Perfectly imperfect.

~Jasper's POV~
Did he really just say that his heart keeps beating for me? Nah, he couldn't have. I'm sure he doesn't love me yet, he might not ever love me. I sighed happily though, I felt his breathing get steadier.
This was one of the few times he's slept since I got back from the hospital. I decided I'd leave him alone to sleep for a bit and go talk to his sisters. I slowly got up and crawled over him, making sure not to wake him.
I grabbed one of his sweatshirts and pulled it on, breathing in his scent as I did so. I could never get enough of how he smelt, it's like a mixture of fresh grass, sweat, and something sweet. I'm sorry if loving the way my boyfriend smells is weird, but he's just so amazing and I just can't get enough of him.
'God I love this boy.' I thought, smiling as I walked out of our room and into the hall. I walked to J's room and knocked on the door quietly. I heard some shuffling around before the door was opened to reveal a frazzled J.
"Oh hey Jasper." She said sighing, smiling slightly. "Hey J, mind if I come in?" I said rubbing the back of my neck. "Yeah, sure. Just give me a minute." She mumbled as she closed the door. I heard some drawers shut before she came back to the door and let me in.
"Sorry if its a mess, I've just been trying to get some homework done." She said smiling as she picked up some papers littering her floor. I laughed slightly and sat in a chair by her desk. "I have to still go and get some of my things from my house..." I said frowning at the thought of having to go back there.
"Oh, would you mind telling me what happened? I've only heard bits and pieces so far." She said sitting on her bed and looking at me. I sighed and said "I called them the day after me and Sky got together, I thought they might be happy. As you can tell they weren't. The last thing my mom told me was "You were a mistake, a huge one at that." Then she hung up. I haven't talked to them since.." I said sniffling. I reached up and touched my face, I was shocked when I pulled my had away to see that my finger were wet. "S-Sorry I'm crying." I mumbled dragging the heel of my hand across my face. Unfortunately, this only brought on more tears as I thought of the last conversation I had with my mom. I soon felt a pair of arms wrap around me, squeezing me tightly. For once in my life, I let myself go. I just cried and cried, and cried some more.
"I-I'm such a fuck up!" I cried into whomever was holding me. "Shh, no your not. You're a great boyfriend to our brother and you're all he could ever want and more." I heard Ro say soothingly. "But m-my own p-parents didn't even want me! My mom said I-I was a huge m-mistake!" I cried harder. It went like that for a while, I'd cry and Ro would comfort me and tell me soothing things.
Until I said "I don't t-think I'm good for S-Sky... M-Maybe we shouldn't be t-together..." I said hugging her back tightly. She pulled away and looked behind me, her mouth falling open a bit. I turned and looked behind me, only to see Sky standing there with his hand over his mouth and tears falling down his face.
"Is that what you really think?!" He said looking at me. I bit my lip and nodded. He took a deep breath and said "Well, you got your wish." He flung the door open and walked out. I got up and ran out the door after him. I saw him run down the hall into his room and slam the door shut. I got to his door and twisted the knob, I should've known it would've been locked.
I banged on the door, hoping he might open it. "Go away Jasper!" I heard him scream from the other side. "No! I want to see you and only you!" I yelled back.
He flung the door open to reveal the room that had just been tidy and neat, destroyed. "What the hell do you need to see me for Jasper?! You don't want to be with me, so what else do you want?!" He spat at me, snarling.
I reached out for him to only have him back away from my hand. "I-I just think I'm bad for you Sky. I'm a shit boyfriend, a shit son, a shit everything." I said furrowing my brow. His face softened and as I reached my hand out he didn't back away this time. "M-Maybe you're right..." He said quietly.

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