All They Do Is Push You To The Edge
I swear i'll never let you die
Jinxx POV
i was so worried about darcy. after what andy told us on the bus...about her well why she started to self harm again, i was freaking out. i staeyd on the bus with ash and cc and jake went to go and find our girls.
"jinx..." ash starteed
"leave me alone ash, i dont think you understand how bad this is?!" i shouted
"are either you or andy gunna listen to what happened?" ashley got up and shouted, "emma was a mistake then, she wanted some attention and thought doing that would get her some. i dont likw her, i want nothing to do with her, i want darcy. i love her!" as he shouted that th bus door slammed. it was andy followed by charlie and then darcy.
it was obvious she had been in fits of tears due to her eye make up bein smeared around her face. she had andyscoat on to stop her from getting a cold and the moment she walked in the bus, she took one eye full of ashleys and then ran towards the bathroom. andy was livid but choose to walk into another room with me and charlie wasnt far behind. leaving ash and darcy behind. jake and cc were out still after they heard that darc was with andy they went to pick the girls up from th air port.
Ashleys POV
darcy took one look at me and decided to run away. i dont blame her. none of the others stuck around but i was left alone. i walked towards the bathroom and tapped the door.
"Go away, i dont wanna talk to anyone," she said through a mouthful of tears.
i knocked again, "i said go away!" this time i went in to the room and came face to face with her. her makeup was everywhere, her emotions filled the room and she had changed from her outfit to some trackies and the famous black jumper she never took off
"Darcy -" i started i felt like shit for this, it was my fault this happened.
"save it ash! you know what i knew i wasnt right for you. that i wasnt a bleach blonde full of life huge boobed skinny play boy slut that you would want. i dunno wh i thouht i was different wh i thought you were?!" she said in a loud whisper so that the others didnt hear us and try to get involved
"she kissed me.i troed tp get her off!"
"i dont believe you!"
"ask cc, jake? she was a stalker who couldnt let go! you had your nut job ex and i have mine. we got through yours now my turn, thats what happens in relationships,"
"you cheated on me ash, how am i meant to forgt that....." she face was emotionless when i noticed a crimoson droplet roll down her arm. she was hurting her self now..
"why are you come here lt me clean it up.." i said as i reached for her, the first time she pulled away until i got hold of her and rolled up her sleves to see what damage was there.
shit. it was bad. i raced to celan it up, stop the bleeding of th girl i love even if she dont love me back. i swear il never let her die. i wont ever let this hapen again. i need to fix this...
i was so worried about darcy. after what andy told us on the bus...about her well why she started to self harm again, i was freaking out. i staeyd on the bus with ash and cc and jake went to go and find our girls.
"jinx..." ash starteed
"leave me alone ash, i dont think you understand how bad this is?!" i shouted
"are either you or andy gunna listen to what happened?" ashley got up and shouted, "emma was a mistake then, she wanted some attention and thought doing that would get her some. i dont likw her, i want nothing to do with her, i want darcy. i love her!" as he shouted that th bus door slammed. it was andy followed by charlie and then darcy.
it was obvious she had been in fits of tears due to her eye make up bein smeared around her face. she had andyscoat on to stop her from getting a cold and the moment she walked in the bus, she took one eye full of ashleys and then ran towards the bathroom. andy was livid but choose to walk into another room with me and charlie wasnt far behind. leaving ash and darcy behind. jake and cc were out still after they heard that darc was with andy they went to pick the girls up from th air port.
Ashleys POV
darcy took one look at me and decided to run away. i dont blame her. none of the others stuck around but i was left alone. i walked towards the bathroom and tapped the door.
"Go away, i dont wanna talk to anyone," she said through a mouthful of tears.
i knocked again, "i said go away!" this time i went in to the room and came face to face with her. her makeup was everywhere, her emotions filled the room and she had changed from her outfit to some trackies and the famous black jumper she never took off
"Darcy -" i started i felt like shit for this, it was my fault this happened.
"save it ash! you know what i knew i wasnt right for you. that i wasnt a bleach blonde full of life huge boobed skinny play boy slut that you would want. i dunno wh i thouht i was different wh i thought you were?!" she said in a loud whisper so that the others didnt hear us and try to get involved
"she kissed me.i troed tp get her off!"
"i dont believe you!"
"ask cc, jake? she was a stalker who couldnt let go! you had your nut job ex and i have mine. we got through yours now my turn, thats what happens in relationships,"
"you cheated on me ash, how am i meant to forgt that....." she face was emotionless when i noticed a crimoson droplet roll down her arm. she was hurting her self now..
"why are you come here lt me clean it up.." i said as i reached for her, the first time she pulled away until i got hold of her and rolled up her sleves to see what damage was there.
shit. it was bad. i raced to celan it up, stop the bleeding of th girl i love even if she dont love me back. i swear il never let her die. i wont ever let this hapen again. i need to fix this...
7/18/13