I looked at our connected hands until it caught someone's attention at the other side of the booth. It was Jake and he looked at us like we were a 'thing'. I let go of Ashley's hand and asked if I could leave real quick. I got out of the booth and started heading for the bathroom. I got into the bathroom and it was completely empty. Good. I looked at myself in the mirror. I took down my ponytail and let my curls bounce around. I looked at my wrists shamefully. Even I do and don't regret slitting, I guess now it was different since now I will have a life. I looked back in the mirror, straight into my eyes. I looked so deep that I felt the pain from the other me in the mirror. A few tears escaped my eyes and my make-up ran a little, but I didn't care. I thought of everything that happened today and beyond. Was my life actually turning around or is this a little break area for me to catch my breath and fall back down again.

When I walked out of the bathroom, people were looking at my face, more like my make-up. When I saw the booth with the guys I thought, Man do I have to explain a lot tonight...... Andy saw me and raised his arm to signal 'Hey were over here'. I walked up to the booth and they all stared at me. Andy said to sit next to him, which was at the end of the booth, instead of going back to the corner. CC spoke up, ''Umm, you got a little something on your face.'' ''I know.'' I responded. ''Let me guess, you'll explain later?'' Jinxx said sarcastically. I just smirked a little and nodded. ''Here...'' Andy wiped off the running make-up with a nearby napkin. ''Thanks.'' I whisper. I saw Ashley get a weird look in his eyes, like he was jealous or something. How could Ashley be jealous that Andy was helping his little sister?

Jake spoke up, ''I hate to say this, but we kinda ordered without you, but you can still order something.'' I responded with, ''No, but thanks anyway. I'm not hungry anymore.'' They all looked at me funny especially CC so I stuck my tongue out at him and the rest of the guys laughed at it. It was only a couple minutes later until their meals came and they all asked me to try some of their food, but I turned them down. In my head I was thinking What the hell Christian!? You love Chili's and your not eating! You need to get your shit together. I frowned at those thoughts. CC shook me and screamed ''CHEER UP!!!'' We all shushed him. I said that I was in the mood to be in public really. They said we could leave and go back to Andy's. So we left after leaving I have no much money. We all packed up in the cars and headed back to the house.

(1 hour later) We pulled up to Andy's house or our house whatever, and the first thing I did was run to the door. Thinking it was unlocked, I ran into the door, slamming my head really hard causing me to collapse. All the guys came running to me kinda laughing and kinda being serious. I rubbed my head and got back up. Andy unlocked the door and I started heading up stairs to my room if I could remember where it was, but then all the guys grabbed my and scurried me over to the coach. They said they would take care of me and I face palmed at that thought because I was 95% okay.Then I spoke up from all their complaining, ''Hello! I'm still here you know! Now if you want me to explain everything I said I would then let me go upstairs and grab my box of things.'' They all nodded and let actually get up instead of forcing me onto the couch . I made my way up the stairs nice and easily so they wouldn't worry about me falling back and hurting myself again.

I had finally found my room. I entered the room, shut the door and locked it. I slowly glided my body down the door and put my face in my hands. Tears just came out of my eyes like a never ending storm. That was impossible though because every storm runs out of rain and my little rain storm had to end now when I heard a knock on my door. I gathered up my senses and opened the door. CC stood there with a look on his face, but I couldn't tell what it was about. He hugged me tightly and said, ''Please stop crying I want to know what's wrong!'' I nodded and grabbed my box which lay on top of my bed. I heading out of my room with CC who held my hand so tightly I swear it was about to lose circulation! We made it down into the living which everyone was already sitting down waiting for us. I sat down next to Ashley and started to speak. ''I'm going to tell you a story.''

Notes

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