I heard faint voices. My head was buzzing.

“I think she’s waking up” I heard a voice

“Sonny? Sonny!” I heard Misty’s voice

My eyes split open slowly. I could see four faces staring down at me. I immediately recognized Misty, I didn’t recognize the other three. My eyes bugged out of my head. Misty grabbed my hand and pulled me up. I meshed my hands through my hair.

“What happened?” I asked

“You passed the fuck out” a guy with no shirt on and long black hair said

I gasped remembering Andy.

“You ok what’s wrong?” Misty asked

“Uh---it’s um…….” I tried to find my words

I was scanning the room for him. He was nowhere. The door across the room opened. He stepped in drinking from a bottle of water.

“Oh she’s awake” he walked over

He bent down to my level and scanned me.

“You didn’t look so well when you came up to talk to us” he said, he was scanning my eyes

I couldn’t find my words, I just stared at him.

“What’s your name?” he asked kindly

“S-Sonny” I said

“Well Sonny, I’m Andy Biersack, in case you didn’t know” he smiled sweetly

I looked at Misty. It’s him! I swear to fucking god it’s him! He has the same last name! he’s alive! He’s alive! why doesn’t he recognize me?!

“This is Jake, Ashley, Jinxx, and CC” he said pointing to each of them

They waved

“We were going to call an ambulance but your friend insisted not to” Andy said

“Uhh—I, umm” I tried to speak “Thank you” I breathed

Misty helped me up. I was shaking like crazy.

“Take it easy, maybe get her some water” Andy said

CC got me some water. I drank a lot of it. I couldn’t stop staring at Andy. There was a knock at the door I woman peeked her head in, she looked familiar.

“Hey Andy, Your dad and I are going to head home ok?” she said

“OK” he sighed

“Is that girl ok?” she said stepping into the room

Our eyes met.

“Oh……..well, whats her name?” she asked a bit shaken

“Sonny” Andy said

“Sonny? T-that’s a nice name” she faked a smile “Well it’s best I be going” she waved and left

“Uh we should go to!” I said quickly getting up

“Wait, are you two going to be ok?” Andy asked

“We’ll be fine” Misty said as I was dragging her out the door

“Thank you!” I shouted behind me

I ran down the hallway

“Sonny! What the hell?! Where are you going?” she asked

“We need to find that woman” I said

“What no! are you crazy?!” she asked

We made it outside. I saw her in a car leaving with her husband. I let go of Misty and ran. I banged on her window scaring her. She was shouting at me. She’s is Andy’s mother god fucking dammit and she was the one that told me Andy was dead.

“AMY! AMY PLEASE! ROLL DOWN THE WINDOW” I begged her.

She shook her head no. Andy’s dad looked shocked. He recognized me to.

“Roll down the fucking window for the love of fucking god!” I screamed

“Are you fucking insane?!” I heard Misty yelling from across the parking lot

I opened one of the passenger doors to the back seat. It was unlocked and I climbed in. I slammed the door.

“Get out of my car!” Amy shouted at me

“No!” I screamed

“Sonny get out of my car!” she yelled

“FUCK NO! tell me what the fuck is going on?!” I yelled

“Ok ok I tell you!” she screamed

It was silent in the car, all you could here was my heavy breathing.

“I tell you everything” she said
“Chris, get out of the car” she told Andy’s father

“Amy—

“GET OUT” she demanded

He quickly got out. I crawled in the front seat. I just glared at her.

“It was the best for the both of you” she said quickly

“What?” I retorted

“It was the best thing for your’s and Andy’s well being” she said

“What telling me that he’s dead? Are you fucking out of your mind?” I screamed “Do you have any idea what I’ve gone through because I thought he was dead? I tried to fucking kill myself!” I screamed

“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry” she started to cry

“You’re sorry? That’s all you can say?! You told me the man I love died!” I screamed, tears were streaming down my face

“I’m sorry” she bawled

“Why? Why did you do that?!” I yelled

“Because, we thought he was brain dead!” she said “We though he was going to die, so we just told you he did because we knew he was going to die” she wiped her face

“But he’s still alive! Right now!” I yelled

“When he woke up from his comma……….” She said

“Why doesn’t he recognize me?!” I cried

“LET ME FINISH!” she yelled in my face

I was quiet

“When he woke up from his coma………he forgot some…things” she said

“What things?” I asked

“He forgot you” she said

“Forgot? So he doesn’t…know who I am?” I asked

“No” she cried

“Why didn’t you tell me he was alive?!” I shouted

“Because! You had already been told he was dead! I didn’t want to put him through trying to remember you!” she spat

“I would have stayed away!” I screamed

“No you wouldn’t have and you know that” she pressed

“How could you do that? Andy and I love eachother!” I cried

“Well he doesn’t love you anymore” She snapped

And with that I slapped her across the face.

“Your mother knows to, so maybe you should slap her around a bit too” she yelled

I opened the car door and stormed out slamming it behind me.

“You better stay away from him Sonny” she yelled rolling the window down

“Or what?” I spat turning around

“I will have you arrested” she said

Chris got back in the car and they sped off. I stood there in the middle of the parking lot. I fell to my knees. I held my hands in my face bawling my eyes out.

“Sonny!” Misty ran over to me

She scraped me off the ground. She got me into her car and turned on the heater. My whole body was shaking violently.

“Are you going to tell me what the fuck just happened?” Misty asked

I nodded my head. I did my best to explain it to her. I think she understood now.
Everything………was a lie, and I nearly died because of it. I still love him more than anything else in the world. He’s alive, breathing, his heart beating.