Perfectly imperfect.

~Caysen's POV~
I pushed Austin off of me, trying to comprehend what had just happened. He looked hurt when I pushed him away, causing me to feel bad. "What the hell Austin?" I said quietly as I put my hand up to my mouth. "I-I thought you said you wanted to kiss me...." He said quietly, his bottom lip trembling. For Christ's sake! If I'm not upset with one person, I'm upsetting another! "Austin..." I said stepping close to him and putting my hand up to his cheek.
"Get out.." He said sternly. "What?" I said confused pulling my hand away slowly.
"Get the fuck out." He said staring at me, his eyes full of hurt and anger. I bit my lip and nodded, grabbing my purse quickly and walking towards the door.
"I-I'm sorry Austin..." I said closing the door behind me and walking towards the stairs. I quickly made my way down them while I mentally punched myself for even telling him that. I climbed in my car and turned the music down, sitting there for god knows how long in complete and total silence.
"You ignorant bitch!" I yelled at myself as I pounded against the steering wheel. I cried a few tears before turning my phone on. I saw multiple messages from Ash, all asking me to come back.
I smiled through my tears and wiped them away and fixing my makeup. I pulled out of my parking spot and started the drive back to my house. I called Ash back, hoping he'd pick up. The phone rang once before someone picked up.
"Hello?" Ash said sadly from the line. It broke my heart to hear him like that, knowing I did that.
"Hey Ash.." I mumbled
"Caysen, I'm really sorry. I promise I'll make it up to you!" "I'm on my way home now Ash, can we talk about it then?" I asked.
"Of course babe, I'll see you then. I love you." "I love you too hun." I said hanging up my phone and throwing it in the seat next to me. I turned on the radio and listened to it so it could fill the silence.
I started thinking to what life might've been like if I hadn't of gotten kicked out and met Ashley. I probably would've never met all of my great friends that I have now, I might not even be here. I thought back to the night I got kicked out, how scared and angry I was.


Suddenly, the song on the radio didn't fill my ears, but the crunching of metal and my screams filled them. I felt myself being ripped out of my body, soon I was floating above myself.
What I saw almost made me cry, I saw my lifeless body being pulled from the drivers seat. "Caysen!" I heard a very familiar voice yelling behind me.
I turned and saw a sight that broke me down: my three best friends standing in front of me.
"Caysen, you have to go back! You have 3 beautiful children to take care of." Roman said as he put a calming hand on my shoulder. "Please, go take care of my beautiful nieces and nephews..." Sky said smiling sadly. Knox nodded with both of them and said
"Don't forget Ash you guys. We've also been takin care of your baby girl Cays." I realized they were right, I have a family to take care of.
Soon, I was back on the ground in my body. 5 paramedics were standing over me and trying to get me to respond. "She's awake!" One of them yelled to the others, the put a neck brace on me and were loading me onto a gurney. "Ma'am, what's your name?" A woman asked once they had loaded me into the back of the ambulance and were speeding off towards the hospital.
"C-Caysen Purdy.." I said in a strangled voice. Strangely enough, I couldn't feel my body or anything for that matter. "Is your husband Ashley Purdy?" She asked as she was hooking me up to the IV's. I gave a weak smile when she said his name, trying to say yes.
She smiled at me and said "I loved his band when I was a kid. They saved me once, it inspired me to go into this profession." She smiled as she thought about them and finished hooking me up as the back doors flung open. I guess we were at the hospital already...
I was being pulled out of the ambulance when I heard a familiar voice shouting. "Caysen! That's my wife, let me through! I love you baby!" It was definitely Ash, I started crying and I guess they gave me some ((I can't spell what they put in the IV's to make you go to sleep .-.)). I woke up under a bright white light and felt like an elephant was sitting on me. I fumbled around for the nurse call button when I heard someone gasp beside me.
I looked over to see none other than my parents sitting there.

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