I Gave It All

Claudia's POV~~

"What!?"

"Yeah.. we're leaving for tour." Jake said.

"You can't fucking leave yet!" I said, my voice gradually getting louder.

"I have to! I can't disappoint the fans, Claudia."

"I know that, but the twins are only a few days old!" I said.

"Claudia, I've got to. I can't stay for very long. We leave in two weeks, alright? Ashley and CC are having the same difficulties with Katie, and I'm sure they're fighting about it also, I'm not sure." Jake said. I nodded my head.

"You're probably right.."

Ashley's POV~~

"Couldn't we just drop Katie off with Claudia?" CC asked me.

"I'm not sure.. I mean taking care of three kids is tough.. just imagine taking care of three kids alone. We shouldn't do that." I said. CC nodded in agreement and kissed my lips ever so gently.

"Well... what are we gonna do with her?" CC asked.

"I don't know. We definitely can't take her with us... Oh! We could send her off with your parents." I said. CC smiled and nodded.

"That sounds great." He said. I smiled.

Claudia's POV~~

"Just get some sleep, babe. I'll take care of the twins for a while." Jake said and I kissed his lips before heading to bed.

Months Later~~

"Happy birthday to me.. happy birthday to me." I sang quietly. I was now twenty four.

"Happy fucking birthday." I said quieter still. I missed Jake and I was tired as hell. I just wanted some sleep, but every time I tried to get some sleep, one of the twins would be crying. I was on my way to the mall with two crying babies in the backseat. I pulled into the parking lot and I got out of the car. I walked round to the back and got the stroller out and then I unbuckled Kyle first. After I got Carlie out, I closed the door and locked the car and I kneeled down next to the stroller.

"Be quiet, please just stop crying." I begged, on the verge of tears myself. I stuffed a binky in Carlie's mouth and did the same to Kyle, but alas, they both spit them out. I slapped the ground in frustration and stood up, walking into the mall anyway. I walked around until I decided to buy something cool to drink. I ended up just getting a Coca~Cola, but it was good. I sat down in the plaza and rolled the stroller back and forth.

"Hey, I'm Alex." A voice said, scaring the shit out of me. I turned to the man and gave him a weak smile.

"Hi. I'm Claudia." I said. I shook his hand and he smiled.

"You need some help there? You look really worn." He said. I noticed he was wearing a Black Veil Brides tee and I smiled wider.

"I'd love some help." I said and I set my drink down. I took Kyle out of the stroller and I kissed his head before handing him to this stranger. Yeah, good move, right? Something about this boy made me trust him. I took Carlie out as well and I started rocking her back and forth. I looked at Alex and he was looking over my shoulder, eyes wide.

"Alex, whats wrong?" I asked.

"B-B" he stuttered. I quirked an eyebrow and turned to look, my eyes widening as well.

"JAKE!" I yelled, happier than ever. I ran to him, despite there being a baby in my arms. He engulfed me in a hug and I started sobbing because I was so happy to see him. I cradled Carlie just incase she didn't get hurt. I heard footsteps behind me and Jake released me. I faced Alex and thanked him for helping me. He handed Kyle to Jake and started to walk away, but I stopped him.

"Wait, don't you want an autograph or anything from him? I mean, you're a fan, right?" I asked. Alex smiled and nodded.

"Yeah, I'd like that." Alex said with smile. I looked up at Jake who was digging in his pocket for a sharpie.

"What would you like me to sign?" He asked.

"If you could sign my phone, that would be great." He said. Jake nodded and signed Alex's phone.

"Thanks for helping my wife. It means a lot." Jake said. Realization spread across Alex's face.

"Oh. I didn't recognize her... but you're welcome. I've gotta go now. My mom is probably worried about me." Alex said. We said goodbye and he left. I turned to Jake and Kyle continued to scream and cry, while Carlie kept calm.

"I've missed you so fucking much and I.. I-"

"Shh. Let's go home." Jake said, rocking Kyle in his arms. I nodded and returned to the stroller. I strapped Carlie in and grabbed my drink while Jake put Kyle in. I grabbed Jake's hand and we started walking towards the exit, him pushing the stroller.

"Hey babe.."

"Yeah?" I asked.

"Happy Birthday. I love you." Jake said. I smiled.

"Thanks baby." I said. I leaned my head on his shoulder and we reached the car.

~~

"Finally home." Jake said once we stepped inside. I put the twins down for a nap and sat down next to Jake on the couch.

"I love you Jake." I said.

"I love you too, Claudia. More than anything." He said. I smiled and kissed him. When I pulled away, he pulled me back onto his lap so I was straddling him. After making out for a bit, I could feel Jake's hard on through his pants.

"You excited or something?" I asked as I attacked his neck with kisses.

"Only because of you. " He growled in my ear. I chuckled and got off of him. He pouted.

"What am I supposed to do with this?" He asked whilst pointing to his crotch.

"Not me." I said with a smile.

"Whyy?" He whined.

"Doctor's orders." I said.

"How long do I have to wait?"

"Another year and like four months, give or take a few." I said. I laughed at Jake who looked down in sadness.

"But don't worry, it's worth the wait." I said.

"How so?"

"Trust me, you'll know." I said.

So we waited... and waited... and waited, and finally a year and four months passed.

"Claudia, please!" Jake begged.

"I only just woke up, babe." I said as I turned in his arms.

"But..."

"You horny bastard. You'll just have to wait till tonight." I said. Jake opened his mouth to say something, but he was interrupted by a crying baby. Two, to be exact. I smirked and got out of bed, making my way down the hall and into their room.

"Oh I hear you!" I said as I reached both cribs. I picked them both up and I walked over to the changing table. I set Kyle down and a pair of arms wrapped around my waist from behind. I felt a pair of lips kiss behind my ear and then travel to my neck.

"Jake... stop." I breathed out.

"But you're so beautiful." He whispered.

"Not... not in front of them." I whispered. Jake released me and took Carlie. He started to change her as soon as I started.

"Now they've got to eat." I said. Jake groaned and followed me into the kitchen. I prepared both bottles and gave one to Jake. I tried to give Kyle his bottle, but he was being fussy. I had only started giving them formula about two weeks ago.

"Why did you stop breast feeding?" Jake asked as we sat down on the couch.

"You just want to talk about my boobs." I said with a smirk.

"That may be, but I'm also curious." He asked.

"Because Kyle bit down too hard and made me bleed." I said. Jake shaped his mouth into an 'o' shape.

"Oookay... that's four ounces. Now you've got to burp." I said. I grabbed a burp rag and threw it over my shoulder before starting to pat Kyle's back. Once he burped, I fed him the rest of his formula.

"Are your parents taking them today?" I asked.

"Yeah.. we're having people over, correct?"

"I'd think so. CC called and said we're 'having a social gathering over at your place' so I just went with it." I said.

"Alright. So by social gathering, I'm guessing Ashley put together a party of some sort. And then afterwards... you and I are having our own little party in the bedroom." Jake said.

"How horny are you, Jesus." I said. Jake smiled and pecked my lips.

"Very."

~~

"Thank you for taking them. It means so much." I said with a . Jake's mom only smiled and hugged me.

"It's no problem dear. You're family, and we would do anything for you. We should probably get going. Goodbye Jake, bye dear." She said. I hugged her and she left.

"We're alone... finally." Jake said.

"Not for long." I said with a sigh.

"What are you talking about?" Jake asked. I pointed to the window where you could see the guys walking up the drive. Jake sighed and kissed my lips before walking over to the door and letting them in and out of the cold.

"Oh fuck it's cold." Said a red nosed Ashley as he entered.

"That's what you said last night." CC said with a smirk. Ashley's eyes widened and he blushed.

"Alright, we don't want to know what you two did in the bedroom last night." Jinxx said.

"Who said we were in the bedroom?" CC said. I glared at him and he muttered a sorry.

"So, who all is coming tonight?" I asked.

"Pretty much everyone from our last party." Ashley said. I nodded. In a few hours time, we'd be in full swing.

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