Sequel: A Brothers Friend
He Doesn't Love Me
***CAREESSA P.O.V***
I starred at the man I worshiped , I gave him everything and this is how he repays me. By cheating with some skank? That settles it , Ashley was right , I never should have started dating rockers. They only want the goods not you. Austin was on the brink of tears , still trying to convince me. I know what I seen , and that was some bitches tongue down his throat! We've been going at this for three hours. There was holes in the wall from me. Plates and furniture smashed because of Austin , but I wasn't about to give up. He's killing me.
"Jesus Christ 'Ressa ! Do you really think I would do that to you? I fucking love you! She attacked me , once I find the scum that took that picture I'm going to kil-"
"Austin that's enough! I know what I saw! Obviously you don't love me! For if you did you wouldn't have kissed whoever this bitch is!" Austin starred at me wide eyed mouth dropped. I stood my ground , piercing his eyes with mine.
He fell to the floor and started sobbing. and I don't mean a few soft tears , he was crying puddles. No , he was crying a river. He's such a great actor , it almost tore my heart out. I walked out of the room throwing my phone on the floor in front of him , picture light up on the screen. If I didn't leave I would have ended up crying. I fucking loved him , more than anything , but why would he do that?
I crawled on our bed , I shifted over to his side. It smelt like him , I breathed in heavily , taking in the sent. I could still hear him crying , it tore me to shreds , but he brought it on himself! I should be the one crying! Not him! He's faking! He's acting! He''s ... He's ... He's killing me.
I reached over to the bed side table picking up the land line. I dialed Kellin;s number and waited for him to answer. I really needed someone to talk to.
"Hey Carressa! Or Austin!" Vic's voice boomed threw the line. I held in my tears and asked for Kellin , when he answered I let them go. I cried and cried , until the animal noises started in my throat , it started to hurt , but I couldn't help it.
I never noticed Kellin hung up until the loud tone started. I put the phone back on the hook and cried harder.
"What the hell is wrong with you , you , you , you , you dumb ass!!!" I heard Kellin's high voice boom to Austin.
"No! Kell! It's not what you think!" Austin started but I guess he had no choice but to stop because nest I know I was crying in Kellin's chest. At least someone was always there for me.
He. Doesn't. Love. Me.
*****ASHLEY P.O.V*****
When me and Andy got home from Carr's , Andy wanted nothing more then to finish the stupid movie. I knew it was going to happen , but I guess I was kinda hoping he would forget. But it was Bat-Man , he'd rather die then forget about Bat-Man. I chuckled to my self and threw my shirt out the bedroom door and into the hall , soon after a sleepy Andy wondered in the room and sat on the bed. He starred at me with stern expression on his face.
"What?!" I asked shrugging my shoulders , bugging my eyes out of my head. He pointed at the shirt I just threw in the hall.
"That's not where that goes. Pick it up and go put it in the laundry room." Andy scolded , not moving his hand. I swatted it away and threw on my sweats , leaving the room.
On my way out I picked up the shirt on the way out , I dangled it mockingly in front of Andy's face , he smiled in satisfaction. Passing the laundry room I there the shirt in , Andy sighed heavily.
The ending credits to Bat-Man were rolling down the screen. Andy was laying with his head on my lap , as I twirled and played with his hair. I wish he hadn't of cut it short , I loved it longer. But I guess short hair did suit him better. He rolled over and smiled up at me. I smiled at him before softly pressing my lips to his.
"Ashley , can we talk?" Andy's voice was soft and inviting , but still deep as fuck.
"About anything , babe."
"Anything?" The way he said it made it sound like an question. What if he wants a break up , I don't know if I could do that. He's become the center of my universe.
"Anything." My voice cracked so I cleared my throat , Andy laughed softly at the crack.
"Ashes , I love you more then anything." That eased me a lot. I could breath again. "And when I was young , my mom told me she's always wanted grand-kids." Well , that comfort didn't last long. "And you love me more then anything , I think. Ashley , can we have a baby?"
I felt my heart stop beating , I pushed Andy off of me and paced the room.
"Mommy , why are you having another baby if you have me?" A very young Ashley asked his mom.
"Well Ashley. When a couple fall out of love , they use a baby to try and bring it back. Thats what daddy and I are doing." the young mother of the young Ashley told her son while pregnant a second time.
Andy has fallen out of love with me? Why? What have I done? I've loved him the very best. I was being the best husband I could , I thought I was doing a good job. My little gazelle didn't love me anymore. I looked back at him , fighting the tears threatening to spill over. He looked back wide eyed and innocent.
He. Doesn't. Love. Me.
I starred at the man I worshiped , I gave him everything and this is how he repays me. By cheating with some skank? That settles it , Ashley was right , I never should have started dating rockers. They only want the goods not you. Austin was on the brink of tears , still trying to convince me. I know what I seen , and that was some bitches tongue down his throat! We've been going at this for three hours. There was holes in the wall from me. Plates and furniture smashed because of Austin , but I wasn't about to give up. He's killing me.
"Jesus Christ 'Ressa ! Do you really think I would do that to you? I fucking love you! She attacked me , once I find the scum that took that picture I'm going to kil-"
"Austin that's enough! I know what I saw! Obviously you don't love me! For if you did you wouldn't have kissed whoever this bitch is!" Austin starred at me wide eyed mouth dropped. I stood my ground , piercing his eyes with mine.
He fell to the floor and started sobbing. and I don't mean a few soft tears , he was crying puddles. No , he was crying a river. He's such a great actor , it almost tore my heart out. I walked out of the room throwing my phone on the floor in front of him , picture light up on the screen. If I didn't leave I would have ended up crying. I fucking loved him , more than anything , but why would he do that?
I crawled on our bed , I shifted over to his side. It smelt like him , I breathed in heavily , taking in the sent. I could still hear him crying , it tore me to shreds , but he brought it on himself! I should be the one crying! Not him! He's faking! He's acting! He''s ... He's ... He's killing me.
I reached over to the bed side table picking up the land line. I dialed Kellin;s number and waited for him to answer. I really needed someone to talk to.
"Hey Carressa! Or Austin!" Vic's voice boomed threw the line. I held in my tears and asked for Kellin , when he answered I let them go. I cried and cried , until the animal noises started in my throat , it started to hurt , but I couldn't help it.
I never noticed Kellin hung up until the loud tone started. I put the phone back on the hook and cried harder.
"What the hell is wrong with you , you , you , you , you dumb ass!!!" I heard Kellin's high voice boom to Austin.
"No! Kell! It's not what you think!" Austin started but I guess he had no choice but to stop because nest I know I was crying in Kellin's chest. At least someone was always there for me.
He. Doesn't. Love. Me.
*****ASHLEY P.O.V*****
When me and Andy got home from Carr's , Andy wanted nothing more then to finish the stupid movie. I knew it was going to happen , but I guess I was kinda hoping he would forget. But it was Bat-Man , he'd rather die then forget about Bat-Man. I chuckled to my self and threw my shirt out the bedroom door and into the hall , soon after a sleepy Andy wondered in the room and sat on the bed. He starred at me with stern expression on his face.
"What?!" I asked shrugging my shoulders , bugging my eyes out of my head. He pointed at the shirt I just threw in the hall.
"That's not where that goes. Pick it up and go put it in the laundry room." Andy scolded , not moving his hand. I swatted it away and threw on my sweats , leaving the room.
On my way out I picked up the shirt on the way out , I dangled it mockingly in front of Andy's face , he smiled in satisfaction. Passing the laundry room I there the shirt in , Andy sighed heavily.
The ending credits to Bat-Man were rolling down the screen. Andy was laying with his head on my lap , as I twirled and played with his hair. I wish he hadn't of cut it short , I loved it longer. But I guess short hair did suit him better. He rolled over and smiled up at me. I smiled at him before softly pressing my lips to his.
"Ashley , can we talk?" Andy's voice was soft and inviting , but still deep as fuck.
"About anything , babe."
"Anything?" The way he said it made it sound like an question. What if he wants a break up , I don't know if I could do that. He's become the center of my universe.
"Anything." My voice cracked so I cleared my throat , Andy laughed softly at the crack.
"Ashes , I love you more then anything." That eased me a lot. I could breath again. "And when I was young , my mom told me she's always wanted grand-kids." Well , that comfort didn't last long. "And you love me more then anything , I think. Ashley , can we have a baby?"
I felt my heart stop beating , I pushed Andy off of me and paced the room.
"Mommy , why are you having another baby if you have me?" A very young Ashley asked his mom.
"Well Ashley. When a couple fall out of love , they use a baby to try and bring it back. Thats what daddy and I are doing." the young mother of the young Ashley told her son while pregnant a second time.
Andy has fallen out of love with me? Why? What have I done? I've loved him the very best. I was being the best husband I could , I thought I was doing a good job. My little gazelle didn't love me anymore. I looked back at him , fighting the tears threatening to spill over. He looked back wide eyed and innocent.
He. Doesn't. Love. Me.
Notes
My feels have blown up.Am I the only one who cried at the Carressa and Austin part? Yes? Okay. ^-^
I listened to AA the entire time I wrote this , only made it 2000 times harder. Js , Danny is perff , kay? Kay.
I'm sorry , this is so long! I have been spending time with my boyfriend and @Jakesgirlx , please don't be mad at me! *Hides behind CC*
But anyway , this was really intense , and I really don't know how it's going to work out , and I hope you don't mind , Kellin and Vic will probably feature a lot. Also some other bands too. Maybe. I don't even know yet man.
I love you all very very much! Sorry for keeping you waiting! But I hope you keep reading! <3
I need more update please
2/5/14