*Adylen's POV*

The last thing I remember is losing control of the wheel as the big ass semi truck hit my side of my truck. I don't know how the semi could've hit me, though. I was on the highway.. But, I remember my truck flying over the guard rail & then crashing. That's when everything went blank for me. There was an awful, excruciating pain running through my entire body as I was watching the scene unfold from a different point of view. Was I dead? No, I couldn't be dead. I had a life. I've come so far. I had a boyfriend, a family. I've worked so hard for everything in my life at this point, there's no way I was dead. But then a little voice started to soothe me.

'Shhhh. Everything will be just fine. Watch the scene unfold & when the time comes, you will go back to your family.'

Who was I talking to? Where was I? I had no idea what was going on but I was scared. I heard another soothing

'Shhhh.'

I didn't quite know where it was coming from, but i obeyed & watched the scene as it unfolded right before my eyes. My truck hit the ground, the ground that had to be at least 100 feet down.. It landed on the highway underneath as cars scrambled around it. People were panicking & a lot of people even pulled over to call 911. The truck was upside down with all the windows shattered. As for me, I looked awful. I didn't think it was possible to look like that, but i guess it was. I listened in closely to a few of the people that stopped. One was talking on the phone.

'Yes! This truck fell from the highway above. I saw the entire scene. The driver of the semi must've been drunk! He was in the wrong lane & hit the driver's side. The truck came tumbling down & now is upside down. Get here as soon as possible!'

The lady got off of the phone & rushed over to me. Feeling my wrists for a pulse & what not. A couple minutes later, i heard sirens in the distance. I saw the ambulance come into view as they took me away.. The excruciating pain began to come back & I left the scene. I could hear beeping noises all around me but my eyes wouldn't open.

'How's she doing..?'

I heard a sad voice ask. I could only recognize it as Jinxx. I wonder what he thought of this.. Oh no. I hope he didn't think I tried to commit suicide again.. Why the fuck couldn't I just wake up? I wanted everything to be okay again. I wanted to wake up & go see Doctor Marshalls & pour my feelings out to her.. But no, a stupid drunk driver had to hit me. I felt a needle go into my arm, what the fuck?

*Jinxx's POV*

All i could think is that she wanted to die. I don't know why i thought that. Maybe it was the simple fact that she left Doctor Marshalls's office an hour early today. But i just had a feeling that she wanted to die & this was her way. But i know that it wasn't true. It was already verified that the driver that hit her was drunk & it was in NO way her fault. So why couldn't i shake this feeling? I just wanted my baby sister to wake up. I wanted to know that everything would be okay. I wanted to know that we could be a big happy family again. I wanted to start living our lives again without all of this shit that's been happening. I got dragged out of my thoughts by the door to Addy's room opening. There stood Alan & Max. 2 of the closest guys to my sister. We were all really close to her. This hurt all of us equally.. It really did. But, I could never imagine having to feel this if it was Sammi. If Sammi got into a car crash of this extent i would be terrified, i can only imagine how Alan feels..

'Hey man. How's she doing?'

Alan asked. I could tell that he was trying not to break down in front of me & Max. I just nodded my head. But then i shook it right away.

'I'm not gonna lie, they said she may not make it.'

I let a tear escape my eye. Alan didn't say a word, he just got up & left. I let out a sigh. Max hadn't looked up from the ground since he's been here. He stood up at this time though. He walked over to Adylen & grabbed her hand.

'Addy, please, I know you can hear me. Pull through. I need you here. Alan needs you here. Jinxx needs you here. We all need you here. We can't do this without you. We can't live without you..'

With that he started to sob & walked out of the room. I've kept my composure for this long. I was trying so hard to continue to keep it but i don't think it was working.

'Adylen, you've come so far. I don't know if you wanted to die. But i want you to push through, please.. Please.. Please push through. You've worked so hard to get where you are. Don't throw it all away now. Wake up, baby.'

I fell to the floor & just broke down. I cried for everything. I cried because i didn't want my baby sister to die, though. That was the main reason i cried.. Sammi came in a while later & sat next to me on the hospital floor. She didn't say a word, she didn't make a noise. She just rubbed my back as she looked up at Addy. But then before we knew it, we both lost our composure. We were both sobbing on the floor.. We wanted her to be okay.. I think that's what we all wanted.

Notes

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