In the End

"Have you spoken to CC since they left?" Taryn shook her head.

"I don't know what happened. It was during the party but I don't know what happened to lead to this." She's been down since the kickoff party and hasn't talked to CC since. The only time she left her room was to get something to drink. I've been trying really hard to get her to eat but she just won't.

"Why aren't you eating?" I asked, scrolling through my contacts, then putting my phone down.

She shook her head, acting as if her not eating was completely normal. "CC likes skinny girls," she whispered, shorting the sentence at the end, evidently ready to cry.

"Taryn, are you fucking serious. You're already skinny! You have the perfect body and doing this is going to make yourself any better." She just shook her head. I couldn't believe she was doing this all for CC. "Taryn..."

"No! Just stop! At least someone fucking loves you for you! CC doesn't love me, I know he doesn't."

"Taryn, don't think that way. CC doesn't love you, he's in love with you. You need to stop bringing yourself down like that."

She wiped away the tears from her face with her hoodie sleeve. "I don't know, Reag. I don't know what's going to happen with me and him."

"I know exactly what's going to happen. The guys are going to come back off tour and you're going to be the bigger person and step up, bring it up to him."

"I-I can't do that. No."

I sighed. "If you want to be with the man you love than you have to step up!"

She got up from the table and went to her room, slamming the door. I picked up my phone again and typed in the number I know by heart now.

After three rings his voice filled the speakers. "Hi Reagan." I heard the smile in his voice and when I heard his voice, I smiled. "What's up?"

"Did CC say anything about Taryn lately?" I asked, biting on the inside of my top lip. He was silent for a second, and then I heard the opening and closing of what I was assuming the bus door.

"Yeah, he said that they got into a fight or something like that.. he's been down. Not really putting his heart into it anymore. How's Taryn."

I didn't want to say the truth, but I did. "She hasn't been eating. She hasn't picked up a piece of food in two weeks..."

"Fuck," he muttered. "CC is going to be devastated."

"But, anyway," I tried to change the topic. "How's tour?"

"It's going good, and how are things back out in Cali?"

"Good. I got a job," I said. "And I'm going to wait until you get back to drop out of school."

"Wait.. why?"

"I have an idea, and I don't know if I would be able to do it with anyone other than you."

He laughed. "Okay, but Juliet it coming back to the bus, I'll talk to you later. I love you, Reagan." He basically whispered.

"I love you t-" the line was cut off.

It sucks that I basically have to share Andy with her. I mean, it's not like we're dating, but still. I don't like the fact that she gets to have him. She gets to be the one he calls his, not me.

At the same time, I don't want people to know I'm his. I don't know. Since I'm a total bitch, I would get nonstop hate from his fans. "Wow, I really love him." I whispered to myself. A goofy grin on my face.

Notes

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