*Adylen's POV*

I was sitting in the waiting room of Dr. Marshalls office. I never have to wait, I'm always called as soon as i sign the papers. But today it took longer. I sat there with Jinxx next to me. Thinking. That's all i did. What would it be like to die? How would i do it? But my thoughts were wrecked into by the nurses voice.

'Adylen Furgeson. '

The heavy set nurse called out. Once my attention was set on the nurse, i stood up. She started to direct me to Dr. Marshalls office. But, i shooed her away. I have been down this hallway many times. I walked into her room, seeing her beautiful, smiling, face. I smiled back. But it wasn't genuine. It was forced.

'I want to die.'

I stated blankly. I think this took her by surprise as she opened her note pad.

'Why, sweetie. What happened? We were doing so great.'

That's right when the tears started to flow freely.

'I.. I..'

That was it. I couldn't go on with my words.