-Jenna's POV- I can't believe my new family wants to hear my story! I looked around at the faces surrounding me, they all smiled. This is fucking awesome, they actually care! I took in a deep breath and started speaking. "It started when I was a little kid, my mom was a druggie/prostitute and my dad was never in the picture. Since mom was a prostitute, I barely ever saw her at night. I hated my life by the time I was 8. Considering my moms heavy drug addiction, we never had much money to pay the bills or to buy food. We barely made rent every month. I went to school and was bullied a lot for the clothes I wore and a lot of other things. Like one time it was because of me not having a backpack that was 'in style'. BY the age of 10, one day I went to hell- whoops I mean school and thought it would just be another day. When I got home that afternoon, I saw my mom laying in her bed, not breathing. I panicked and called 911, the operator told me to just be calm and get out of my moms room and into the living room. Soon after that, the police and ambulance got there. The cops pulled me aside and questioned me. Soon the EMTS came out with my mom in a body bag. She died of a drug overdose. When she had her funeral, no one was there except me and my aunt. By the age of 12 I had started cutting and or purging some days. Then one day I decided to just end it, I was tired of living my life. I was listening to music on youtube the day I decided I was going to end it, I was watching 'Death Of Me' by Asking A and I saw a link to 'Lost It All' by your band and when I listened to it, i-it just made me not want to do it then. Then I gradually started listening to more and more of your band's songs, until I fell in love with your band. You saved my life along with Of Mice & Men. But, I've really tried to stop cutting. I've been relapsing a lot lately. The kids at the orphanage would always say things like 'Just do us all a favor and go die already!' it just triggered me all the time." I finished my last sentence quietly.

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Hey you guys! New chapter! Love you, mean it! ~BVBsoldier421~ Jenna's Outfit- http://www.polyvore.com/jenna/set?id=98403926