I Can't Believe We Met
Thank You
During the drive down to his house we talked about mostly my story, but also about the guys and their music.
"So that's just a brief summary of why I wanted to kill myself, I'm sure you'll hear the full version later."
"I'm so sorry, Oly, I never imagined someones life ever being that bad. Just so you know, whenever you need someone, I'm always here for you, ok?"
"Thanks Jake, that's really nice, but you honestly don't have to, I mean you'll leave, just like everyone else," I said trailing off.
"No, that will not happen. I will not leave you, ever, ok? I know this is all sudden and I just met you, but you can trust me, I won't leave you in the dust," he said. I smiled because this is a first for me. Besides Stacy, who isn't around that much anymore, I've never had anyone in my life that actually wanted to stay with me, wanted me not to die, and it felt pretty nice.
"We're here," Jake said as we stopped at his house. It was gigantic and probably the nicest house I've ever seen.
"Holy shit," I mumbled getting out of the car.
"You like it?" Jake asked.
"Fuck yeah, this is probably the nicest and most awesome house I've literally ever seen in my life. Oh my God, you guys are fucking filthy rich!" I exclaimed walking towards the house. The pathway was short, so we were at the door in no time.
"Holy shit, I've always wanted this to happen," I said letting my inner fangirl out a little.
"What?" Jake asked.
"A famous person bringing me to their home," I said trying to stay calm.
"Oh, well I guess your dream is coming true," Jake said smiling. I walked in and was mesmerized by the scene. His house wasn't only nice on the outside, but it was so much nicer on the inside!
"Holy shit, this is the best fucking house I've ever stepped foot in, it's official!" I exclaimed.
"Damn, you should see Andy's then, it's like two times as large as this one!'
"That's what she said," I mumbled.
"You had to say that didn't you!" Jake exclaimed.
"I did, I'm just a dirty bitch like that."
"Hey Jake, is someone here?" I heard someone yell from upstairs.
"Yeah, come on down and meet her, Ella!" he yelled back. Just as he said that, a girl came bouncing down, soon to realize that it was Ella, as in Jake Pitts girlfriend!
"Hi, I'm Ella," she said extending out her hand for me to shake.
"I'm Olympia, but please call me Oly," I said shaking her hand.
"So what brings you here?" she asked with a smile.
"Well, I was trying to commit suicide and Jake kinda saved me, so yeah," I said trailing off.
"Oh my God, I'm so sorry. Is there anything I can do?" she asked.
"Not really, but thanks though," I said looking down ashamed.
"So I was going to call the guys so she could meet them because she's a huge fan," Jake said trying to change the subject.
"I think that's a great idea," Ella said. Jake smiled at me and went over to their house phone. He dialed some numbers that I couldn't see and put the phone to his ear.
"So, you wanna chat about something?" Ella asked.
"Sure, that'd be cool," I said smiling. She took me back into their kitchen and sat down at the table.
"Ok, so I need to know this, why did you wanna kill yourself?" Ella asked.
"You sure you wanna hear this? I mean, it might get a little boring," I said.
"I wanna hear it."
"Ok, so it started off when I was very young, when my parents left me, or died, I have no idea. Someone found me on the streets just walking around and took me to an adoption center. I lived there for six years until this couple adopted me when I was ten. They seemed very nice and loving, so I wasn't very nervous, but as I got older, they got worse. I had only lived with them for two weeks when it started to go downhill. My father started to sexually abuse me, and he raped me about six times since they adopted me, and my mother was always on drugs and verbally abused me. It was horrible because I had no where or no one to go to. So I started cutting. It was really the only thing that kept me alive because I knew that I was punishing myself for being a bad child, which is what I thought I was. It kept me alive because I knew if I didn't at least hurt myself I would kill myself," I said trying not to look Ella in the eye because I know she wouldn't be very happy about my response.
"I would always fall into this pit of darkness. It wasn't always the best, ya know, always just wondering how much better the world would be without you and how much better everyone's lives would be if I was never born. It was never fun for me especially when my father would come into my room, and do disgusting things to me. I don't even want to remember his face anymore. Sometimes he would make me feel even worse about myself, I would think things like, 'Who gets raped by their dad, I must be a loser' or 'I can't believe I let him do that, why can't I fend for myself. Maybe I am a horrible child like Mom says.' It really sucked, I'll tell you that."
"Ok, you can stop there, I can't take this, you're living with us!" Ella said drying her tears. I hadn't even realized that she was crying until then.
"No, no I couldn't do that. I literally met you ten minutes ago, and I'd be a real pain in the ass," I said.
"I don't care, you are living with us if you like it or not!" she exclaimed.
"Really? Oh my God, am I dreaming? Oh my God, someone actually cares about me. Holy shit!" I said to myself. Ella came over to me and hugged me, and I didn't hesitate to hug back.
"Jake! Oly is going to live with us!" Ella said letting go of me. I smiled knowing that someone actually did care about me, and it wasn't just a dream.
"Yay!" Jake said running in the room. He picked me up and spun me around, causing me to laugh.
"By the way, the guys said they could come over and they will be here any minute!" Jake exclaimed putting me down.
"I'll show you where you'll be staying in the mean time," Ella said pulling me up stairs.
"Holy shit, holy shit, holy shit!" I exclaimed. "I can't believe I'm moving out, and moving in with my idols! Holy shit!"
"I'm one of your idols?" she asked.
"Um, duh, hell yeah! How could you not! You're beautiful, funny, awesome and everything I want to be!"
"Stop it, you're making me blush!" Ella exclaimed. She took me into a room that was extremely nice and perfect for me.
"This is your room now! Feel free to do whatever you want with it. Oh, and also, we have to go clothes shopping tomorrow, just you and me!"
"Are you serious! Oh my God, all my dreams are finally coming true!" I said throwing my hands in the air.
"What's this one?"
"To move out and go shopping with one of Black Veil Brides members girlfriend of course!"
"Well, I guess it is coming true."
"Hey Oly and Ella, the guys are here!" Jake yelled up to us.
"Well, I guess this is it!" I exclaimed.
"Go meet your idols," Ella said smiling.
"So that's just a brief summary of why I wanted to kill myself, I'm sure you'll hear the full version later."
"I'm so sorry, Oly, I never imagined someones life ever being that bad. Just so you know, whenever you need someone, I'm always here for you, ok?"
"Thanks Jake, that's really nice, but you honestly don't have to, I mean you'll leave, just like everyone else," I said trailing off.
"No, that will not happen. I will not leave you, ever, ok? I know this is all sudden and I just met you, but you can trust me, I won't leave you in the dust," he said. I smiled because this is a first for me. Besides Stacy, who isn't around that much anymore, I've never had anyone in my life that actually wanted to stay with me, wanted me not to die, and it felt pretty nice.
"We're here," Jake said as we stopped at his house. It was gigantic and probably the nicest house I've ever seen.
"Holy shit," I mumbled getting out of the car.
"You like it?" Jake asked.
"Fuck yeah, this is probably the nicest and most awesome house I've literally ever seen in my life. Oh my God, you guys are fucking filthy rich!" I exclaimed walking towards the house. The pathway was short, so we were at the door in no time.
"Holy shit, I've always wanted this to happen," I said letting my inner fangirl out a little.
"What?" Jake asked.
"A famous person bringing me to their home," I said trying to stay calm.
"Oh, well I guess your dream is coming true," Jake said smiling. I walked in and was mesmerized by the scene. His house wasn't only nice on the outside, but it was so much nicer on the inside!
"Holy shit, this is the best fucking house I've ever stepped foot in, it's official!" I exclaimed.
"Damn, you should see Andy's then, it's like two times as large as this one!'
"That's what she said," I mumbled.
"You had to say that didn't you!" Jake exclaimed.
"I did, I'm just a dirty bitch like that."
"Hey Jake, is someone here?" I heard someone yell from upstairs.
"Yeah, come on down and meet her, Ella!" he yelled back. Just as he said that, a girl came bouncing down, soon to realize that it was Ella, as in Jake Pitts girlfriend!
"Hi, I'm Ella," she said extending out her hand for me to shake.
"I'm Olympia, but please call me Oly," I said shaking her hand.
"So what brings you here?" she asked with a smile.
"Well, I was trying to commit suicide and Jake kinda saved me, so yeah," I said trailing off.
"Oh my God, I'm so sorry. Is there anything I can do?" she asked.
"Not really, but thanks though," I said looking down ashamed.
"So I was going to call the guys so she could meet them because she's a huge fan," Jake said trying to change the subject.
"I think that's a great idea," Ella said. Jake smiled at me and went over to their house phone. He dialed some numbers that I couldn't see and put the phone to his ear.
"So, you wanna chat about something?" Ella asked.
"Sure, that'd be cool," I said smiling. She took me back into their kitchen and sat down at the table.
"Ok, so I need to know this, why did you wanna kill yourself?" Ella asked.
"You sure you wanna hear this? I mean, it might get a little boring," I said.
"I wanna hear it."
"Ok, so it started off when I was very young, when my parents left me, or died, I have no idea. Someone found me on the streets just walking around and took me to an adoption center. I lived there for six years until this couple adopted me when I was ten. They seemed very nice and loving, so I wasn't very nervous, but as I got older, they got worse. I had only lived with them for two weeks when it started to go downhill. My father started to sexually abuse me, and he raped me about six times since they adopted me, and my mother was always on drugs and verbally abused me. It was horrible because I had no where or no one to go to. So I started cutting. It was really the only thing that kept me alive because I knew that I was punishing myself for being a bad child, which is what I thought I was. It kept me alive because I knew if I didn't at least hurt myself I would kill myself," I said trying not to look Ella in the eye because I know she wouldn't be very happy about my response.
"I would always fall into this pit of darkness. It wasn't always the best, ya know, always just wondering how much better the world would be without you and how much better everyone's lives would be if I was never born. It was never fun for me especially when my father would come into my room, and do disgusting things to me. I don't even want to remember his face anymore. Sometimes he would make me feel even worse about myself, I would think things like, 'Who gets raped by their dad, I must be a loser' or 'I can't believe I let him do that, why can't I fend for myself. Maybe I am a horrible child like Mom says.' It really sucked, I'll tell you that."
"Ok, you can stop there, I can't take this, you're living with us!" Ella said drying her tears. I hadn't even realized that she was crying until then.
"No, no I couldn't do that. I literally met you ten minutes ago, and I'd be a real pain in the ass," I said.
"I don't care, you are living with us if you like it or not!" she exclaimed.
"Really? Oh my God, am I dreaming? Oh my God, someone actually cares about me. Holy shit!" I said to myself. Ella came over to me and hugged me, and I didn't hesitate to hug back.
"Jake! Oly is going to live with us!" Ella said letting go of me. I smiled knowing that someone actually did care about me, and it wasn't just a dream.
"Yay!" Jake said running in the room. He picked me up and spun me around, causing me to laugh.
"By the way, the guys said they could come over and they will be here any minute!" Jake exclaimed putting me down.
"I'll show you where you'll be staying in the mean time," Ella said pulling me up stairs.
"Holy shit, holy shit, holy shit!" I exclaimed. "I can't believe I'm moving out, and moving in with my idols! Holy shit!"
"I'm one of your idols?" she asked.
"Um, duh, hell yeah! How could you not! You're beautiful, funny, awesome and everything I want to be!"
"Stop it, you're making me blush!" Ella exclaimed. She took me into a room that was extremely nice and perfect for me.
"This is your room now! Feel free to do whatever you want with it. Oh, and also, we have to go clothes shopping tomorrow, just you and me!"
"Are you serious! Oh my God, all my dreams are finally coming true!" I said throwing my hands in the air.
"What's this one?"
"To move out and go shopping with one of Black Veil Brides members girlfriend of course!"
"Well, I guess it is coming true."
"Hey Oly and Ella, the guys are here!" Jake yelled up to us.
"Well, I guess this is it!" I exclaimed.
"Go meet your idols," Ella said smiling.
Awww, so cute: ) i want to read more about her!
2/18/14