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Can you see me?

Chapter 18

Well lets pack our bags and head west
Where the cities only breed evil, yes,
The entertainment news becomes approach
But sex, drugs, and ballads wake a dog
(Woo Woo Woo)
Sex and Hollywood, Sex and Hollywood

Indiana's outfit:
HERE

I awake the next morning to the sound of sex- Catherine. Ugh.

'My hair is a mess so that's going to take a while.' I think as I look in the mirror, taking in my sleepy look. I want to skip work today but I know I will be fired if I do. Lets just say that I've broken the policy for not sleeping with band members plenty of times. I have successfully slept with everyone on my three famous people list, except Andy of course. Ass. When I pull up to work I see Ashley purdy step out of his car. He is my target for the day. I guess you could say I'm a slut considering I've slept with a few... people in my time but I don't care. Today I honestly just want to get back at Andy by proving a point and sleeping with his bassist, if he even cares for that matter. Sandra's name flashes on my screen:
Sandra: who are you photographing today?
Indiana: bvb. Any suggestions so that Andy doesn't know who I am?
Sandra: what ever happened with you guys anyways? He's such a nice asshole :P
Indiana: well he was really horny for the week that we dated. I wanted to move slow, he wanted sex. He called me a bitch for not having sex with him and that was the end of my first relationship yay!
Sandra: well Biersack has changed since he was a junior. He probably won't recognize you anyways. He is a great guy as far as I know.
Indiana: I have to go or I'm going to be late. We still meeting for coffee next week?
Sandra: yep. Good luck and don't fuck my boys.
Indiana: I wish you were still in the band so I could not be as stressed :( and pan and Chris.

I sigh, getting out of my car and walking into the building. Andy is the first thing that catches my eye- he is sitting in the waiting area reading an old issue of the magazine that has a feature about their band in it. I roll my eyes as the bassist nudges him and 'whispers', "hot chick man. She has some nice tits."
Oh he will be an easy one.
I walk to my cubicle and get out my better lens before walking back out to the main area to take the band back. Ashley smirks at me as I enter the lobby with my camera and an old sd card I had recently found in my car I have yet to look through.
"Hey, you're black veil brides right?" I ask, trying to play it cool. Ashley nods, gazing at me as I walk towards them. "I'm Indiana and I'm the photographer. The person interviewing you is running late."
Andy looks up as I say my name, his eyes trail over my body and sends me a smirk. I roll my eyes and lead the five men back to the room where the photo shoot will take place. Andy and Ashley begin to talk about how hot I am until we reach the room, I hold the door open for Jake, Jinxx, CC, and Ashley, but let it shut on Andy. He smirks and says, "indie's got an attitude. What'd I do to upset you?"
I turn on my heel and snap, "Don't call me that."
He shrugs, walking to the center of their stance, beginning to figure out poses and such as I set up.
"I knew an Indiana in high school, we actually dated for a bit, anyways you look a lot like her." Andy says while getting a coke out of the fridge we have in the room. I roll my eyes and get out the tripod, thinking of ways to get Ashley in bed.
"You know, I've heard about you..." Jake says quietly from right beside me. "Andy and ash are fighting over you right now. Go with Andy though, he's a bit nicer in bed."
I have to laugh at that, I turn to jake, he seems trustworthy enough, "Andy's a dick."
He shrugs, walking back over to where they were sitting while I put the SD card in the camera. A hand pinches my ass as I walk past the group of guys, "don't touch me Andy."
"What's the problem sweet heart. I'm not going to hurt you. And from what I hear I know you're great in bed." He smirks as I put the camera on the tripod.
"Lies." I mutter as they get up from their seats and go to pose. Andy in front and center- of course. He had removed his shirt before we started taking pictures and his long hair is teased more than I've ever seen it before, that weird blonde patch is just awkward. He is good at posing though- always has been.
"You know, you seem really familiar." Andy says as we take a break, sitting down to talk in the chairs we have. I shrug, "I don't know how I would."
"You really remind me of my indie. She was so fiesty but I loved it, and man was she hot. To this day She still had the best set of tits I've ever seen, I bet yours are better though." He wraps an arm over my shoulder like he did five years ago. "And you are a beautiful woman Indiana." He whispers in my ear, sending shivers down my spine.
Remember what he did.
"Lets look at those pictures." I say quickly as he is about to kiss my neck. I grab my laptop and put the sd car in- shocked at the contents that were previously were on there.
"Is that Andy?" Jake asks, pointing to the picture of him that we presented that one day of class before I can shut the lid. Andy perks up from beside CC at his name, looking at the computer as his confusion melds away.
"Who's that?" Jinxx asks as I scroll down and a picture of Andy and I kissing comes up. I feel my cheeks heat up into a blush as I scroll past the pictures and click on one of them from today.
I thought I deleted those pictures.

"Andy was that you?"
He nods. Ashley asks, "who's the girl."
"That was my indie. Did you see her- shit."
Andy looks at me with realization, I run towards the door before he can catch me but it's too late. He grabs onto my wrist and I shout, "get off of me asshole! I don't want you hitting me again! Fuck you."
He drops my wrist and pulls me into a tight embrace, his touch still making my heart flutter. "I love you indie."
"Help!" I shout, waiting for one of the other guys to get him off of me. They are just standing there dumbfounded.
"I'm so sorry indie, I never meant to hurt you, I- want you to know how sorry I am about that day. I should have respected your boundaries."
"Yes but you also shouldn't have hit me- twice." I grumble, slapping Andy's cheek. He nods, "I deserved that."
"Fuck yeah you do. Now let go of me so we can finish this fucking shoot."
I didn't realize that ashley was scrolling through my computer and shouted, "woah Andy's dick! Shit you must have dated for a while considering your tits are on here too."
"I guess Andy took a fucking picture of me shirtless without my consent. Also, I didn't take that of this dick." I push Andy off of me and shut the lid to my laptop, smirking, "we dated for a week. And that bastard hit me when I broke up with him for his persistent attempts at fucking me."
"Andy wouldn't hit a girl. He won't hurt a fly." Jake laughs, nudging cc. I roll my eyes, feeling someone's hand on my ass. I guess I have a reputation to keep up and it's not going to be Andy who gets me tonight.
Ashley sees me glance at him and lick my lips, laughs and says, "you're Biersack's girl. You want to sleep with one of us, it's going to be him. Although, you do have some great tits by the way so that is definitely not why. I would if I could, trust me."
"I'm no ones girl." I snark, "and I have to stay with you until the interviewer gets here so don't you dare try anything."
Andy pulls me to him, placing a hot kiss on my neck before I can move, his fingers kneading at the skin of my back. His hardening crotch rubs against mine until I accidentally moan, regetting it as soon as I did because Andy took that as a sign to shove his tongue down my throat. I feel his hands on my ass as he shoves me against him.
"I'll do more than lick you out this time baby. We can have the most amazing night of our lives like we've always wanted." He says in between kisses. I push him off then, leaving his smug face as I go to get a alternate. He grabs my hand before I can, following me into the hall. "Hey, indie."
"Leave me the hell alone. You are a sick bastard. And anyways, I don't date." I roll my eyes, trying to make him let of of my hand.
"Well if you don't date then why don't we go back to my place later and catch up. You missed out on our homecoming plans."
"I broke up with you for a reason Andy. I'm never going to forgive you for hitting me."
"I know it was wrong and I've matured now. Come on, I didn't get to be the first one to make you cum for no reason."
I roll my eyes, "the reason was to show me that guys are pricks."
He smiles down at me and kisses the top of my head, "I miss holding hands with you."
"Don't get used to it."
He smiles smugly and leads me out of the building before I can say anything, then to his car. I walk back off in the direction of the building as soon as he lets go of my hand to get into his car. Andy is an ass and doesn't deserve my time.
"Indie! Wait!" Andy shouts from behind me. I don't know why I turned around. I don't fucking know why.
"Fuck off."
Andy laughs, then grabs my hand, "remember our plan indie? You would be a tour photographer for black veil brides, traveling the road with us, in love. We would go to every city, see every site there is to see and when we get back to the hotel at night we would curl up together and talk about our day, sharing soft kisses and talking about the next city and what would happen with our lives from then on. We would do this for months at a time, then go back to our shared apartment and celebrate. Our whole lives would be one big party- wouldn't you like that? Drunk at night, hungover and a little drunk in the morning, the cities would blend together, our days one big blur but at night we would do the two things we both love. Later after a little celebrating we would return to that bunk or the bed, together. Always end our days together. Like we did that weekend, sharing soft kisses til the early morning." He gets closer and whispers in my ear, "I never meant to push you. I just wanted to show you how much I care for you and that we would always be each other's lover."
I roll my eyes, "I don't believe that for a second."
"Indiana, you have to understand, I was seventeen, I didn't know any better. I'm sorry that I hit you and I won't ever again. I saw you as my equal in our relationship and when I get that pissed I hit you. I sat in my car for an hour yelling at myself for how dumb I was throughout our relationship." He pleads, looking into my eyes. I shrug, "whatever. I learned my lesson, I don't date. And I sure don't sleep with the same person twice so get a life."
"I remember you saying that if I became famous you wouldn't need a three person list." Andy says smugly, "is that still standing?"
I smirk, "well since I've slept with the three of them already then I guess I don't need the list anymore."
"You know, I also have heard that you my dear, have a thing for singers?" He asks, raising an eyebrow, "I think that qualifies me as a possible lover?"
"I don't sleep with anyone twice Andy, and I vaguely remember sleeping with you three times." I kiss his cheek flirtatiously, "see what you miss out on when you push people?"
"I also remember being the first one to make you cum, and the first one to make you wet. And darling, I think you should give your first kiss a second chance." He whispers in my ear again, pressing me between the car and him. Oh god do I want him now that his dick is against me. I feel his breath on my lips and know that I am wet as it gets. How can someone I hate do this to me?

"If I'm making you so wet, why are you saying no?" Andy asks- and suddenly I don't know anymore. Instead I open the car door behind me and get in, "this is your only chance Six so get in the car."

Andy's wide smile creates a small one on my lips. In my defense, sex is sex and band members can be assholes but am I going to let that stop me from getting what I want? No.

Notes

So, earlyish update since I am leaving at two to go to my first concert!!! BVB was supposed to be playing and of course I am sad that I don't get to see them but Andy's health comes first. At least I get to see BFMV. Is anyone else going to Halloweenie roast today? anyone have any advice?
Thanks for reading, all the fantastic comments, rating, and subscribing!
-C
The girl across the hall
Becoming Unbroken
You left me... Broken

Comments

I love this so much!

Andy'sSoul Andy'sSoul
5/11/14

love the ending but it ended, but you need to keep writing your tooo good to stop.

taterbaby taterbaby
5/5/14

After reading the best fanfic ever.... I think I just fucking died at how it ended, it's not a happy ending but not a tragic one either, this story ......it's the perfect mix of confusion anger hate sorrow and happiness. A true masterpiece if I must say. Never stop writing... It's obliviously your talent

WOW I still can't get over how it ended!!!!!!!!..............wow just wow.

ok I honestly don't think I'm going to be able to get over this story!!!

Awh poor Andy... This was an awesome fanfic, merci beaucoup for writing it :)

Aww, I don't even know what to say, I loved this story im so glad I got to read it

foreverawildone foreverawildone
4/18/14