I'm a Loaded Gun (Part 2)
Goodbyes Never Get Easier
Reyas POV
"What if you came back to California with me?" he said. I
froze. California? Could I really leave my home with Siren? Could I pack up everything again to go west with Andy? My thoughts scrambled. "I'm too tired to think," I whispered.
"Would you want to? You know...if I made arrangements. You could move...move in with me. You know if you want to."
"I really don't know Andy. That's a big decision. I need some time to think this out, but if you guys are going back to LA tonight then that means Siren and I have to go home. Can you just give me some time to really think this through? I can call you or something when I'm ready with my decision?"
"Sure babe," he said as he bent down to peck my lips. I pulled back smiling. "I've missed that more than you will ever know."
"Me too," I whispered back before melting my lips into his again. I pushed myself to my tippy toes and wrapped my arms tightly around his neck. He laughed into my lips and gripped his hands on either side of my hips, gently tracing circles with his thumbs in the exposed skin from the bottom of my shirt. A rapping on the door registered in my ears, but I kept myself against Andy. His hands slowly trailed to my stomach as his hands slid upwards, his cool fingers leaving goosebumps on my soft skin.
"Reya!" Siren called. "We have to go. Come on."
"Go. Away." I growled between a kiss.
Andy started laughing and pulled back, "You're really sexy when you are mad," he said before reconnecting his lips with mine.
"I HAVE YOUR PHONE REYA. ILL BREAK IT." I huffed and dropped onto my heels as I released Andy. I stomped to the door and opened it. Siren was standing, holding my phone in her held up hand as she smiled. "Ley go!" she started to turn but I snatched my phone.
"Don't ever threaten my phone's life ever."
"Oh shut up," she chuckled before leading us back to the front of the bus. She walked straight over to where Ashley was sitting with a Playboy magazine on the couch. She took it out of his hands and sat down, straddling his lap. She took his surprised face in her hands and gave him a big smooch. She then stood up and walked over to the door, leaving a stunning Ashley. She winked once and said "Bye Ashy!" before blowing him a kiss and stepping off the bus.
"Damn I love that woman," he mumbled as he retrieved his magazine from the floor. "Take care Reya."
I turned around to Andy, planting one short but intimate kiss on his lips and then he crushed me into a hug, the kind I love.With my cheek into his sternum, I breathed in the familiar smell of his cologne and the faint smell of smoke. We released before we shared one last kiss with a short "I love you" before it. I grabbed the small bag that my dress and stuff was in, since I was still wearing Andy's misfits crop top shirt with my leather jacket and a pair of Sirens jeans. I tossed the bag into Sirens mustang before sharing one pained look back to the window Andy was standing in front of, . I waved once, with a Half hearted smile on my face. He returned the same look. I stepped into the car and resisted the urge to look back as Siren pulled away.
The open road enveloped my I view as we pulled onto the interstate a few moments later. The tall buildings and commercial buildings slowing faded into suburban housing and then the Florida fields and orchards. I started out to the warm colored sun set.
"Um Reya?" "What?" I replied, eyes still focused out the window.
"K, so don't be mad, but you might want to check your messages." I turned to look at her. "I'm sorry." She glanced over to me, guilt painting her expression. "Don't be mad at me, but check your inbox."
"What."
I picked up my phone from the center console and unlocked it. "Um...Clayton messaged you."
Fuck.
"What if you came back to California with me?" he said. I
froze. California? Could I really leave my home with Siren? Could I pack up everything again to go west with Andy? My thoughts scrambled. "I'm too tired to think," I whispered.
"Would you want to? You know...if I made arrangements. You could move...move in with me. You know if you want to."
"I really don't know Andy. That's a big decision. I need some time to think this out, but if you guys are going back to LA tonight then that means Siren and I have to go home. Can you just give me some time to really think this through? I can call you or something when I'm ready with my decision?"
"Sure babe," he said as he bent down to peck my lips. I pulled back smiling. "I've missed that more than you will ever know."
"Me too," I whispered back before melting my lips into his again. I pushed myself to my tippy toes and wrapped my arms tightly around his neck. He laughed into my lips and gripped his hands on either side of my hips, gently tracing circles with his thumbs in the exposed skin from the bottom of my shirt. A rapping on the door registered in my ears, but I kept myself against Andy. His hands slowly trailed to my stomach as his hands slid upwards, his cool fingers leaving goosebumps on my soft skin.
"Reya!" Siren called. "We have to go. Come on."
"Go. Away." I growled between a kiss.
Andy started laughing and pulled back, "You're really sexy when you are mad," he said before reconnecting his lips with mine.
"I HAVE YOUR PHONE REYA. ILL BREAK IT." I huffed and dropped onto my heels as I released Andy. I stomped to the door and opened it. Siren was standing, holding my phone in her held up hand as she smiled. "Ley go!" she started to turn but I snatched my phone.
"Don't ever threaten my phone's life ever."
"Oh shut up," she chuckled before leading us back to the front of the bus. She walked straight over to where Ashley was sitting with a Playboy magazine on the couch. She took it out of his hands and sat down, straddling his lap. She took his surprised face in her hands and gave him a big smooch. She then stood up and walked over to the door, leaving a stunning Ashley. She winked once and said "Bye Ashy!" before blowing him a kiss and stepping off the bus.
"Damn I love that woman," he mumbled as he retrieved his magazine from the floor. "Take care Reya."
I turned around to Andy, planting one short but intimate kiss on his lips and then he crushed me into a hug, the kind I love.With my cheek into his sternum, I breathed in the familiar smell of his cologne and the faint smell of smoke. We released before we shared one last kiss with a short "I love you" before it. I grabbed the small bag that my dress and stuff was in, since I was still wearing Andy's misfits crop top shirt with my leather jacket and a pair of Sirens jeans. I tossed the bag into Sirens mustang before sharing one pained look back to the window Andy was standing in front of, . I waved once, with a Half hearted smile on my face. He returned the same look. I stepped into the car and resisted the urge to look back as Siren pulled away.
The open road enveloped my I view as we pulled onto the interstate a few moments later. The tall buildings and commercial buildings slowing faded into suburban housing and then the Florida fields and orchards. I started out to the warm colored sun set.
"Um Reya?" "What?" I replied, eyes still focused out the window.
"K, so don't be mad, but you might want to check your messages." I turned to look at her. "I'm sorry." She glanced over to me, guilt painting her expression. "Don't be mad at me, but check your inbox."
"What."
I picked up my phone from the center console and unlocked it. "Um...Clayton messaged you."
Fuck.
Notes
So kind of a filler but necessary.Thank you guys for all the views. The original is almost up to 40,000 views.
Lifes getting a bit easier. I've been put on a medication for my anxiety. I'm so happy to say I haven't had an anxiety attack in two weeks :)
School is school. Homework, Papers, Tests, and Lectures.
This weeks gonna be crazy so hopefully I can give you guys another chapter next week but idk since I have a TON planned for next weekend.
Nice to see you back again sister keep it coming xx
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