All They Do Is Push You To The Edge
love isnt always fair
Darcys POV
the night dragged but my thoughts raced. me and ashley havent broken up and he doesnt want to...do i? i mean im still in love with him overly head over heels. but then, andy dont trust him, im not 100% if i do, his reputation is always amajor thing to think about, he drives me insane and sometimes i hate him so much! but then, hes kind, sensitive, looks after me, would do anything to keep me safeand makes me go all gooey and melt and sometimes i love him way too much, more than he even thinks about me. what the fuck am i gunna do?!
i lay there with a mind full of fears, so i got up, grabbed some coco pops and a coffee. i was able to be as quiet as i could be and no one noticed i was even awake.
"hey stranger," i heard a female voice say i turned to see a face i can honestly say i missed.
"oh my god your back! i missed you so much! i knew you would be on the tour i didnt know when," i whispered back running over to hug my tour buddy, the gorgeous sammi doll!
"here i am baby! now whats up? its 4:05 AM and you got your coco pops and coffee? by the way, jinxx is a-d-d-i-c-t-e-d to them things!" sammi said as we walked over to a small built in table and chair things.
"im assuming that your heard about the whole ash thing?"
"yup im so sorry i thought he was different with you.." she wanting to come over and hug me, i shook my head and explained everything.
i told her what cc and jake knew, how i feel about ash, how he doestn want itt to be over, about me cutting and how ash came and cleaned me up. it was a lot to hear at 4 in the morning but sammi was always there for me. and half way through char came so i explained it to her too.
"you know what?" sammi said finally, me and char stared at her waiting for an answer, "we have the coolest hair ever! but i think you should stay with ash, he obviousy loves you,"
"its true...he does and yah our hair is th shit!" char said.
"i think ive decided what imma do..."
i walked off into the bunk area and climbed into ashleys bunk.
"hey princess, whats up?" he said in his sleepy voice
"i know what i want to happen between us now..." i said quiet. he sat up
"what baby? what do you want to happen..."
"just shh and kiss me," i said and kissed him gentle, i felt him smile and hhe huggd me tight
"i take that as i forgive you..."he said and pulled me tighter
"take that as a youve got a lot to make up for but i still love you too much to let you go..."i rested my head on his chest and he said
"what we gunna do about your dad?"
shit.
the night dragged but my thoughts raced. me and ashley havent broken up and he doesnt want to...do i? i mean im still in love with him overly head over heels. but then, andy dont trust him, im not 100% if i do, his reputation is always amajor thing to think about, he drives me insane and sometimes i hate him so much! but then, hes kind, sensitive, looks after me, would do anything to keep me safeand makes me go all gooey and melt and sometimes i love him way too much, more than he even thinks about me. what the fuck am i gunna do?!
i lay there with a mind full of fears, so i got up, grabbed some coco pops and a coffee. i was able to be as quiet as i could be and no one noticed i was even awake.
"hey stranger," i heard a female voice say i turned to see a face i can honestly say i missed.
"oh my god your back! i missed you so much! i knew you would be on the tour i didnt know when," i whispered back running over to hug my tour buddy, the gorgeous sammi doll!
"here i am baby! now whats up? its 4:05 AM and you got your coco pops and coffee? by the way, jinxx is a-d-d-i-c-t-e-d to them things!" sammi said as we walked over to a small built in table and chair things.
"im assuming that your heard about the whole ash thing?"
"yup im so sorry i thought he was different with you.." she wanting to come over and hug me, i shook my head and explained everything.
i told her what cc and jake knew, how i feel about ash, how he doestn want itt to be over, about me cutting and how ash came and cleaned me up. it was a lot to hear at 4 in the morning but sammi was always there for me. and half way through char came so i explained it to her too.
"you know what?" sammi said finally, me and char stared at her waiting for an answer, "we have the coolest hair ever! but i think you should stay with ash, he obviousy loves you,"
"its true...he does and yah our hair is th shit!" char said.
"i think ive decided what imma do..."
i walked off into the bunk area and climbed into ashleys bunk.
"hey princess, whats up?" he said in his sleepy voice
"i know what i want to happen between us now..." i said quiet. he sat up
"what baby? what do you want to happen..."
"just shh and kiss me," i said and kissed him gentle, i felt him smile and hhe huggd me tight
"i take that as i forgive you..."he said and pulled me tighter
"take that as a youve got a lot to make up for but i still love you too much to let you go..."i rested my head on his chest and he said
"what we gunna do about your dad?"
shit.
7/18/13