The Days Are Numbered.
Can You Feel My Heart?
*Adylen's POV*
I woke up with a pounding headache & the urge to rip through my skin with a blade. No, i can't. I promised myself that i would stop. Plus, Sammi & I threw out every blade i owned. I've worked too hard for all of this, but the urge was almost over powering. I looked around a bit & noticed that Jinxx was sitting next to my bed with a concerned look on his face.
'Adylen? Are you okay?'
He asked blankly. I tried to speak but the only thing that came out was a muffled
'Ahhh.'
I made a frown. A nurse then came in & injected some fluids into my I.V, along with giving me water to drink. She left after he job was done, leaving me to see if i could speak.
'I'm fine.'
I lied as the words actually came out.
'Do you have my depression pills? & When do i re-start my therapy with Dr. Marshalls?'
I asked. Once my entire sentence was out, a wave of sadness grew over Jinxx's face.
'No.. No. You've worked too fucking hard. That asshole drunk driver made you go back. No.'
He said with sadness & angst lacing his voice. I nodded.
'But, Jinxxy, I'm not gonna let it take hold of me again. I promise. Just get me out of this damn hospital & into Dr. Marshalls office.'
I said with eager. I needed to see my therapist before i did something i would regret. It would tear everyone apart if i went back to my old ways.
I woke up with a pounding headache & the urge to rip through my skin with a blade. No, i can't. I promised myself that i would stop. Plus, Sammi & I threw out every blade i owned. I've worked too hard for all of this, but the urge was almost over powering. I looked around a bit & noticed that Jinxx was sitting next to my bed with a concerned look on his face.
'Adylen? Are you okay?'
He asked blankly. I tried to speak but the only thing that came out was a muffled
'Ahhh.'
I made a frown. A nurse then came in & injected some fluids into my I.V, along with giving me water to drink. She left after he job was done, leaving me to see if i could speak.
'I'm fine.'
I lied as the words actually came out.
'Do you have my depression pills? & When do i re-start my therapy with Dr. Marshalls?'
I asked. Once my entire sentence was out, a wave of sadness grew over Jinxx's face.
'No.. No. You've worked too fucking hard. That asshole drunk driver made you go back. No.'
He said with sadness & angst lacing his voice. I nodded.
'But, Jinxxy, I'm not gonna let it take hold of me again. I promise. Just get me out of this damn hospital & into Dr. Marshalls office.'
I said with eager. I needed to see my therapist before i did something i would regret. It would tear everyone apart if i went back to my old ways.
@Siora_Arois
Im sorry but I don't do this story anymore. The one I'm currently writing is Blurry Waters.
3/24/14