Alex's P.O.V
We're on the way to France! I am feeling better.But I still can't think ybout anyone else except Andy.Why is he so special?
„Myb bc he's a singer in a rock band?“-said Kellin.
„What?“-asked Andy?I smilled.
„How did you know about what I was thinking of?“-I asked.
„Oh please...I am your brother.And I you thaoug me so well my dear female Sherlock.“-I smilled.-„Lee is flirting with you but you aren't even looking at him.You look at Andy.But your look is kinda sad so I knew that you are thnkikg about him!“-he blinked at me.
„Kellin you are the coolest brother ever!“-he laughed.Andy didn't say anything.He took newspapaers and ignored me.
„That's not very nice of you,Andy!“-said Kellin and Ashley in the same time.
„What am I supposed to do?“-I stand up and run into the plain bathroom.I loocked the door.Kellin knocked.
„Hey,he didn't mean that.“-he said.-„Come on.Get out of the bathroom.“-I didn't said anything.I just looked my face in the mirror.What is wrong with me? I saw a razor.Like the raazor was calling my name.I sit on the floor.How should I do this?I've never do a selfharm.I could just slice my vains,but that would be to easy.If I am gonna die...I want him to feel a litte bit of my pain.
„Hey Alex it's Andy.Look I didn't mean that!I am sorry!“-he said.
„Lie!“-I scremed.
I wrote Andy's name on my right arm.I watched how his name becomes bloody.I smilled.Damn!This hurts like hell!
„Alexis open the damn door!“-he yelled.I didn't answer.I opened the door.
„What do you want.Just let me die!“-I scremed at Andy's face.-„I love you and you hate me!“-I feel a little bit dizzy.-„This pain is just too real! You've hurted me.I have feelings! I have heart that beats only for you!“-I fell on my knees.
„What did you do to your hand?“-he looked scared.-„Alex...Don't die!“-he whispered in my ear and hecarryed me on his arms to the my seat.I already closed my eyes.I don't care anymore!
***
I opened my eyes.My head hurts like hell.Where am I?
„Agh!“
„Your awake!Thnx God!“-that was Andy.-„I though I've never gonna see you again!“-he was crying.-„I am so sorry! I didn't mean to hurt you!“-he kissed me.-„Why did you do that?“-he asked.-„Alex...I have feelings for you scnce I've meet you but I am just scared of your reactions.I don't know how will you react on my words.“-he said.-„I swar...I will punch you so hard if you try to kill yourself ever agan!“-he kissed me again.I feelt his lip ring on my lips.-„You're mine now! I won't let you go!Just don't die!“-I smilled.
„Fuck off!“-I said.First he thaugh that I am jokeing and than he realized that I am not jokeing.
„W...What?“
„If you think that I am gonna fell for you so easly after this....You are insane! If you really like me,you will fight for my love.“-I said.-„Just like I did for your love...I fight and I could say I feild.“-I whispered.Everyone were schocked.I stand up and hug Lee.Klaus and Irene knew what am I up to.
„I love you!“-sad Andy.
„Aaaaaaaangh!Not enough!“-i smilled.-„How many thimes I said that I love you?“-he make a puppy face.He's so cuuuuuute!-„Not gonna work!“-my heart melts.What the hell I am doing? I should hug him right now!
„I am gonna rape you!“-he joked.
„Kej!“-I was laughing inside.I am gonna forgive him if he use his pick up line on me.I wonder how many days he will needed to relize that one funny joke can meant a world.