*Jinxx's POV*

I woke up in the hospital room, on the floor. Sammi was in my arms & we were in the same position we were in last night. My eyes felt heavy & my heart ached. I listened closely to the steady noises around me. I looked at what seemed lifeless body laying in front of me. I let out a deep sigh.

'Push through, Adylen. I know you're strong enough to make it.'

I said. Sammi stirred beside me. Once she was fully awake, we got up & went into the waiting room where the other guys were.

'Any good news?'

Andy said, with hope filled eyes. I gave a shake of my head.

'Nothing..'

His face dropped. We all just wanted Adylen to be okay. It wasn't fair, she worked so fucking hard to make it this far in her life. She still had things to do, places to go. I was pulled out of my thoughts by rushing in the nurses station. All the nurses were running towards Adylen's room. I ran to her door, probably the fastest i have ever ran.

'CLEAR!'

I heard one nurse yell. No, no. This can't be fucking happening. She has to make it through. I burst into the room.

'Sir. stand back, please.'

A nurse asked. I kept my distance as the other nurses began pressing the device to Adylen's chest again.

'CLEAR!'

She began breathing again & the machine began flowing properly. Fuck, that was scary. I walked back out to the waiting room where everyone was scared. I couldn't ease them of their fears though. I still had too many of my own. I walked outside & slid my back against the clod, hard, coarse, brick wall. I pulled my knees to my chest & put my head down on them. I cried. I cried for everything, too.

'Why?!'

I yelled when no one was around. My face was stained with tears & my eyes were read, puffy, & itchy from crying.

'She worked so hard! She's working to get her life on track & you just snatch it away!'

I scream. I scream to anyone who's there. Maybe there's a God. Maybe there's not.. I was just screaming for anyone who would listen at that point. I cried deeper & deeper.

'Why?'

I said in a barely whisper.

'Jinxx...'

I heard a voice. I snapped my head up to see Ashley. He must think that i'm an idiot..

'I'm sorry, i just want her to be okay.'

I said in a whisper. Ash looked at me.

'No, don't be sorry. I want her to be okay too. More than anything i want her to be okay. I want to be able to see that beautiful smiling face & to see her get so upset that she has to take her pills. I want to see the angst in her eyes after an argument with Andy. But most of all, i just want to see Adylen.'

Ashley said, a tear falling from his face.

'I remember just last week, i asked her if she needed a ride to therapy. She wasn't trying to be a bitch, but she said no because she was tired of being treated like a kid.. I don't care that they aren't even the good memories. I'd take the bad memories over no memories any day.'

Ashley said. I just sat there. I guess i was still trying to take it in. I thought a little bit. My thoughts crossed the driver. Were those drinks so important that he may have taken the life of a young girl? Were they so important that he crossed the highway & got on the wrong paths? Were they so important that he hit my baby sister? Were they so important that he sent her crashing nearly 300 feet below? The tears started again.

'Is it ever worth it, to get in a car wasted?'

I asked Ashley. Who looked deep in thought as well.

'No.'

That was all he said, was no. My mind swirled to the time when i first bought Adylen band merch. She was so happy.

'Mom & Dad are gonna hate this!'

She said with a smirk. I remembered the memory with a grin. Fuck, God, give me my baby sister. & Give her to me now.

Notes

These are not Jinxx's beliefs, they are mine. I don't know what his are. & How was this chapter? Comments are appriciated.