Darcys POV

i dont know what i was thinking... by this point i was clean for about 4 maybe 5 weeks. and because of that whore face it started. i fetl a burning sensation dance along my arm, with blood slowly starting to fall down my arm, it was sick. i didnt know what to do though it was my only escap though. i couldnt face anyone and i was alone with my thoughts.

after ash saw the resutls of my slip up he made sure that i was ok and made me sit and explain what made me do it.
"why?" he asekd as he used a cloth to get rid of the blood, "what made you do it this time?" i was sat there thinking iof what i could say; i thouht you cheated, i felt like i wasnt good enough, i hate the way i look, i ust dont belong....
"what? baby i promise you hav nothing to worry about," ash replied i winced as i realised that what i thought i spoke out loud.
"what seeing all of thst, knowin it was over from then on? it hurt ashley i didnt know what ekse to do," i cried this time the tears burned on my skin
"who ever said we were over?"
"i assumed..."
"i have no reason to want to finish it with you, im nothin qithout oum i already told you, your the one,"

his words lingered around. after he had cleaned me up and sorted me out ash took me to bed and kissed my fore head. i think someone heard so he quickly ran back to his bunk and preteneded nothing happened. seconds later i turned on my phone and i got a text from char :
so whats going on with you and purdy? btw i heard you two just now its why i askd ;) <3
i instantly messaged back :
urm im not too sure....i need tosort this out, is it crazy im still overly in love with him? <3