My eyes fluttered open, and I sighed, sitting up. I had fallen asleep on the window sill, thinking about everything that Andy had said. I was debating weather to go or not, not really sure weather it would be best to go or not. I sighed, and got up, getting changed into a blue tank top with a white anchor on it, a pair of blue skinny jeans, ankle boots, and some jewellery. I just pulled my long hair back into a high pony tail, and sighed, leaving the room. My dad was sitting on a chair, watching TV as usual. I sighed, and smiled at him, washing up, and making us both some breakfast. "Ermmm, dad?"
"Yes sweetie?"
"My church clothes are getting a bit worn down, and I was wondering if I could go up town to get some more." I said. He looked at me, and I looked back innocently. "Only I don't want to look shabby in front of God." I said, and he sighed.

"Fine then. Here's some money, and also, while your out go and get me some more nails for work." He said, and I nodded thanking him and grabbing my bag off the side, and kissing his cheek before leaving the house. I walked down the street, and into the tattoo shop. "Hey Aunt Kat."
"Hello sweetie." She said, hugging me. "So? Anything? You decided?"
"Yeah, I'm going. I said to dad I needed new church clothes and he said yes."
"Good darling. He should be here in a minute, you a bit early." She said, and I sat down beside her on the table. "Auntie?"
"Yes sweetheart?"
"What if someone see's me with him? What if they tell dad?"
"I Doubt that will happen sweetie. And if it does, then you run for the hills." She said, and I sighed, nodding. "I wish my parents weren't so Religion orientated."
"Me too darling...me too." She said, kissing the top of my head.

There was the sound of a car outside, and I turned to see Andy get out the car, and lean against the bonnet, lighting a cigarette. "No one told me he smoked." I said, turning to her. "yeah he always does."
"But It'll transfer onto me."
"then tell him not to while he's around you." She said, and I sighed, nodding. "Ok then. I'll see you later." I said, kissing her and leaving the shop. Andy looked at me and smiled. "See, knew you'd turn up." He said, finishing his cigarette and studding it out under his boot. I smiled at him, and he opened the door to the car. "Ladies first." He said, and I smiled, getting in the car.

He got in the other side, and drove off to the local shopping centre. We got there within about five minutes, and we parked, getting out the car. He smiled at me, and I smiled back, not sure what to say. "So, where do you want to go first?" He asked, and I shrugged, looking down. "Your quiet aren't you?" He said, and I smiled up at him. "Sort of. I don't really have a say in what happens." I said, and he sighed. "I think you should be aloud to be who you want to be, not what someone else thinks is expectable." he said, and I sighed, looking up at him. "Aunt Kat always says that to me."
"Well that's because it's true. You shouldn't be who your dad tells you to be." He said, and I looked at him. "How do you know?"
"Kat told me. She also told me that you need hope, and asked me to try and give you it." he said, and I sighed, walking around with him.

"Why don't you tell me what's expected of you." He said, and I sighed. "Well. I cook, I clean, I sew, I do everything a woman was made to do. That and make children, but that happens when I'm married."
"So your still virgin?" He asked, wide eyed, and I nodded. "Well I'm guessing you are too." I said, and he shook his head. "Not since I was 17." he said, and I stared at him. "God wont agree with that."
"Well God can't tell me what to do. And anyway. It's not wrong to have sex." He said, and I flinched at the word. We had always been told that it was a dirty word, and shouldn't be said aloud. "Can you not say that word out loud." I whispered, and he sighed. "Fine, It's no wrong to lose it." He said, and I sighed. "Well I've always been told that it's only aloud when your married to one person all your life." I said, picking up a light blue dress. I took it to the counter and paid before walking back to Andy.

"Well I've always been told it's ok as long as it's for love, and you use a condom." He said, and I giggled. "I've always found that word funny." I said, and he smiled at me. "Your strange, in a cool way." He said, and I smiled. "Thank you." I said, and he smiled. "Anyway, back to....that...." He said, and I sighed. "There's nothing wrong in having it. Nothing as long as it's for love." He said, and I sighed. "I don't know. It's against everything I've been told."
"Well, not everything is about religion, and right and wrong. There's right stuff and wrong stuff, but not everything it bad and un pure." He said, and I stopped, taking it all in. "I don't know. I suppose you could be right." I said, and he smiled. "I just want you to se the beauty in everything, not the wrong." He said, and I smiled following him back to the car.

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