hair. Plus I'm in complete agony so it was pretty difficult to put on pants without falling over in a heap of pain. Like Andy, remember when you went flying and broke your ribs? And it like really hurt when you moved about. Well It's sort of like that for me, that's why it took so long since they kicked at my ribs." I said.
"She has a point.." Jake admitted.
"Suppose so." Andy said.
I raised an eyebrow at them, "What else am I supposed to be doing?" I asked. I knew what their reply would be anyway, I was just trying to make things more convincing.
"Well.. We thought you were harming yourself.. Which you weren't right?" Andy looked over at me with worried eyes.
"No I wasn't. I haven't self harmed since I was 13." I lied.
"Yeah you're right, we should of trusted you. It's just we can't bare to see anyone harming themselves, so if you ever get the feeling you want to. Talk to us, we're fine with it. We wont mind, okay?" Jinxx said to me.
"I'll remember that." I smiled.
"Alright, now that we have sorted that out. How about we go watch a film? I heard you aren't going to school tomorrow so it doesn't really matter if it's 2 in the morning right?" Ashley asked us all.
"Sounds good to me." I agreed.
"Sounds like a plan then." Jinxx exclaimed. Everyone walked out of the room except me and Andy. He walked over to me, kissed my forehead and then picked me up bridle-style. He carried me all the way down the stairs and set me right next to him on the 2 seater.
"Thanks Andy." I said after he sat down next to me.
"No problem Morgan" He smiled.
I looked around the room and then wondered where CC and Jake were..
"Uh, Where's CC and Jake?" I asked as Andy was putting in a movie of some kind.
"At their girlfriend's house." Jake replied back.
"Oh okay."

The movie menu appeared and guess what it was.. Batman. Of course.
"Oh I wonder who on earth picked this film." My words filled with sarcasm, earning a chuckle of everyone.
About a quarter way through the film I was starting to get bored, I had a secret from Andy.. I didn't like Batman. I preferred Spiderman and I knew he would freak if he found out. So I'm going to keep it a secret and hide my Spiderman Vans from him.
I decided to check my Twitter to see what bands are going on tour or recording. As I pulled out my iPhone, I pointed it away from Andy and all the guys so they could see all the hate mail I already got from their fans, even though I've only been living with them for about 3 days someone saw me with Andy, found my twitter and so did everyone else. I scrolled through every post that said things like:
'Kill yourself'
'You're only there because they feel sorry for you.'
'Bet you've slept with all of them you whore.'
But one of the Tweets caught my eye, it said:
'I'm sure your mother is alot happier now the she doesn't have to deal with you. You're a waste of space and the guys sure as hell don't care about you. There's rumours that you cut yourself if you do please cut a little deeper so the guys don't have your dead weight on their shoulders. I don't blame your dad for whatever he's done to you.'

'How did this person know about all this?'
A tear rolled down my cheek, but I quickly wiped it away. I think it was some idiot that I used to live with but it still hurt. I looked around the room and all the guys seemed to be loving the film. I scrolled through another load hate mail when I realised that it is becoming too much. Way too much, I don't think Andy, or any of the guys are aware of the amount of hate I get.
It was a bit weird to me and kind of worrying. I mean I've been here for 3 days and I've already got a ridiculous amount of hate mail..
"Andy.." I tapped on his shoulder, he took his attention off the screen to look at me.
"Yeah?"
"Um.." I simply handed him my phone, as he scrolled through my messages I saw his face turn from confusion to anger. He then took out his phone and did something. No idea what but I saw a smile creep onto his face after he tapped a few buttons on his phone. He then put his phone back into his pocket and started deleting all the messages and posts on my twitter."All better." He whispered to me before turning his attention to the screen again.

For the rest of the movie I just sat there and stared off into space, thinking about my mother and what she might of looked like now or where I would be if she was still alive.. Would my dad still be a durn?.. I was so lost in thought I didn't even realise the movie had finished until Andy shook me out of my daydream.
"Morgan? Morgan.. MORGAN!" He shouted which caused me to jump and then feel a shooting pain in my rib cage.
"What?" I ask while clutching onto my ribs.
"You completely zoned out. Are you sure you're okay?" Andy shot me another worried look.
"Yeah, I'm just tired.."
"Then Batman shall carry you to your bed!" Andy yelled and then struck a pose.
I laughed while Andy picked me up and carried me to my bedroom. He set me on my bed.
"Are you sure you're alright?" He questioned once again.
"Y E S. Andy, for the billionth time. Yes." I replied really slowly so he got the message.
"Alright, Well goodnight Morgan." He kissed the top of my head, then left. Shutting the door behind him.

I yawned and laid down, not bothering to get under the covers, I just curled up into a little ball and let sleep take me away.

'I can't let them find out about my wrists. I just can't...' Was my last thought before I fell into a dark, unhappy, dreamless sleep.

Notes

A little filler c:
I THINK. THINK. I might make some happiness for Morgan soon. I think that would be fair.. Right?


I'll update again today or tomorrow.

Bye
xx
~FlareOfTheDevil~

-Edited on the 16/06/2014-