Ashley Purdy’s Point of View

“Mmmh Andy…” I moan and buck my hips up to meet his strokes, my cock hard in his soft hand. I see him grin with a glint of mischief in his beautiful crystal blue eyes. He lowers his head and takes all of me in his hot, moist mouth, making me grip the sheets beneath me as my moans get louder. He makes me feel so good… He moves his head up and down and has me tossing and turning underneath him. My breath is uneven and fast and I feel so close. Suddenly his mouth releases my member and I groan in the most frustrated way.
“You liked that, didn’t you?” he asks seductively, before kissing his way up my torso to my lips, licking over each and every letter of my Outlaw tattoo in the progress. He stops shortly at my nipples, taking each of them in his mouth and flicking his tongue over it and sucking lightly.
I’m so close but my release is still out of reach, I need his touch…
“Andy please…” I breathe, my head thrown back in absolute pleasure and my eyes shut tightly. I can’t take this anymore.
“Please what?” he teases me, his deep voice directly at my ear. He kisses my neck, tugging at my earlobe at bit. I let out another moan, before I even try to answer his question. His hot breath washes against the side of my neck, making it hard for me to concentrate.
“P-please, Andy-y… t-touch me… I n-need… need you…” I get out between moans, as he sucks and bites on my sweet spot. I am a mess and he knows it. He knows he has full control over me and my body right now. He has me exactly where he wants me.
He lightly rubs a hand over my dick, and another loud moan spills from my lips. I nearly climax at this small contact but he doesn’t let me.
“T-take m-me! F-fuck m-me!” I nearly scream as his hand brushes my crotch again, his lips still working on my neck. I can’t take this. He looks up and into my eyes, a smirk on his face and happiness in his eyes. He bows his head.
“As you wish” he whispers and I shudder.
He squirts some lube in his hand, coating his fingers with it. I look into his eyes and as he pushes one finger inside me I grip his arm tightly. I bite my lower lip at the unease, but it’s what I want and I wouldn’t have it any other way.
“Shhh” Andy cooes and kisses my lips to comfort me. He deepens the kiss as he starts to move his finger. Soon enough he has me moaning and adds another one, thrusting them in and out of me. The pain subsides and pleasure takes over as he scissors me. He adds the last one and while moving all of them inside me, he brushes my spot, causing me too moan really loud. It feels so good… He pulls the fingers out, leaving me empty. I pout a little, what makes him laugh and kiss my nose.
“Don’t be so impatient, love” he whispers into my ear and finally pushes his member into me.

I woke up with a groan due to a loud noise next to my head. What the actual fuck? I thought, completely confused as to why someone would start their motorbike right next to my ear. After a few more seconds the guitars kicked in and I realized that someone was calling me, which was the reason why my phone was playing Girls Girls Girls by Mötley Crüe. With a look at my alarm I saw that it was 11 am already. I picked up my phone and looked at the caller ID. Batman. I smiled and answered.
“Mornin’” I said sleepily and yawned. I couldn’t help it, he just couldn’t expect me to be awake that early. I heard him chuckle.
“Morning my little Outlaw, were you still sleeping?” he asked with a laugh and I nodded before mentally slapping myself. He couldn’t see me.
“Yeah” I mumbled as my eyes trailed down my sheets and halted just below my waist. My eyes grew wide and I blushed furiously at the sight of my boner caused by the sex dream, or rather Andy. Damn.


Andy Biersack’s Point of View

I woke up early on Sunday morning. The sun was shining brightly and I felt like this would become an amazing day. After showering and breakfasting I decided that I wanted to rehearse with the guys today. Maybe I could tag Ashley along. Since Friday I had a feeling that I just needed to spend time with him. That was worrying me a bit because I wasn’t like that. I wasn’t needy or clingy and Ashley was just supposed to be a quick fuck, a challenge to show myself that I could have everyone I wanted. I’d just dump him afterwards. My heart ached a bit at that thought but I pushed the feeling away. I needed to stay strong; I couldn’t let myself get attached to some guy, not even Ashley. The image of Ashley crying because of me crossed my mind and I quickly shook my head as I felt my heart shatter some more. No, he was just a fuck, no feelings involved. I just had to ignore them.

I took out my phone and texted the guys that I wanted band practice. Everyone agreed, which made me happy. I asked whether it was ok for Ash to come to. I bet they all just stared at their phones in confusion now. Chuckling I put on some music as I waited for their replies. I looked out of my window. I could see Ashley’s apartment complex from here and I wondered whether he was awake already. It was about 11 am, so I thought I could maybe call him when the guys were ok with him joining in. My phone buzzed and I scrolled through their messages.
Sure, if he wants to was the basic reply from all of them. I smiled softly and dialed Ash’s number. A few moments passed until he picked up.
“Mornin’” his voice was still thick with sleep and I couldn’t help but smile. He was just so awesome, even when he just woke up.
“Morning my little Outlaw, were you still sleeping?” I asked laughing and after a few seconds I heard him mumble a “Yeah” before he went quiet again. I bet he had actually nodded his head before he remembered that I couldn’t see him. I grinned and got a bit lost in the thoughts of him.
“What do you want?” he asked, bringing me back to reality. His voice had changed a bit in those few seconds, but I didn’t know why. He didn’t sound rude but he didn’t seem too happy either.
“Erm… I just wanted to know whether you would like to come to band practice with me today?” I asked cautiously, still not sure what caused the change in mood. It took a few seconds until he replied, though he still sounded a bit off.
“Sure.” I furrowed my brows.
“Are you ok?” I asked, slightly worried now.
“Yeah, I’m just not fully awake yet, I’m sorry” he said sighing. I didn’t believe him but I didn’t want to push it. I already annoyed him enough.
“Ok, I’ll fetch you at about two?” I asked more than said.
“Yeah, sounds good.” He sighed again, worrying me even more. He probably didn’t think I heard it, but I did.
“Ok then…” I trailed off, confused as fuck.
“Yeah…” he said and I bit my lip.
“See you later, Ash” He sighed again. What the fuck was wrong with him? Yesterday he had seemed really happy to see me and today he was annoyed?
“Yeah, see you later” he said and ended the call. I stared at my phone in slight disbelief. What was going on? Did I do something wrong? I didn’t do anything at all yesterday. Maybe that bothered him? We didn’t really kiss, we didn’t make out, I didn’t touch him. We just cuddled while watching that movie. Maybe he wanted me to touch him and he was pissed that I didn’t? I thought about Friday night and his reaction to me touching him. Sadness settled in my chest as the urge to hold him and kiss him and make him feel better came over me. I wanted to know what had happened that made him panic. Maybe his ex-boyfriend hit him, or worse? But who would do that to someone like Ash? Leaving after fucking him is not better my mind whispered and I swallowed.
I stood up and went to get dressed properly. I wanted to look good for Ash without even knowing why. Looking at my reflection in the mirror, I sighed. What if I didn’t have the heart to leave him after we fucked?


Ashley Purdy’s Point of View

I didn’t want to be so grumpy towards Andy, but the fact that a dream about him gave me a boner was just too embarrassing for me. How would I make it through this band practice with such thoughts in my head and Andy standing in front of my in his skinnies and tight shirts? Why did I have such thoughts anyway? It wasn’t like I wanted him to do such things to me. Yes, of course, he was good looking and nice but that didn’t mean that I wanted sex with him. I looked into the mirror and sighed. My eyes betrayed my thoughts. Who was I kidding anyway? I did want sex with him; I just couldn’t deny it. But I knew I wasn’t ready for this, not yet at least. I still barely knew him and-
My doorbell interrupted my thoughts and with one last look into the mirror I left the bathroom and made my way outside, grabbing my leatherjacket and wallet in the process. I stepped through my front door and locked it behind me. I already saw Andy smiling at me through the glass doors that led inside the building. I gave a shy smile back, my cheeks heating up directly as I noticed how hot he looked today. Just as I feared, he had put on some tight leather pants and a somewhat ripped batman shirt, showing off some parts of his torso. He embraced me in a hug as I stepped outside, holding on a bit longer than necessary. I blushed and looked to the ground as he stepped away.
“Hey” he said. I looked up at him again, my cheeks still red, and smiled a little.
“Hey” I said back and we started walking towards CC’s house.
“We always rehearse at CC’s because that’s where his drums are. Plus, he actually has a basement, so we don’t bother the neighborhood.” Andy explained and I nodded. My gaze was fixed on the pavement, my hands shoved in the pockets of my tight jeans and the heat never left my cheeks.
“Ash?” Andy asked suddenly, after a few moments of awkward silence. I stopped and turned around to face him, since he had also stopped walking.
“Yeah?” I answered without really looking at him.
“Seriously, what’s wrong?” I was confused. I didn’t think he would notice me acting a bit off today but apparently he did. Maybe I was behaving more different than I realized myself…
“Nothing.” I said and bit my lower lip. I just couldn’t tell him that I had a sex dream about him. That was embarrassing and he would probably tease me to no end.
“Bullshit!” he exclaimed and I winced a bit. “Sorry. I just…. It’s… You’re just so different today! Yesterday everything seemed fine and we were ok and today you wouldn’t even look at me! What the fuck is wrong? Did I do something? Hell Ashley, talk to me!”
I looked at him with wide eyes. He really seemed frustrated and his eyes were pleading with me to talk to him about whatever was bothering me. I swallowed.
“I…” I trailed off. There was no way I could tell him, so I chose to tell a little lie that wasn’t too far away from the truth. “I just didn’t sleep well. I just got a few hours of sleep. I’m sorry if I’m a bit off today, it has nothing to do with you. Really.”
I looked at him to see his reaction. His look softened and he closed the little distance between us and pulled me in his arms. I was returning the hug awkwardly, trying not to think about the fact that our bodies were pressed together like that.
“I’m sorry for snapping, I just thought that maybe you were mad at me for some reason.” he whispered into my neck. I swallowed again. I wanted him to kiss me, to mark me as his, but I shouldn’t have such thoughts.
“It’s ok, I probably would’ve thought the same. I’m sorry, Andy.” I said silently, hoping he would let go of me already, even though I wanted to stay like this. It was all so confusing for me.
“It’s ok. Just tell me straight away next time you haven’t got enough sleep, ok?” He said and beamed at me with his most adorable smile. I just nodded my head in response and bit my lip. We started walking again and after some more minutes of small talk we arrived at CC’s house.The guys were outside, soaking up some of the sun. It was nearly autumn already and beautiful days like these would be a rare thing soon enough. Andy ran towards them and engulfed each in a huge hug. They were laughing and joking around, like good friends did. I just trailed after him, standing awkwardly at the side watching them.
“Hey Ashley” Jake said as he saw me and gave me a hug. I returned the gesture with a small smile. My only friend.
“Hi Jakey” I grinned. Andy jumped on us, pulling the two of us in an embrace, so we were awkwardly group hugging. I laughed a little at his goofiness and my cheeks turned red again. Jake looked at me a bit weird as we pulled away but I just shook my head, silently telling him that I wouldn’t talk about this now.
“Hi Ashley!” CC exclaimed and hugged me too, catching me totally off guard. I still returned the hug lightly and gave him a small smile.
“Hi CC” I said and turned to Jinxx. “Hey Jinxx.”
“Hey Ashley” he answered and smiled back at me.
“So, you ready for our combined awesomeness?” CC asked excitedly and I couldn’t help but laugh at that.
“Hey! I’m being serious here!” He had me laughing even more with that.
“When are you ever serious CC?” I asked mockingly and earned grins from Jake and Andy while Jinxx and CC just looked at me with a bit of a shocked expression on their faces. I just grinned at them and CC slowly started to return the grin.
“Aw, he’s becoming one of us!” Jinxx mocked in a fake cute voice and I shook my head laughing.
“Nope, sorry to disappoint you but that won’t happen” I said firmly, looking into his eyes. CC pouted, before a determined look settled on his face.
“Two down, two to go!” He exclaimed. Damn, he was right. I hang out with Jake and Andy already. I nearly sighed at that thought. What had I gotten myself into?
“Let’s go inside before Ash changes his mind!” Andy exclaimed and let himself into CC’s house. I chuckled and followed them into the basement where some equipment was already set up.

I took a seat on a quite old looking couch and waited expectantly on what was yet to come. I couldn’t imagine those four guys being a serious band, especially CC and Andy. But I would be happy to be proven differently.
After the guys had set up their instruments, Andy stepped behind his microphone, clearing his throat.
“So, erm… this song is called Knives and Pens. I hope you like it?” Andy asked, suddenly unsure and shy. I’d never seen him like this. I shot him a, hopefully, reassuring smile and they started playing. The intro already blew me away and Jake and Jinxx were simply awesome at guitar, playing as one. And then Andy began to sing.
“Alone at last, we can sit and fight. And I've lost all faith in this blurring light.” he softly sang, all shyness and insecurity gone. He took a deep breath and growled in the most amazing way ever.
“But stay right here we can change our plight. We're storming through this despite what's right.” I didn’t even know he had it in him. I was totally taken away by their performance, sitting on the old, comfortable couch with my mouth hanging open.
“And I can't go on without your love, you lost, you never held on.” Tears formed in my eyes and I tried to will them away. It felt like he took those lyrics from my heart. Somehow I kept my composure, even though I was shaking on the inside. Jake had been right, Andy’s voice was amazing.
They finished the song and looked at me, expecting me to say something. Andy’s face dropped as I just continued to stare at them in awe.
“I knew it was a bad idea” he mumbled. “He doesn’t like it…” He turned his back at me and went to grab his bottle of water. I swallowed and pulled myself out of the amazement that had taken over me.
“That was fucking amazing!” I finally exclaimed with a huge smile on my face.
“Ash, you don’t have to say that. We can cope if you don’t like it. You can be honest, you know?” Andy just whispered. My heart broke a little, he seemed so disappointed.
“Andy Biersack, are you kidding me? You’ll be huge! I can see it all coming!” I was bouncing in my seat by now, gesturing wildly. Jinxx and CC were looking at me weird, not used to me being so open, but Jake just grinned at my excitement.
“See, I told you!” he exclaimed and I just nodded. Andy finally turned around and saw the excitement in my eyes and the smile on my face. Finally, he also started to smile. He set his bottle aside and ran towards me, throwing himself on my lap and hugging me tightly. I laughed at his happiness and patted his back lightly. My cheeks were bright red again and I could see Jake smirk.
“So you wanna join in?” Andy asked excitedly. I furrowed my brows.
“That’s not what I said!” I exclaimed and shook my head.
“Hang on. Join in?” Jinxx asked confused.
“Ash here plays bass!” Andy said, turning to grin at the others. All of their faces lit up and I felt bad for declining, but I just couldn’t.
“Ashley you have to join us then! There is no way you can say no!” CC exclaimed, pointing at me with one of his drumsticks. I just shook my head and looked away.
“Please?” Andy said, giving me his puppy eyes. I swallowed, but still shook my head.
“Nope.” I said firmly. I just couldn’t.
“Then just rehearse with us once please!” Jinxx exclaimed. I looked at him as if he were insane.
“I said no.”
“I don’t care! Just once! Please!” CC was pleading with me too. I looked into their faces; they all tried to show off their most adorable puppy eyes, except for Jake, who was only smirking. I sighed.
“Fine. Just once!” I said, giving in to their pleading and putting my face in my hands. What had I done?

Notes

Wooohoooo new chapter! And some smutty Andley smut! :D I thought you guys might like this :) Anyway, tell me what you think of this chapter please? Maybe, MAYBE, I'll be updating the next also sometime this weekend, but I can't promise anything. Oh, and I have a question for you: Would you like me to put youtube links to the songs I use for my titles in the author's note thingy? Just curious, because over at Wattpad I put them into the sidebar. So if you're interested in the music I listen to, I could do this =) *stops rambling NOW*

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