There's no reason to be nervous. They're just your idols who you've been wanting to meet for years and they are famous and may not like you. So there's no reason to get nervous! I thought to myself.
I walked down the stairs and got weird looks from everyone but Jake.
"Who's the hottie?" Ashley asked.
"This is Oly, she's a fan," Jake said walking over to me. The rest of the guys seemed annoyed by me, which didn't feel so great about, because, it's not a good thing that the people who saved your lives more than once are annoyed by you. I look down ashamed of myself and Jake noticed.
"Well, she isn't just a fan. She was trying to commit suicide, but I stopped her," Jake said, making the rest of the guys seem more interested.
"Yeah, I hate my life," I said looking up. I guess no one knew how to respond and there was a silence after I said that. They all looked at each other giving weird looks. They seemed to not believe that I tried to take my life and that isn't right to lie about. So what makes them think that i'm lying.
"I get it, I really do, thinking that a girl is lying about taking her life when she already tried five times before, people do it all the time. There's no need to think I'm telling the truth," I said sarcastically before running up the stairs to get to my room. I let one tear slip knowing that I just blew my only chance of any of the guys liking me. I went into my new room and slammed the door behind me. I went to my window and sat down on the small part that came out of the wall as it fit my body. I looked out and saw a playground with lots of little kids playing on it. I smiled to myself knowing that those kids are having more fun than me. There was a knock on the door interrupting my thoughts.
"Hey, Oly, you ok?" Jake said walking in.
"Not really. I just blew my only chance of my idols ever liking me," I said putting my head up against the glass.
"Hey, don't worry about them, they were being douches," he said walking over to me.
"They really weren't, it was me that overreacted. They were just surprised and I blew it. I do this all the time and hate myself for doing it."
"Hey, Oly, you didn't do anything wrong and it isn't your fault. The guys were being douches and deserved what they got. I can talk to them if you want."
"I don't know. This is sorta like every time I try to make a friend. I always blow up and ruin everything for myself. I should just learn to accept that I'm never gonna be able to make friends."
"Are you fucking kidding me? Ella and I love you and you are going to make friends, just you fucking watch," Jake said storming out of my room.
Shit, did I push him away? What the fuck is wrong with me! Oh my God, now Ella's going to hate me too! If only I had Stacy here! I thought to myself. All there was left to do was lay on the bed and cry, so that's what I did, but silently because I don't want anyone to know how fragile and weak I really am, not that they don't already know.
"Hey, Oly, what's wrong?" Ella said making me jump. "Don't worry, it's only me. Did the boys do something?"
"Well, it was mostly me. You can probably ask Jake what happened, he can probably explain it better than I can."
"Well, the guys are really sorry for whatever they did and they want to see you if you wanna go down."
"Really? I didn't blow it for myself?" I said perking up a bit.
"Yeah, now get down there," Ella said smiling. I smiled back and stood up, wiped the last tears off of my face and I was off. I walked down the stairs slowly and quietly. When I got to the bottom of the stair no one had noticed I was down there. They were all sitting on the couch silently.
"Hi!" I said getting everyone's attention.
"Oly, I'm so glad you decided to come back down!" Jake exclaimed standing up.
"Yeah, and guys, I'm really sorry about what I did earlier. I do that a lot and it's just one of the perks of being me I guess," I said walking closer to them.
"Hey, we were being dick's and you don't deserve that. All of us are really sorry and we were wondering if there was any way you could forgive us," Andy said standing up next to Jake. The other three turned around to look at me while I stood there speechless. I honestly didn't know what to say, but my first though sorta just came out of my mouth
"I forgive you guys," I said. They all jumped up, ran over to me and they all bear hugged me. I had no idea what they were doing at first so I tensed up, and I could tell Jinxx felt it, but I relaxed after a second.
"So, Oly, what do you wanna do now?" Jinxx asked.
"I don't know, what do you guys usually do for fun?" I asked.
"Truth or Dare!" CC yelled putting his hands in the air.
"I'm up for it," I said.
"Assuming everyone else is, lets do it!" Jake said. We all sat down and Ashley went first.
"Jake truth or dare?"
"Truth."
"Uh, have you ever done it with Ella?" he asked.
"Of course!" he exclaimed. "That was a horrible question! But moving on, Oly, truth or dare?"
"I'm gonna be the pussy I am and say truth."
"Ok, um, have you ever had sex?" he asked.
"Hell no, I'm only seventeen!" I exclaimed.
"Well, for a seventeen year old, you've had to go through a lot of shit," Jake said.
"Yeah, I guess you could say that." I looked around and everyone but Jake and I had confused looks on their faces.
"Do you all want to know what happened?" I asked.
"Why not?" Andy said.
"Oh dear God, this is going to be and emotional roller coaster, so just be prepared ok guys?" I asked. They all nodded and I told them my story. By the end they were not really crying, but I know some of them wanted to.
"So that's my Hell of a life. Anyone else want to go?" I said wiping the tears off my cheek. I could see Jinxx shed a tear and I couldn't handle anyone crying because of me, so I had to speak up.
"Guys, don't feel sorry for me, please, I've gotten over that shit and I'm happy right now, especially now that I'm with the five guys that saved my life countless times!" I exclaimed, trying to make them feel better.
"I can't take this anymore, come here," Jinxx said standing up. He sat down next to me and pulled me into a big hug. I felt a connection that I hadn't felt with any of the guys, like it was something more. I hugged him back and put my head onto his shoulder. He stroked my back and I closed my eyes. The guys all said "Awww" at the same time and it was really cute. When he let go of me we both smiled at each other and continued the game.

By the end, Ashley had no girls for a week, Jinxx had no phone for a week, Andy had to wear some of Ella's clothes, Jake had to speak in a British accent for the rest of the game, and I had on war paint that was done by Ashley, which actually didn't look that bad.
"Ok guys, I think it's time to wrap it up," Jake said.
"I gotta get home anyway, it was nice meeting you Oly," Andy said giving me a hug.
"Same here, see you all tomorrow!" CC exclaimed running out the door.
"I gotta get back to home without the girls, damn, this is going to be a long week!" Ashley said standing up. "I'll see you two tomorrow." And with that, only Jake, Jinxx, and I were left.
"Hey, are you guys hungry, cause I am. I'm gonna order some pizza, you in?" Jake asked us.
"Sure, I'm up for it," Jinxx said. I just nodded and Jake was on his way to order the pizza.
"So Oly, we have a lot in common. Like we sort of look alike, well I think so."
"Yeah, actually I think you're right, and the same eye color, like exactly the same. It's almost a little creepy." After I said that, Jinxx's eye widened and his mouth dropped open, but put his hand in front of it.
"Holy shit," he mumbled.
"What is it?" I asked.
"Holy fucking shit!" Jinxx said a little louder.
"Don't keep me in suspense, tell me what it is!"
"Oh my God, I'll be right back," Jinxx said running out of the room, leaving me alone.
Oh fuck, what could he have meant? Is there something behind me? Is there something in my teeth or my hair. What the fuck is his problem? I thought to myself.


I waited for about ten minutes for Jinxx and Jake. I had no idea what the fuck they were doing and they were keeping me in suspense, which is something I do not like.
"Hey sorry we took so long Oly, we were just talking about, uh, some things," Jake said coming back in the room, without Jinxx.
"Where the hell is Jinxx and why did he freak out?" I asked.
"Um, we think, uh, that, um, damn I don't know how to say this."
"Well figure it out and fucking tell me for fuck's sake!"
"We think that you may be, uh, you maybe Jinxx's sister."

Notes

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