"I've never loved you! You're only a fling! Mwahahaha! Did you really think I could ever love you? I'm Austin freakin' Carlile! You're just some sister of a rocker!"

I shot awake , flinging Kellin's arms off me.Crap I forgot he was here. His breathing pace didn't change , so he still must be asleep. I took the blankets off and slide off the bed slowly and quietly.I walked downstairs into the kitchen , I got a glass of water and walked into the living room. Austin was asleep on the couch. Oh how I wanted to give into him and cuddle beside him , I didn't. I bent down by his face , I loved the sound of his soft snores. He was up late. By the volume he just fell asleep. His eyes were swollen from crying.

'Oh it's your fault Carlile.' I thought. 'Give up the act.'

I walked back upstairs , taking a de-tour to the bathroom. I closed and locked the door behind me. I looked in the mirror , I had make up swearing down my face from my crying and Kellin wiping away the tears. When I was done picking out every flaw I had , I opened the medicine cabnit , getting a cheap disposable razor. I slammed it against the wall and it shattered into tiny pieces , along with three rather sharp blades.

Remeber the time Austin took you to the fair and kissed you on the ferries wheel?

SLICE!!

Remeber when you met Austin's dad , and he introduced you as his queen?

SLICE!!

Remeber when Austin cancelled three shows because you had swine flu?

SLICE!!

Remeber when Austin cheated on you with some two cent whore?

SLICE!! SLICE!! SLICE!! SLICE!! SLICE!!

There was blood everywhere , the sting from the razor had taken over my body, I let the razor fall to the floor , along with my body. the world faded into a blur. Oh look , sleep , finally.

Notes

So , yea , two chapters because I feel bad about the lack of uploads.
I think I'll probably up load again today , maybe , I dunno. ;-;
Keep reading <3