Perfectly imperfect.

~Sky's POV~
"M-Maybe you're right..." I mumbled stepping into Jasper's arms and squeezing him tightly for one last time. "What d-do you mean?" He asked. I pulled away from him and what I did next, broke my heart. "Goodbye Jasper. I'm no good for you, go find a pretty girl. Get married to her and have a few kids." I said pushing him away. His face fell and he stepped towards me, grabbing my wrists.
"Sky, I'm not going to leave you." He said before pressing his lips against mine softly. That damned spark was there again. I kissed him back before remembering what I was doing. I pushed him away and shook my head.
"Jasper, I'm no good for you. Your parents disowned you because of me and you nearly got killed." I said looking at him, the look on his face nearly broke what was left of my heart. He pulled me back into a hug and whispered "Sky, you're too good for me. I never deserved you in the first place. Just please, let me show you that it'll be worth it. Please tell me that you feel a spark when we kiss, it's like magic. I need you in my life, I don't care that my parents disowned me or that I nearly got killed. I WANT to be with you so, so much." I felt myself start to cry as he said that.
I did feel the spark, I really did. I just don't want him to suffer because of me, it's not worth it if he gets hurt because of me. I pushed him away and shook my head again. "Go away Jasper. Y-You don't need me a-and I certainly d-don't need you." I said backing up into my room. He started crying and shaking his head. "You're l-lying! Where's the Sky that told me this morning his heart kept beating for me?! Where did he go!?" He screamed at me. I winced when he said he had heard what I said.
I sighed before closing the door between us, locking it. I could still hear him crying on the other side, it took everything I had to not throw the door open and take him in my arms and tell him everything would be okay.
I slid down my door and brought my knees to my chest before I started crying. 'You little fuck up, see what you did!' Screamed a voice in my head. I cried even harder, soon enough Jasper started beating on my door. "Sky please let me in! Let me make things better!" He pleaded through the door. I started to reach for the door knob and stopped myself.
"Don't do it..." I whispered to myself as I pulled my hand away. I heard him saying my name through the door and hitting it. Soon, he stopped completely and went home I assume. I got up and walked over to my bed on the side he slept on. I started sobbing when the fact of what I had done hit me. I heard someone knock at my door as I was about to do something I knew I might regret.
"Come in.." I said as I quickly hid my blade in my phone case. "Sky, uhm Austin wants you, J, and Ro to come over later. Me and your mom have some things we need to patch up." Dad said as he stuck his head in my room. I nodded my head and expected him to leave like he usually would, but I felt the bed sink next to me and then a warm arm wrapped around my shoulders. We sat like this for a few moments before I said "Dad, why was I so stupid?"
I leaned on his shoulder and sighed shakily. I had run out of tears and truthfully, I was tired of crying. "Well Sky, you just thought that he would be happy without you. That's not true though. I've seen the way you two have looked at each other over the past few years and I must say, I've never seen two people so right for each other in my years here on earth." He said quietly. I shook my head and sighed, I should've known he wouldn't have understood.
"D-Dad, just go. I need to be alone right now, I'll drive myself to Austin's later." I mumbled getting up and going into my bathroom. I closed the door quietly and plugged my iPhone into the dock, picking out Glass Hearts from one of Austin's old albums. I turned the shower on and peeled my clothes off. I must say, when I stepped into the water, I expected to feel the hot water rushing over me. But I didn't feel anything; I was numb

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