My Saviour.

~*~*~3 months later~*~*~

So I've been living with Black Veil Brides for 4 months so far and they have been the best 4 months of my life even though I've been self harming every night though to keep the bad thoughts away.. But the guys still haven't found out. Which is good, because I would rather they didn't find out. I knew they wouldn't leave me alone if they did.
It wouldn't be hard for them to find out since I have well over 100 self harm cuts on my arms alone. All they would have to do is roll up my sleeve a little or move one of my bracelets. Lets just pray they will never find out.

About 3 months ago they told me that they had to go on tour and they let me come. We just got home from the airport now and I have school in the morning..
Apparently since I'm family I go on all the tours, I go to all the awards with them and I join in on the meet and greets. Well, I don't really join in I just sit at the back and listen to my iPod for an hour. But they force me to come with them, I never really saw the point in me coming to meet and greets. But whatever. Also since that night with Andy I haven't gotten as much online hate. But of course you can never get rid of it all but I have learned not to let it bother me anymore.

"Thank god we're home." I sighed with relief.
"Why did you not enjoy the tour?" Andy frowned.
"No I loved the tour, It's just I missed having a comfy bed and WiFi."
"I think we all did." Jake chuckled.
"I'm going to bed, It's like 12 in the morning and I need to go to hell tomorrow.. I mean school." I mumbled, grabbing all my bags and dragging them upstairs.
I reached my bedroom door, I kicked it open, dumped all my bags on the floor and then face planted the bed.
I didn't even realise I fell asleep...

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I was shaken awake by Andy who had a concerned look on his face.
"What?!" I snap at him. I hated being woken up.
"Morgan you were crying in your sleep, We could all hear you from down stairs." Andy said in a soft tone.
"Not again." I mumbled.
"What?" Andy raised an eyebrow.
"Nothing." I panicked.
"uh huh.. So are you okay?" He asked.
"Yes, but I can't grantee that I wont cry again.."
"Well how do you stop it?" Andy wondered.
"No clue."
"Uhm. What if you had someone by your side, would that help?"
"I guess so.."
"Hold on a second then, I'll be right back." And with that Andy walked out of the door.
I had no idea were he went, guess I'll find out.
I went over to my phone and checked the time, 2 am.
'Are you fucking kidding me? I have to be awake in 3 hours.' I sighed to myself.
Just then Andy walked into my room wearing his Batman pyjama pants and a grey t-shirt, shoulda guessed.
I smiled over at him as he walked over to my bed motioning for me to follow and I did. We both laid down together, he put his arm around me and I buried my face into his chest, feeling safe and that nothing bad can ever happen.

It was hard to explain mine and Andy's relationship but we didn't treat each other like father/daughter.. More like brother/sister only closer. In fact everyone in BVB was like my brother. Me and Ashley would always be pranking each other, CC and I would run around the house making stupid jokes. Me and Jake would play video games with each other. Jinxx would be the one I always go to for help and I'm always forced to go grocery shopping with him so we've had some laughs there..

I fell asleep thinking about all the guys. I fell asleep with a small smile on my face.

Notes

I know it's short but I have you guys a shit tone of chapters today, okay.
I have noidea what to do with this story, So PLEASE comment below telling me what you want to happen?
I have ideas but no words..
My mind is just messed up at the moment ._.

Anywhore.
Bye xx

~FlareOfTheDevil~


-Edited on the 16/06/2014-