***ANDY P.O.V***
Ashley hadn't talked to me in three days. Not sense the night I asked about the baby. Maybe I did it the wrong way , but I really wanted one. When I was young my mom told me that when two people are so in-love they can't stand it , they should have a baby. To share the love , because with two parents that will love each other forever , will raise the baby right. Like she claimed she did with me. But here I am , 6'2 , wearing make-up , and being ignored by my husband.

I sat up of the couch , I got a deep pain in my back. Letting out a groan I stretched and stood up. Sleepily I walked into the kitchen , I saw Ash , making coffee. It's the first time I've seen him out of his room. I took long strides towards him , before he realized I was there and left. I wrapped my arms around the back of him , pulling him into a hug. I kissed his ear , then his cheek. He smiled a little , I smiled a lot.

"I'm sorry." Ashley whispered before starting to cry.

I pulled him tighter into a hug , I hated seeing him cry. But he does have a million reasons to cry. When someone loves you enough to want to have a child , you shouldn't ignore them , and not answer them.

"It's okay. It was a lot at once." I kissed the top of his head , he looked up and I whipped away his tears.

I could tell he was hurting , but I don't get why this much. IT's only a child not a divorce. In fact , it would make the marriage stronger. A lot stronger in that fact. Children are a beautiful way to - to - to.

Oh I don't know , I guess I'm just scared of loosing Ashley. We have drifted apart , and I think he's falling out of love with me. I just can't let that happen. I love this man , I need this man. He is my everything , he made me a man. Ashley id the center of my universe. And , oh I don't know. I guess this baby is just another way to keep him mine. For even a little bit longer.

"I acted childish." Ashley kissed me softly , then buried his hand back in my chest. We rocked back and forth in each others arms.

Yes , yes you did. But the way I went about it was childish too. Asking about a child after I forced you to watch Bat-Man isn't exactly a mature thing to do.

"No , I did." Ash shook his head in my chest , I kissed the top of his head as we continued to rock.

"I just , I acted the was I did because I don-"


*RIIIIIING !!! RIIIIIIIIING !!! RIIIIIIIIIING !!!*


I reached for the phone behind Ash and looked at the "Caller I.D" , A. Carlile C. Purdy

"Oh , he did put her on the caller ID" I said answering the phone. Ash's face light up when he clued into what I meant.

"Hello?"

"Andy! Oh God! She's in the hospital! She cut her wrists . . . A lot. There was so much blood. A lot. They spelt a word. Hospital! I brought her there-"

"Ashley. Start the car now." I interrupted Austin's panicking state. But he still talked. Ashley's face twisted in confusen but obeyed.

"I seen her like that. My fault! We had a fight and she cut her wrists because of it! Because of me! I'm so fucking stupid! I can't loose her Andy I just can't ! I love her so damn much!"

I hung up the phone and called Austin on my cell. He kept panicking on and on , not giving me and Ashley any actual information. I had him on speaker phone the whole car rife to the hospital. Ashley had tooken into the panic and he too started crying. I tried to comfort him , and Austin , while driving threw L.A , which wasn't exactly easy.

"She was 3 years clean man. I don't know why she would - We had a fight! My fault! My fault! My fucking fault!"

Austin kept rambling , we pulled into the hospital before I even stopped the car fully Ashley was out and running to the doors. I left my phone going and followed. We met Austin in the waiting area , he was rocking back and forth on the floor. Ashley wrapped in his arms. The two were crying and rocking together , while I noticed Kellin glaring at Austin wrapped in Vic's arms. But they were in chairs , but you could tell they were crying just as hard as Austin. Kellin love Carressa just as much as Austin.

"Kellin , what happened?" Kellin shot his glare up at me. Jesus if looks could kill , I'd be dead.

Kellin stood up and yelled in my face pointing to Austin.

"It's his fault she did this! He's the cheating bastard!" Kellin yelled , his voice was . . . So deep. Whoa.

Ashley pushed Austin from his arms and stood above him. Austin? Cheating? What? No , it can't be. He loved her , he was head over heels.

"What? . . . You did this to my baby? I'll fucking kill you , you motherfucker!" Ash lifted his leg to kick Austin in the face , but I grabbed him and pulled him away.

Ash tried to break free of my arms , Vic took a hint and embraced Kellin in a hug , before he got any ideas. Finally Ash gave up , and we just stood there. Everyone started crying. I felt a single tear fall down my cheek , I whipped it away , someone had to be strong. Austin was wheezing on the floor , fighting to get even half a breath in. This dude has heart problems , I have to calm him down.

Ash sat down and cuddled into Vic and Kellin crying. They had only met once before , at the wedding , but this was enough. I walked over and sat by Austin , I rubbed his back , he buried his head in my knees and kept wheezing.

"Hey man. You gotta calm down. You gotta be strong for Carressa. I know this wasn't your fault."

"Oh but Andy it was."

"How so?!" My voice came out sharper then intended. Austin looked up at me. He had calmed down a little bit enough to talk.

He told me the whole story. How he was at the last 'Of Mice&Men' after party , so he had a lot to drink. As a last hara , to say. He said there were a lot of chicks there , well , more like sluts. One of them had been flirting with Austin the whole night , even though he told the girl multiple times he wasn't interested and had a girlfriend. He even got band members to tell her to screw off. Then as the night went on the paparazzi had found the location of the party , god I hated those things. He said he was leaving the girl for the billionth time that night , when a paparazzi , who was standing on a bar called , out "Say Cheese Carlile" . The girl was still there so she heard the guy , she slammed her face into his. Forcing him into an unwanted kiss.

Austin showed me the picture , and you could totally tell he didn't want the kiss. His eyes were wide open , eyebrows pushed together , his hands a blur in the picture , making it easy to tell he was reaching to push her off. I looked from the photo to Austin , who had calmed down a little more. He was only crying softly. I handed him the phone and was about to tell him my two cents when I was interrupted by a nurse.

"Is there an Andy Biersack in here?" She asked softly , looking around at us awkwardly. I mean , it was 7 in the morning now , the only one dressed and looked human was Vic.

Everyone's eyes shot at me , I stood up and she motioned for me to follow her. I kissed Ashley on the cheek and followed her. She lead me to Carressa's room. I waled in , the nurse shut the door behind me and I was left alone with Carressa. She was hooked to so many machines. She seen me starring and shifted around a little , I didn't get why until I noticed her lying on her left arm , obviously to hide the cuts.

"I don't want to face Ashley." I laughed a little and walked to Carressa , she was always one to get straight to the point. I sat on her bed and kissed her forehead.

"You okay kid?"

"No. I don't even - Well I remember what - But , why?" I sighed and rubbed Carressa's cheek.

"It doesn't matter what matters is that you're hear now. Right?" I smiled and she smiled back. Her eyes flickered to the door and back.

"Who alls here?"

"Ummm , well , obviously me and Ashley. But also Vic and Kellin." I didn't say Austin , I didn't want to trigger anything.

"Austin?" Well shit.

"Yea , he's out there." A smile danced across Carressa's lips.

"Send in Ashley , come with him if you want. Then Kellin , tell him he can bring Vic too. Or Vic can see me alone , I don't really care. But I want to see Austin last. Okay?" I laughed again , Carressa always getting straight to the point.

"Gosh , make me your bitch." I winked at Carressa and she laughed a little. I kissed her forehead and walked out of the room. I went out to the waiting room , when I entered everyone looked at me hopefully.

"She wants to see you now." I pointed to Ashley, he ran out of the room so fast I felt wind move my hair.

"Then you two. She said you could go sepretly if you wanted though." I pointed to Vic and Kellin they nodded and chatted amongst themselves again.

I sat in a chair beside Austin , he had sense moved from the floor. HE looked beat out , half dead really. And he hasn't stopped crying.

"Then you last. I guess you're the special one." I smiled at Austin and threw my arm around his shoulder. He tried to smile back , but the best he could manage was a straight line.

Ashley was out in half an hour. He sat beside me not saying a word. Then Kellin went in , an hour passed before he came out and got Vic. He went in with Vic and it was another hour. None of us minded , Kellin was her best friend , he probably has her feeling like a million bucks. Finally they came out. They sat across from us , we engaged in small chit chat. Kellin and Vic were pretty cool dudes.

It's been three hours sense Austin came out. I guess they worked , or are working it out. Me and Ashley decided to leave , along with Kellin and Vic. When we were exchanging phone numbers Austin came rushing out of Carressa's room.

"NURSE! DOCTOR! GODDAMMIT ANYONE! HER HEART STOPPED! SHE'S FUCKING DIEING! HELP!!! I LOVE HER FUCKING SAVE HER! NOW GODDAMMIT NOW!" The hospital was in full force they rushed into Carressa's room. Pushing a panicing Austin out , which was quite the fight for the doctors , and drew the curtians. The walls were made of glass , which come to think of it , was actually pretty stupid.

Austin was pacing the waiting room , hitting the brick wall every two seconds. Soon his skin was split to bone , good thing we were in a hospital. I got him to calm down , and went with him to get stitches. When we came back into the waiting area , everyone looked flushed. The hospital wasn't in panic anymore , and there wasn't shouting coming from any of the rooms. But Carressa's shades were still drawn. Austin's face dropped and the tears started as soon as they stopped.

"She isn't-?" Austin's voice cracked so hard he couldn't finish his sentence.

"No. Dumbass she's fine. Just in a coma." Kellin shot coldly.

A coma?

Notes

I felt bad about the last chapter being really short , so here , have a long chapter.
Now I believe I was promise two cookies??? ;)
I got in a really bad argument with my boyfriend , which made this chapter even harder to write. I'm going to be staying with him awhile to try and work things out , so I'll upload when I can.
Keep reading <3
(P.S I'm going to be a really big bitch and post every visit before continuing with the story. Okay. *Hides behind CC*)