Black Veil Daughter (BVD)
My Shadow's Will Die
I woke with Andy's face in front mine. I screeched. I took breaths so I could you know still live! My breathing slowed down. ''Do you mind?!?! Sorry I didn't mean to yell it's just, I don't like faces in mine when I wake up!'' I smiled as I explained this to Andy. He nodded. ''Well I don't like the morning, but you have 20 minutes to get ready. We are going out with the guys to.....ummm....who knows?' After Andy said that he got up and started heading for the door, but stopped and turned around. ''You know you are adorable when you sleep. You have the prettiest face when you sleep unlike me.'' Andy came back to me and kissed my cheek. Andy left the room and I quietly screamed into the pillow. I was holding in this fangirl inside of me that was trying to break out.
Did Andy Biersack, I mean my dad/brother, just kiss my cheek! I am totally freaking out right now, but don't freak out on the outside! I thought to myself. I searched through my bag for a decent outfit. I found a black tube top, black converse, and a pair of extremely cool black ripped jeans. I put it all on and looked into the mirror. Not bad. I have to wear this more often! I thought. I grabbed my leather jacket and also threw that on too. I went into the bathroom, as soon as I found one, and did my hair. I curled my tips a little bit and put my hair into a ponytail, leaving the curls as the ponytail part. I didn't have any make-up so I borrowed some of Andy's. I hope he doesn't mind that I wear his make-up. I thought as I put on black mascara, eyeliner, and eyeshadow. I walked out of the bathroom to find Andy waiting outside the door. ''Is that my make-up you have on? Whatever we got to go, but you look really...uhh...how should I say this...um..hot? Note to self, when we go shopping remind me to buy you some make-up.'' I smiled at Andy and his ''crazy'' use of words!
Andy grabbed my arm and dragged me down the stairs out the door. ''Andy! I can walk or run whichever one you want you know?'' Andy looked at me. ''I know.'' He replied as he came closer to my face. He came closer and closer, than he finally whispered, ''They don't need to know about this.'' Andy kissed my lips softly until he stopped the kiss. He grabbed my arm again without any use of words and dragged out to his car. I got into the passenger seat and yelled, ''Dibs on the radio!!!'' Andy looked at me and smiled. ''Well okay then Miss....Miss....I'll think of a name later, but right now we have to go!'' Andy took out his phone and asked where we were going. I looked at him. ''You in the mood for Chile's cause that's where the guys, A.K.A. CC and Jake want to go.'' Andy asked me and I just simply smiled in reply. ''You don't talk much do you? I mean not to be rude, but you haven't really talked that much to me at least. I'm not sure about the other guys though.'' Andy continued. I looked out the window as Andy started the car for the ride. ''I'll explain later.'' I said in reply of his question.
(1 hour later) We arrived at Chili's and saw CC jumping up and down like a monkey, screaming, ''They're here!!! Now can I go eat!!'' I smiled out the window and left the car. All the guys said 'Hey' or 'What's up?' and stuff like that. I just simply smiled. Andy came walking up behind my quietly trying to scare me. ''Boo! What! Wait! You were supposed to be scared! I mean like seriously that didn't work! How?'' I looked at Andy and said, ''I'll explain later.'' Ashley high fived me and I had no idea why, but I just high fived him back until he noticed my wrists. ''Shit...'' I started to mumble. ''Christian, why didn't you tell us about this?'' I looked down at the ground thinking and then a tear slipped out of my eye. ''I'll explain later.'' I spoke with quiet, gentle words while still looking at the ground. We walked into Chili's while CC and Jake just ran in. We got a booth and I sat in the corner, with CC on my right and Ashley on my right. I was still looking down and looking up every few minutes to make sure they weren't staring at me, but every time I did they were looking.
I felt something move on my left arm so I decided to look and see what is was. I saw Ashley slowly moving his hand down my arm. Ashley finally reached my hand and grasped it tightly. I looked down to see our hands touching each other's . On the inside, my fangirl was about to break free and run wild, but on the outside, I was mature and calm and obviously quiet. I just kept staring at our hands until I caught someone's attention from across the booth.
Did Andy Biersack, I mean my dad/brother, just kiss my cheek! I am totally freaking out right now, but don't freak out on the outside! I thought to myself. I searched through my bag for a decent outfit. I found a black tube top, black converse, and a pair of extremely cool black ripped jeans. I put it all on and looked into the mirror. Not bad. I have to wear this more often! I thought. I grabbed my leather jacket and also threw that on too. I went into the bathroom, as soon as I found one, and did my hair. I curled my tips a little bit and put my hair into a ponytail, leaving the curls as the ponytail part. I didn't have any make-up so I borrowed some of Andy's. I hope he doesn't mind that I wear his make-up. I thought as I put on black mascara, eyeliner, and eyeshadow. I walked out of the bathroom to find Andy waiting outside the door. ''Is that my make-up you have on? Whatever we got to go, but you look really...uhh...how should I say this...um..hot? Note to self, when we go shopping remind me to buy you some make-up.'' I smiled at Andy and his ''crazy'' use of words!
Andy grabbed my arm and dragged me down the stairs out the door. ''Andy! I can walk or run whichever one you want you know?'' Andy looked at me. ''I know.'' He replied as he came closer to my face. He came closer and closer, than he finally whispered, ''They don't need to know about this.'' Andy kissed my lips softly until he stopped the kiss. He grabbed my arm again without any use of words and dragged out to his car. I got into the passenger seat and yelled, ''Dibs on the radio!!!'' Andy looked at me and smiled. ''Well okay then Miss....Miss....I'll think of a name later, but right now we have to go!'' Andy took out his phone and asked where we were going. I looked at him. ''You in the mood for Chile's cause that's where the guys, A.K.A. CC and Jake want to go.'' Andy asked me and I just simply smiled in reply. ''You don't talk much do you? I mean not to be rude, but you haven't really talked that much to me at least. I'm not sure about the other guys though.'' Andy continued. I looked out the window as Andy started the car for the ride. ''I'll explain later.'' I said in reply of his question.
(1 hour later) We arrived at Chili's and saw CC jumping up and down like a monkey, screaming, ''They're here!!! Now can I go eat!!'' I smiled out the window and left the car. All the guys said 'Hey' or 'What's up?' and stuff like that. I just simply smiled. Andy came walking up behind my quietly trying to scare me. ''Boo! What! Wait! You were supposed to be scared! I mean like seriously that didn't work! How?'' I looked at Andy and said, ''I'll explain later.'' Ashley high fived me and I had no idea why, but I just high fived him back until he noticed my wrists. ''Shit...'' I started to mumble. ''Christian, why didn't you tell us about this?'' I looked down at the ground thinking and then a tear slipped out of my eye. ''I'll explain later.'' I spoke with quiet, gentle words while still looking at the ground. We walked into Chili's while CC and Jake just ran in. We got a booth and I sat in the corner, with CC on my right and Ashley on my right. I was still looking down and looking up every few minutes to make sure they weren't staring at me, but every time I did they were looking.
I felt something move on my left arm so I decided to look and see what is was. I saw Ashley slowly moving his hand down my arm. Ashley finally reached my hand and grasped it tightly. I looked down to see our hands touching each other's . On the inside, my fangirl was about to break free and run wild, but on the outside, I was mature and calm and obviously quiet. I just kept staring at our hands until I caught someone's attention from across the booth.
@Ruth
I'm trying sorry
Its hard for me to move and make an extra long chapter like I promised
8/8/14