*Alan's POV*

Is there a reason i haven't felt anything in days? I could answer that easily. But that would take effort. Now i understand what pushed Adylen to her breaking point. Since she slipped into a coma i felt like nothing was right in my life. I haven't eaten, i haven't slept, i haven't done much of anything. All of our shows have been cancelled until she pulls through. I know she will. I was laying in my bed surrounded by thoughts. What if she doesn't make it though? I know they always tell you to surround yourself with the positive thoughts, but what about the negative ones? What if you get so wrapped up in the positive thoughts that when something bad does happen, you're not prepared? I can't think about that though. I took so long to tell her how i really felt. I was just too scared to express my true feelings. I think i've loved her all along, though. A single tear slipped from my eyes. I heard a knock on the door, not making any attempt to answer it.

'Alan, Alan, buddy. You gotta get out of this damn house. It isn't healthy for you to be cooped up in your bed like this.'

It was Austin. I hear this every day from him. I sighed. I got up & unlocked my door. I walked back over to my bed & laid back down.

'Come on. Get up. Let's go to the hospital. Let's go see her.'

I choked on my tears just then. I don't think he understands.

'I'm not going to that fucking hospital Austin! I will not go there until she wakes up. & She will wake up. She has to. She has to.'

The last part was practically a whisper. I knew she would wake up. I wouldn't stop believing . I had to keep faith in the fact that my baby girl would wake up & she would be perfectly okay. I sighed. It would be okay. I knew it would. Just then we got a call. It was Jinxx.

Me ; Hello.
Jinxx ; She's awake.
Me ; I'll be there shortly.

I jumped up & threw on a shirt. Clean or dirty, i have no idea.