All They Do Is Push You To The Edge
Surely you can only mess up so many times in your life
Andys POV
i got up and saw juliet next to me. god how i missed her! i smile and kissed her head, she was still jet lagged from the flight so i left her to sleep and went to go see if darcy was ok.
she wasnt in her bunk...i looked around the kitcheen, nope, front part of the bus, nope, back end, nope, bathroom, nope.... i checked the last place i could think of. Ashleys bunk. when i got there, i saw him all over her.
"WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!" I shouted at the top of my lungs
"andy i know what im doing..." darcy answered
"he cheated on you...kissed someone infront of you!"
"no, they explained it... just go. i know what im doing. he wont hurt me, he loves me,"
"you dont understand how how childish you sound!"
"childish?!" at this point we were both stood up in the middle of the hall and the rest of the bus ws wide awake, "im nnot a fucking child andy! you missed that part of my life! you didnt want to know, didnt look for me even though you knew about me! so dont try to fucking care now!"
"dont you dare use that against me!"
"then dont try to act like you know my lif story! im going home, now." then she ran away from all of us.
somehow it in the biersack genes to wanna do the oppisite if whatever someone tell us to do. so begging her to stay woudlnt help, not that that didnt stop everyone from trying. i stood and watched as she walked away... just as her mother did at the end of our break up, the offical end. she saw me go to get the band signed but we got into a fight when i was home and she picked up her stuff and walked out. scout and darcy were more similar than they want to admit. their attitudes matched.
this sence in like a replay in my head. one nearly 18 years ago and now. the love of my life at that point and now my daughter. i had to phone scout and explain... but what if shes going back to LA....
i got up and saw juliet next to me. god how i missed her! i smile and kissed her head, she was still jet lagged from the flight so i left her to sleep and went to go see if darcy was ok.
she wasnt in her bunk...i looked around the kitcheen, nope, front part of the bus, nope, back end, nope, bathroom, nope.... i checked the last place i could think of. Ashleys bunk. when i got there, i saw him all over her.
"WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!" I shouted at the top of my lungs
"andy i know what im doing..." darcy answered
"he cheated on you...kissed someone infront of you!"
"no, they explained it... just go. i know what im doing. he wont hurt me, he loves me,"
"you dont understand how how childish you sound!"
"childish?!" at this point we were both stood up in the middle of the hall and the rest of the bus ws wide awake, "im nnot a fucking child andy! you missed that part of my life! you didnt want to know, didnt look for me even though you knew about me! so dont try to fucking care now!"
"dont you dare use that against me!"
"then dont try to act like you know my lif story! im going home, now." then she ran away from all of us.
somehow it in the biersack genes to wanna do the oppisite if whatever someone tell us to do. so begging her to stay woudlnt help, not that that didnt stop everyone from trying. i stood and watched as she walked away... just as her mother did at the end of our break up, the offical end. she saw me go to get the band signed but we got into a fight when i was home and she picked up her stuff and walked out. scout and darcy were more similar than they want to admit. their attitudes matched.
this sence in like a replay in my head. one nearly 18 years ago and now. the love of my life at that point and now my daughter. i had to phone scout and explain... but what if shes going back to LA....
7/18/13