A Beach in San Diego
Breathe Me In
We decided to go to my favorite restaurant since it was my last night in San Diego. It was a little taco shop about 10 minutes from my apartment. I tried to go there at least once a week, but I haven't been able to go for a while, so I was excited.
On the way there we talked about L.A. and how Sammi, Juliet, and Lauren were already excited to meet me. The car could only fit 5, so I ended up just sitting on Jake's lap. You can imagine how bad the guys teasing got. When we finally arrived, we ordered our food and sat down. That's when everyone looked at Andy expectingly. "Ok, what's going on?" I asked. Everyone smiled, and Andy spoke. "Naomi, one of the reasons I wanted you to move to L.A. is so you could maybe be on our next album, and maybe try to get you a band of your own."
I sat there shocked. "Seriously? Guys that's amazing!" The guys cheered and we all hugged. While we were eating, Andy got up and made a phone call. He came back and said "Our manager said he could probably hook you up with a band within a week." I just smiled and looked at all the guys. "Thank you guys so much. You're making my dreams come true, you have no idea." I felt myself start to cry, but Ashley hugged me before I could. "Don't you dare start crying, you've cried enough for one day." I laughed, and we returned to eating.
~~30 Minutes Later~~
We had just finished dinner when my phone rang. It was an unknown number. I froze. What if it's my brother, how could he have found my number. This meant he found me. Jake noticed I looked uneasy, and took my phone. He realized what was wrong and answered for me. "Who is this".........."She's unavailable, may I ask who's calling?"........."Don't ever fucking call her again or I swear I'll hunt you down and kill you." His reaction was my answer. My brother found me. The guys seemed to figure it out and CC got up to hug me.
"You're moving away soon, it'll be ok, if he tries anything he's going six feet under." He said. Soon, I had 5 people on top of me, and I couldn't breathe. "Guys.....appreciate it.......but oxygen..." They all let go. I laughed a little and hugged them all individually. "You guys are amazing, but I should probably get home. I still need to pack a bit." We all agreed to meet at 11 in front of the guys hotel. I was taking my own car, I like Jake and all, but I don't think neither of us would enjoy me on his lap for a couple hours.
We drove back to my apartment in silence. Jake held me, and I shed a couple silent tears. He wiped them away and finally whispered "Do you need me to stay over tonight?" I shook my head. "I won't be getting much sleep tonight, I'll be fine." He nodded, but he looked a bit sad. I enjoyed being with him, and I knew he did too, but i think we need a night alone. Besides, I didn't want him to offer to help me and stumble across my razors. He would get the wrong idea.
~~20 Minutes Later~~
The guys had dropped me off and I began to pack. I didn't have that much stuff, just my clothes, jewelry, makeup, music stuff, and my guitars. I'm so happy Elise gave me that guitar. I've had my eye on it since my first day at the shop. While packing, I stumbled upon my old art stuff. I decided to pack that, just in case inspiration struck. It hasn't in a couple years, but better safe than sorry. I went to the back of my closet and gasped at what I found.
It was my old longboard. I used to longboard all the time to clear my mind, but soon that was replaced by song writing. I smiled and looked outside. The sky was almost black, and it looked like it was going to rain soon. I smiled. I ran out the door and got on my longboard. God, it felt good to be riding again. Just then it started raining. I looked up at the sky and smiled. Longboarding in the rain was an amazing feeling.
I remembered why longboarding was an addiction to me. Just me breathing in the oxygen, letting the rain drops fall on me. I looked over at the nearing ocean and smiled. I couldn't believe how amazing my life was getting. Even with my brother, it was like everything was coming into place. Then, I got an idea for a song. The lyrics poured into my brain like the rain, and I started home so I could dry off and write them down. I started humming the song as I headed back. Today was a good day.
~~15 Minutes Later~~
I just dried off and was now writing down the lyrics. I sang the words as I went, revising here and there. Finally, I felt it was perfect. It wasn't completed, but it still felt like it would be
Let's let go, we can lose all control.
Let our bodies crash, like waves from the ocean.
I can't believe this is happening.
Breathe me in like oxygen, let me be your addiction.
I couldn't wait for the rest of the lyrics to come to me. I finished packing and went to look at the time. I saw that I had texts from Jinxx and Ashley.
Jinxx: How are you? You doing ok?
Me: Yeah, I just finished writing down some lyrics I thought of.
Jinxx: That's good! Hey tomorrow, want any of us to keep you company on the drive?
Me: Sure! I don't really care who.
Jinxx: Cool. see you tomorrow
Me: K
Ashley: Want to explain why you were outside in the pouring rain?
Me: Shit you saw me?
Ashley: I was going to the liquor store real quick and saw you.
Me: Well, I found my old longboard, and decided to try it out again.
Ashley: In the rain?
Me: Have you ever longboarded in the rain?
Ashley: ........no
Me: Exactly. It's really fun. Besides, it gave me inspiration for a new song.
Ashley: Good! Well, I gtg. See ya tomorrow!
Me: K bye
I smiled and decided to go to sleep. But then I remembered something. I went to my nightstand. The bottom drawer. I grabbed the box inside and opened it. 20 razors. 20 razors hiding, waiting to be put to use. I went outside to the trash and threw them out. I honestly don't know why I kept them, but I knew I wouldn't be needing them anymore.
It was time for a fresh start.
On the way there we talked about L.A. and how Sammi, Juliet, and Lauren were already excited to meet me. The car could only fit 5, so I ended up just sitting on Jake's lap. You can imagine how bad the guys teasing got. When we finally arrived, we ordered our food and sat down. That's when everyone looked at Andy expectingly. "Ok, what's going on?" I asked. Everyone smiled, and Andy spoke. "Naomi, one of the reasons I wanted you to move to L.A. is so you could maybe be on our next album, and maybe try to get you a band of your own."
I sat there shocked. "Seriously? Guys that's amazing!" The guys cheered and we all hugged. While we were eating, Andy got up and made a phone call. He came back and said "Our manager said he could probably hook you up with a band within a week." I just smiled and looked at all the guys. "Thank you guys so much. You're making my dreams come true, you have no idea." I felt myself start to cry, but Ashley hugged me before I could. "Don't you dare start crying, you've cried enough for one day." I laughed, and we returned to eating.
~~30 Minutes Later~~
We had just finished dinner when my phone rang. It was an unknown number. I froze. What if it's my brother, how could he have found my number. This meant he found me. Jake noticed I looked uneasy, and took my phone. He realized what was wrong and answered for me. "Who is this".........."She's unavailable, may I ask who's calling?"........."Don't ever fucking call her again or I swear I'll hunt you down and kill you." His reaction was my answer. My brother found me. The guys seemed to figure it out and CC got up to hug me.
"You're moving away soon, it'll be ok, if he tries anything he's going six feet under." He said. Soon, I had 5 people on top of me, and I couldn't breathe. "Guys.....appreciate it.......but oxygen..." They all let go. I laughed a little and hugged them all individually. "You guys are amazing, but I should probably get home. I still need to pack a bit." We all agreed to meet at 11 in front of the guys hotel. I was taking my own car, I like Jake and all, but I don't think neither of us would enjoy me on his lap for a couple hours.
We drove back to my apartment in silence. Jake held me, and I shed a couple silent tears. He wiped them away and finally whispered "Do you need me to stay over tonight?" I shook my head. "I won't be getting much sleep tonight, I'll be fine." He nodded, but he looked a bit sad. I enjoyed being with him, and I knew he did too, but i think we need a night alone. Besides, I didn't want him to offer to help me and stumble across my razors. He would get the wrong idea.
~~20 Minutes Later~~
The guys had dropped me off and I began to pack. I didn't have that much stuff, just my clothes, jewelry, makeup, music stuff, and my guitars. I'm so happy Elise gave me that guitar. I've had my eye on it since my first day at the shop. While packing, I stumbled upon my old art stuff. I decided to pack that, just in case inspiration struck. It hasn't in a couple years, but better safe than sorry. I went to the back of my closet and gasped at what I found.
It was my old longboard. I used to longboard all the time to clear my mind, but soon that was replaced by song writing. I smiled and looked outside. The sky was almost black, and it looked like it was going to rain soon. I smiled. I ran out the door and got on my longboard. God, it felt good to be riding again. Just then it started raining. I looked up at the sky and smiled. Longboarding in the rain was an amazing feeling.
I remembered why longboarding was an addiction to me. Just me breathing in the oxygen, letting the rain drops fall on me. I looked over at the nearing ocean and smiled. I couldn't believe how amazing my life was getting. Even with my brother, it was like everything was coming into place. Then, I got an idea for a song. The lyrics poured into my brain like the rain, and I started home so I could dry off and write them down. I started humming the song as I headed back. Today was a good day.
~~15 Minutes Later~~
I just dried off and was now writing down the lyrics. I sang the words as I went, revising here and there. Finally, I felt it was perfect. It wasn't completed, but it still felt like it would be
Let's let go, we can lose all control.
Let our bodies crash, like waves from the ocean.
I can't believe this is happening.
Breathe me in like oxygen, let me be your addiction.
I couldn't wait for the rest of the lyrics to come to me. I finished packing and went to look at the time. I saw that I had texts from Jinxx and Ashley.
Jinxx: How are you? You doing ok?
Me: Yeah, I just finished writing down some lyrics I thought of.
Jinxx: That's good! Hey tomorrow, want any of us to keep you company on the drive?
Me: Sure! I don't really care who.
Jinxx: Cool. see you tomorrow
Me: K
Ashley: Want to explain why you were outside in the pouring rain?
Me: Shit you saw me?
Ashley: I was going to the liquor store real quick and saw you.
Me: Well, I found my old longboard, and decided to try it out again.
Ashley: In the rain?
Me: Have you ever longboarded in the rain?
Ashley: ........no
Me: Exactly. It's really fun. Besides, it gave me inspiration for a new song.
Ashley: Good! Well, I gtg. See ya tomorrow!
Me: K bye
I smiled and decided to go to sleep. But then I remembered something. I went to my nightstand. The bottom drawer. I grabbed the box inside and opened it. 20 razors. 20 razors hiding, waiting to be put to use. I went outside to the trash and threw them out. I honestly don't know why I kept them, but I knew I wouldn't be needing them anymore.
It was time for a fresh start.
Notes
*IMPORTANT*The lyrics I used were from a song I was listening to while writing, THEY ARE NOT MINE!!
The song is called "Breathe Me In" by Consider Me Dead. It's an amazing song, you should check it out: http://youtu.be/bYP6-k4Sb2E
So i've been thinking about starting another fic, what do you guys think?
I longboard, so that's where that idea came from if you were wondering. Last night we had a huge rainstorm, and I can say longboarding in the rain is awesome.
Anyways, thanks for reading <3
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