In the End

It's been a month since I've last spoken to Andy. I've tried calling him, but it went straight to voicemail, I soon gave up, just assuming he was busy with the band.

But, in this month a lot of shit has happened. Two days after I had that talk with Andy, CC showed up at mine and Taryn's front door. The day was filled with screaming and him trying to get her to eat. There was not one subtle moment. That was the only day CC was able to sneak off of tour, but, Tomorrow the guys are playing their second to last show in California. This one was in L.A., so Taryn and I were obviously going.

When CC stopped by, he didn't forget to slap down two tickets and all access passes on the dining room table. At the time, I was excited to go see Andy, but then I also remembered about Juliet being there. Now, I'm not even remotely excited. We haven't talked in a month, and I'm going to be stuck acting like I hate Andy around her.

But, I can't back out, and I'm making sure Taryn doesn't either. I went up to her room. She wasn't in there. Usually she's sitting under the blankets, loathing about how her love life is going down hill.

But, my explanation was found when I heard the shower running in the bathroom. I opened the door to see that Taryn was in the shower. "Wow, you're showering, that's a step up." I smirked.

She peered her hand around the curtain and flipped me off. "Fuck off, Welch," she muttered.

I had to pee so I sat down on the toilet. "Are you going out to lunch with me or nah?" I asked. I had already showered and I was ready for my day, but I didn't know about her.

It was just the water running until she spoke up. "Yeah, I am. I've been trying to get back into the habit of eating." I smiled.

"Good, I'm leaving at two."

It was currently one thirty and I don't know when she got in the shower, but she tends to take long long showers. But, to my surprise, she was out before I knew it and was ready to go out to lunch.

I grabbed my keys and went to my car, Taryn following behind after locking and shutting the front door. "Panera fine?" I asked, looking through my rearview mirror.

She pulled her phone out of her back pocket and plugged it into the cord, "Yeah."

I made my wy out of the driveway and when we were almost there, Taryn turned down the music a little and spoke up, "If I didn't go, who would you of went with?"

I bit my lip. "Well, you were going with my no matter what, but if you were fighting against it, I would have asked Matt."

She nodded. "How long has it been since you've seen Matt?"

"I don't know, but I can tell you it's been too long, because I miss the fuck out of him."

She laughed. I pulled into a parking space and killed the engine, walking into the place with Taryn behind me. Once we walked in, my hunger increased, but it seemed that Taryn's didn't. "Just get something small," I whispered, stepping up to the lady at the register.

-- The Next Day (sorry) --
After trying to get Taryn to eat at least half of her meal, the day went uneventful. Every time my phone vibrated or lit up, my hopes were up, thinking it was Andy. But it wasn't.

And today? Today is the day I'm seeing him. I haven't talked to him in a month or seen him in two months. So, I wasn't really looking forward to tonight. There was going to be an afterparty, and of course Taryn and I were invited. But, I was going to let the night play out to decide whether or not I was going to attend.

I was currently getting ready in a simple pair of black ripped skinny jeans, and a Misfits muscle tee when Taryn walked in. "My jeans don't fit! What am I supposed to do?" She panicked. I walked into her room with her and told her to put them on. They were big but not overly big. I went through her drawers looking for a belt, I found one and handed it to her.

She hated wearing belts, but the jeans were too big and they wouldn't stay up. She gave me a disgusted look before putting the belt through the loops and adjusting it. "Now, you look fine Tar, put some shoes on and let's get ready to go."

I slipped on the first pair of shoes I saw and threw a beanie over my head. Taryn finished at the same time as me and we both grabbed our phones and passes and headed to the venue.


Taryn parked her car in the back and we went to the back door where security stood. We flashed our passes and they opened the door for us. As we walked in, we noticed the band was about ready to go on. They were all huddled up. When they all broke apart and did pre show warm up, I locked eyes with Andy. I soon looked away when I saw a brunette walk up to him and turn his face to kiss him.

My stomach churned at the sight. I put my head down and walked over to the table that was side stage, avoiding Andy at all costs. When the other guys saw me and Taryn they attacked us with hugs.

CC quickly pulled Taryn away and I looked over to see they were talking. Soon enough, they were tightly embracing each other.

I was smiling at the sight of them and then felt a tap on my shoulder. "You must be Reagan!" the scratchy voice screeched. I turned to face Juliet. "You're Andy's cousin!"

Notes

oh shit. Reagan is "Andy's cousin" oh fuckbukSLjdzg ek

WHAT HAVE I DONE.

UPDATE PROBS TONIGHT BC I START VACATION TOMORROW AND IM NOT ALLOWED TO BRING MY COMPUTER WITH ME SOOO.

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