I Gave It All

Claudia's POV~~

I stood there, shocked that Jake had left like that. I looked around the room, every face looking at me. I suddenly felt extremely dizzy, and my knees buckled from underneath me. I fell to the ground, and tears blurred my vision. I just sat there, letting more tears fall. I needed to stop crying. I needed to stop acting like a little bitch. Better yet, I needed to stop being a little bitch. I brought my knees up to my chest and wrapped my arms around them while I sobbed. I couldn't take anymore of this. I let go of my knees and slowly rose to my feet. I walked off the bus and saw Jake talking to... her. I walked over and spun Jake to face me, where I slapped him across the face. Hard. I glared at him, and all my defenses crumbled down around me. I kissed him, and I kissed him good.

I pulled away, and Jake stood there, shock enveloping his features. He looked over at Ella, and she stormed off.

"What the fuck, Claudia." Jake said.

"I hate myself! I hate this! I hate you!" I yelled out in frustration. I ran towards Sleeping's bus, and I knocked on the door, getting an answer from Kellin. I immediately brought him into me and he escorted me inside. I should've known it was a bad idea to come back here. Kellin sat us both on the couch and let go of me. He awkwardly rubbed my back and sat there silently as I cried and said words that made no sense to the boh of us.

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