*warning: badly written sexual content...*


Hallies POV

"You kissed me Andy!"
He looks away guiltily and sighs. What is going on with him?
"I didn't mean to hallie. You just remind me of her." He sighs and looks up at me again. I stand quickly and rush out the door, before he can pull me back down.

"Is everything ok?" Sammi asks when she sees me frantically running out of the room. I shake my head and say, "someone needs to go in there."
Jake and Jinxx stand up and head into Andy's room. I look at Sammi.
"What happened in there?"
"Uh. He kissed me." I tell her, worry flooding my voice.
"He kissed you?.." She asked, her mind somewhere else.
"He said I reminded him of Lola." I sigh and look down at the ground. She comes over and wraps me in a hug. "He did it twice."
"Did you kiss back?"
"First time, no. Second time, I didn't at first but he wouldn't stop so I did because It was my second kiss. I stopped when he tried to turn it into a make out session."
"Does Andy know he was your first kiss? Because I am about ready to go in there and.. I don't know?" Sammi rambles and glares at the door to his room. I shake my head. She runs to his room, flings open the door and starts yelling, "Andrew Dennis Biersack! I don't care that you are heart broken. I don't care that she looks like Lola! You do not kiss your ex's sister!"
I walk over to Sammi and tap her, "stop."
She ignores me. Jinxx and jake are staring at Andy with their mouths held open.
"You kissed hallie?" Jake yells. Andy looks at me apologetically. He nods his head and asks, "can I talk to her alone?"
Jinxx nods and they walk out, Sammi pushes me in the room, closing the door behind me.
"Andy-" I'm cut off by his lips against mine, I push him away but he wraps his arms around my back and falls onto the bed, bringing me with him. I don't respond for as long as I can, eventually I give in, because come on, wouldn't you kiss him back. It's Andy Biersack! He slides his tongue on my lip again, I let him slip his tongue in my mouth. Now I get why Lola let him take her virginty, this man is irresistible. He slides his hands under my shirt and I let him lift it over my head. His hands drop from my neck to my back, his fingers playing with the clasp of my bra I feel him carefully unhook it and pull the bra off me.
What is wrong with me?
Andy's hands start feeling my boobs, I should stop him, I need to. He keeps doing it and breaks the kiss. I feel his lips start kissing my neck roughly I almost let out a moan but stop myself. I finally collect myself enough to whisper, "Andy. We need to stop."
"Hallie, I don't want to." He breaths against my neck. He said hallie, not Lola!
"Andy.. What about Lola?"
He doesn't respond, he just brings his face up to mine and starts kissing me passionately again. I try to keep myself from kissing back, but I can't for long. Soon Sammi knocks on the door and asks, "are you guys ok in there?"
Andy pulls away and puts his finger to my lips, "shhhh..."
He shouts back, his voice wavering a bit, "ya we're just talking."
"Ok.. Don't kiss her again."
He smirks at me and says, "I won't."
I hear her foot steps walk away from the door, he puts his lips right above mine and whispers, "I lied."
"Andy, we should stop."
"Hallie, I don't want to. This is fun." He whispers before kissing me again. I push him away, he doesn't move. I grab his hands that were still on my chest and pull them off. He finally stopped and looked up at me, "what's wrong?"
"Andy. You dated my sister, you still love each other, I'm 15 and this is just wrong!"
"Hallie? I thought you liked it.." He asked and got off of me.
"Its just wrong."
He pulled me back onto him after I said this and whispered in my ear.
"So you did like it.."
I sigh and try to climb off of him but he's holding my waist tightly.
"I'm still a minor Andy. I'm still underage. You could get arrested."
"So?"
"I want you to stop. And let me go."
"Why?"
"Because I don't want to anymore Andy. And if you don't I'm getting Sammi."
He smirks at me and crashes our lips together again I open my moth to yell for help but he slips his tongue in my mouth before I can. I hear Sammi coming back to the door.
"Andy it's getting late I should take her home."
Andy finally stops but only to answer Sammi. He covers my mouth before I can yell.
"It's fine, were still talking. I can take her back."
"Ok... Can I come in for a second?"
"Sure. Hold on." He whispers to me, "put your tshirt on quickly."
I nod, knowing that if I'm shirtless then I could be just as guilty as Andy. I quickly grab my shirt and slip it over my head as Andy walks over to the door. I sit on his bed cross legged trying to act natural.
"Hey, I want a hug from you guys before we go." Sammi says and pulls andy into a quick hug. I give her a one armed hug, she pouts and says, "I want a real hug!"
Luckily Jinxx yells from the living room, "Sammi, grimm is on in 5 minutes! We need to go!"
"Ok. Bye guys. Andy, get her home safely."
"K Sammi." Andy calls behind them, he follows them out and locks the door after they leave. I grab my bra and run to the bathroom, Andy blocks my path before I can.
"Oh no you don't." He smirks at me and pulls me into a kiss. I push him off me, but my weak arms can't move a full grown man. Andy Grabs my butt, I gasp and he shoves his tongue in my mouth. I feel him slowly slide his hands down my thighs before lifting them up. I'm pretty light, only a bit more than 100 pounds so he does fairly easily and I can't keep myself rooted down. I still am not kissing him back, he makes his way back to his bedroom and shuts the door with his foot- locking it?
'Is he going to rape me? Lola's ex boyfriend, the lead singer of my favorite band, an incredibly hot man who is 7 years older than I am, is going to rape me!' I can't do anything because I'm too weak and he is still kissing me roughly.
Andy sits down on the bed so that I am straddling his waist. He somehow manages to lift my shirt off, I have my arms rooted at my sides. He immediately starts feeling me up, I shiver as his cold hands massage my boobs. I'm small still because I'm only 15. How is he enjoying this? He pulls away and looks me in the eye, "hallie. What's wrong?"
"You're going to rape me." I whimper, he leans in again and only pecks my lips. Andy whispers in my ear, "it's not rape if you like it."
I gasp, too shocked to do anything. He smirks at me and starts to finger my nipples, pulling at them and causing me to get chills. Andy starts to lightly rub his fingers over them, still making eye contact, curious for my reaction. I am frozen in shock, he is abusing me sexually.
"Like that?" He says smugly before reaching his head down and starting to suck on them. He is completely oblivious to my whimpers, I have to admit that I am enjoying this but still. It's wrong. He needs to stop.
"Andy. Stop." I half moan- half whimper. He lightly nibbles on it an pulls at the nipple with his teeth. He continues to suck until switching. He repeats what he did to the other one. I accidentally let out a moan, Andy smirks and keeps going. Eventually, he stops and just fingers them again. He makes eye contact once more and asks, his voice extremely husky, "you ready for more baby?"
"No" I whimper as he leans in and kisses me roughly again. His hands make their way down my back to my shorts, he traces the edge and stops kissing me. He pulls away and smirks before squeezing my sides, causing me to jump. Andy chuckles a bit and runs his hands up and down my sides lightly, causing me to shiver. I have no way of stopping Andy. I guess I have no choice but to let him have me, I might as well try to enjoy my first time. He pokes my belly button, causing me to squeal again. His hands continue exploring my completely exposed torso, sometimes he reaches in and kisses me but usually he just watches my reactions. Again, Andy squeezes my sides and chuckles, "you're cute."
"I'm 15 Andy. Remember that." I say sternly, he smirks at me again and pulls me into a passionate kiss. His finger tips running along my stomach until they reach the button of my shorts, he pops it open and slides down the zipper slowly. I sigh and let him do whatever he is going to. He leans back onto the bed so that I'm lying on top of him and pulls off my shorts, slowly. He grabs my butt again, this time I'm only in my under wear. Andy pulls away and sits us back up so that I'm sitting on his lap, he grabs my hand and places it on his belt buckle.
"Do the honors?" He whispered in my ear seductively.
"No. I really don't want to do this Andy. I'm not going to have anything to do with this." I state and attempt pulling away my hand, he grabs it and places it back on the belt buckle. His fingers overtop of mine as he forces me to undo the buckle, unbutton his pants and slide them off. Now we're both only in our underwear, he looks me up and down and chuckles.
"You're hot for 15."
"Do you realize how wrong this is?"
He doesn't answer me, only crashes our lips together once again and pulling me down on top of him, it's sick that he has a boner over a 15 year old girl. He pulls away and takes my hand in his once again. I look at him confused until he slowly wraps my hand around his dick through the fabric of his boxers.
"What the hell?" I ask.
Andy leans in close and whispers, "that's all yours for tonight baby."
"I don't want it Andy." I whimper and try to pull my hand away, his is still holding mine in place.
"I doubt that's true." He whispers and reaches his other hand to my inner thigh, slowly traveling up to where my underwear starts.
"Andy, please." I whimper, fearing what he might do next.
"Please what?" he smirks and traces the outline of my underwear back to my hip, pulling it down slightly.
"Please don't do that."
"there's nothing to be afraid of baby," he says lovingly? And pulls the underwear down more. "I'll go easy on you, since it's your first time and all."
"How did you know that?"
"Trust me, I can tell when someone is a virgin. Especially when it's a girl who's only 15 and flinches ever time I touch her."
"then why are you doing this to me?"
"Because, we're just having some fun. Don't you enjoy this hallie? Just you and me, locked in a room, pleasuring each other."
"You're sick."
"No, I'm just having some fun. I'm not doing you any harm."
"You're going to fuck me."
"Mhmm.. It's going to be fun. You'll love it, just wait." He said before pulling off my underwear even more, revealing all too much already.
"Stop." I whimper as he pulls the small bit of clothing I had on off.
"Too late." He grins at me and starts fingering my clit. I reach with my other hand and grab his wrist, pulling him away.
"I told you to stop."
"And I told you this will be fun."
"I don't want to have that type of fun Andy."
"I'm sorry that you feel that way Hallie. But that's not going to change my mind, we're too far to stop now."
"No, we're not."
He shoves a finger in me and says, "Ya we are."
He begins to pump his finger in and out, I don't want this. I feel him slip another finger into me and continue, going slightly faster. I don't like this. Andy sticks a third finger in and says, "you're tight, but I can help with that."
He keeps going faster, I feel myself beginning to get wet. He pulls out after too long and licks each one of his fingers, staring at me the whole time.
"That's enough." I stare into his bright eyes and manage to keep my glare.
"No, and I'm not going to make you suck my dick because tonight babe," he pauses and pulls me closer, "tonight it's all about you."
"You were going to make me give you a blow job?" I squeak and he shakes his head, "I said I'm not, unless you want to?"
"No, I didn't even want to kiss you Andy!"
"That's not true." He whispered and placed a kiss on my lips. "And I know you want this."
"You have too large of an ego." I mutter and glare at him, he ignores my comment and moves my hand that has been holding his ever hardening dick, to his boxer waistband.
"Come on baby, just take off my boxers, I know you want to."
I shake my head.
"Don't you even want to see it? Possibly even Feel it? I'm giving you the chance of lifetime hallie. I'm not some manwhore like ashley. Not many fans are as lucky as you to be able to have me for the night."
"I don't want it Andy."
He takes my hand and shoves it in his boxers, wrapping it around his dick again, this time there's nothing that's separating my hand from it. He looks at me, "you know I'm all yours, and you're all mine for tonight. So is it going to be forced, or is it not? Either way it's happening."
"Stop! I don't want this."
"Oh yes you do. I know it. I can see it in your eyes. The lust. I know you want this to happen."
"I don't Andy. I really don't."
He grabbed my other hand and made it pull off his boxers, leaving him completely naked underneath me. He kisses me again but stops, "last chance to say you want it."
I shake my head.
"Have it your way."
He rolls over so that he is on top of me and kisses me hard again. He stops and positions himself.
"Andy! Please don't do this!"'I whimper and he starts to enter me. My first time is going to be unprotected, rape.
"no! Stop! You're not wearing a condom Andy!"
"What?" He pauses what he is about to do and pulls out. He looks at the door, then back at me.
"Stay here. Don't move. Don't do anything."
He gets up and rushes out the door, back before I can do anything. He puts the condom on and climbs on top of me again.
"This will be fun. I promise." He smirked at me before entering, just the tip. I feel him push in a bit further, he continues to ease in to me, It hurts! It fucking hurts!
"Andy," I whimper, "please don't. It hurts."
"It will baby, but not for long. Trust me." He says calmly.-
When he is completely inside me andy leans in, kissing me passionately, he begins to pull in and out slowly, he starts singing a song. What the hell? He pauses and just sits there for a second.
"Can I sing you a song?" He asks. I shake my head and tell him, "just get this over with."
"I wasn't really asking." He says and wraps his arms around my back, he is still inside me. He looks me in the eye and begins to sing:
"Those times in life we learn to try, with one intention
Of learning how and when we'll die, but we can't listen
I wish to God I'd known that I, I didn't stand a chance
Of looking back and knowing why, or pain of circumstance

You're not alone
We'll brave this storm

So here's my song I wrote in time, when it was needed
Through pain of heart or loss of mind, your burdens lifted
You aren't alone just know that I, can't save our hearts tonight"

Lola's POV

"You're not alone
We'll brave this storm
Let's face today
You're not alone

You're not alone
We'll brave this storm
Let's face today
You're not alone

You're not alone
We'll brave this storm
Let's face today"
Andy's voice floods through the headphones I have in my ears. I listen to the lyrics of Carolyn and the realization washes over me.
I'm not alone, I have Andy
I'm not going to break him like my sister said.
I have to stand up to my family and get them off my case.
I'm not bad for Andy, my family is what's ruined me.
I have to go over there. I have to take him back. I should wait for the morning though, it's not safe in la at night.

Hallie's POV

Andy finishes singing and kisses my cheek lightly, it's the most intimate, romantic thing he has done. I sigh and ask, "why did you sing that?"
"Because we both needed it." He whispers in my ear and presses our lips together again. He unwraps his arms from the hug and repositions himself.
"I'm going to continue ok? I want you to know that I'm not trying to hurt you. I'm sorry if this is weird for you."
"Do you have to?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
He doesn't respond, just pulls me into another passionate kiss before slowly pulling himself in and out again. I feel tears start to come to my eyes, He gradually gets faster, It does kind of feel good..? I guess.. I grip the sheets with my hands as he picks up speed even more, "Fuuuuck!"
"Andy! I feel it! Faster! Please!" I scream and he smirks at me. He gets faster and faster, I let out a long moan. He keeps going and continues picking up speed.
"Andy! More!" I scream as he pounds into me, "harder!"
"I'm almost there Andy!"
"Me too hallie, me too!" He says and lets out a moan. I feel myself reach my climax, he does too. Our moans in sync as the juices flow onto the sheets. He pulls out of me and lays on the bed next to me, he catches his breath a bit and asks, "are you ready to go again?"
"What?"
"You know you do it multiple times during sex right?" He says slowly. I'm honestly clueless about most things in sex.
"I didn't."
"Oh, well you do now. Are you ready or do you want to wait a bit?"
"Wait a bit." I say and let out a long breath. He chuckles at me and reaches for my arm.
"I kissed the scars on her skin, I still think you're beautiful, I don't really want to lose my best friend." Andy whispers and lightly kisses my wrists. He smiles at me, I smile back. He just raped me and is being so nice about it. I don't get it. And he was right, I actually did enjoy it.
"I'm ready." I tell him. His eyes light up, excitedly, but he maintains a poker face as he positions himself once again. I lean in to kiss him lightly, he kisses back for a second and eases himself in. It's not as painful as the first time, actually it feels good. I already let out a moan and Andy laughs.
"I'm that good that before we even start you're moaning?"
"I'm not used to this." I say quietly and he just chuckles again.
"Ready?"
I nod and he starts pulling in and out again, gaining speed faster this time, we both reach our climaxes simultaneously. He is about to pull out of me when I wrap my arms around him and pull him back down.
"Just stay here for a bit."
He raises an eyebrow but nods. He lightly kisses my lips when my phone rings out in the main room.
"Shit." I mutter and he looks at me confused. "Someone's going to find out I'm still here."
"Just tell them that we had a deep conversation that lasted most of the night." He suggested, I nodded and kissed him quickly.
"How do we make sure no one finds out about this?"
"We never speak of it again. We make it seem like it never happened." He said quietly. I kissed him again and whispered, "so if you two don't get together again, you want to do this again sometime?"
He pulls out of me and rolls over, Andy grins and whispers, "how could I say no?"
"What do you mean?" I was expecting rejection.
"You're amazing. I haven't had anything like this in a while. Almost no one wants to actually talk during sex, they only want to do it. It's boring. You make it fun." He smiles at me and pulls me into a passionate kiss.
"Do we go again or not? I'm honestly clueless.." I ask embarrassed. He laughs again and says, "if you want."
I nod and allow the third time to begin. When we finish Andy doesn't pull out immediately, he collapses on top of me, we are both covered in sweat and panting terribly. He looks at me and smiles, "I know you were a virgin, i popped your cherry, but I doubt that's possible. You can't do that when you're so inexperienced."
"Do what?"
"Be so good. I just don't get it.." He smiles at me again and pulls me into another kiss. I pull away and ask, "Andy, do you really think that or are you just saying it."
"It's the truth!" He exclaims and kisses me again.
"But really hallie, how far had you gotten before because you had to atleast have gotten close to third base to be that good your first time!"
I feel my cheeks heat up and I look away from him embarrassed.
"What?" He asks. "Is something wrong?"
"No.. It's just.." I sigh and look up at him, "you were my first kiss Andy."
His jaw drops, I nod and turn away embarrassed.
"Shit."
"What?"
"You're just an awesome kisser too, that's just not possible. Insane." He smiled at me and climbed off of my body. He asked, "are you done? Because if you are I'm going to take this off.."
I nod. Andy takes off the condom and throws it into the trash can. He smiles at me again and pulls me into another kiss.
"We should get some sleep." He whispers and presses his lips against my forehead. I nod and wrap my arms around him, laying my head on his chest and cuddling with him. I look up at Andy's face with a smile as wide as a Cheshire cats, he looks at me with the same smile and whispers, "night hallie."
"Goodnight Andy. I'm actually glad you decide to rape me." I joke and he chuckles a bit.
"Me too."
I fall asleep in Andy's arms, our breathing falling in sync as we drift off together.

Andy's POV

I wake up still cuddling with hallie, she is so cute when she's asleep. I have to take a picture, I hope she doesn't mind. I grab my phone off the bedside table and take a few pictures. She stirs a bit and I put the phone down. She opens her eyes and looks at me, worried.
"Andy?"
"Ya baby?"
"Why am I here? And where are my clothes?"
"Huh?" Does she not remember last night, it was amazing. She was almost as good as lola.
"I asked why I was-- oh! Holy shit!" She whispers and looks up at me, it all came back to her.
"We did it last night."
"Yes, and it was amazing." I whisper and lean down to kiss her. She kisses back for a bit but pulls away.
"What time is it?"
I grab my phone and tell her, "11:45"
"What day of the week is it?"
"Sunday.."
"Good I don't have school." She let out a sigh of relief and stood up.
"I need to get home."
I pull her back down and wrap my arms around her tightly.
"Cuddle with me for a while longer."
"Mmkay.." She mumbles into my chest.
"You're cute." I smile down at her and kiss her forehead. She scoots up to where I am and kisses me passionately, I run my tongue over her lip and mess with her cute spider bites. It's lucky we both have them on the same side. She lets my tongue into her mouth and our tongues begin to battle. She grips her hands in my hair and I wrap mine around her neck. We stop soon to breathe. She looks down and says, "can I get some clothes on? This is a bit awkward for me.."
"Awww.. You're sexy though.." I whine. She smirks at me and gets up, I get up and come behind her, "you're going to be a sophomore right?" I whisper in her ear, she nods.
"Don't you do a thing called grinding?" I whisper in her ear and unwrap my arms from her waist. I go to the iHome and plug in my phone, I find a song that has a good beat and play it, she had already gotten her bra and underwear back on, along with her shorts which were still unbuttoned. I grab a pair of boxers and come up behind her. I latch my hands onto her hips and start to grind against her, she waits a second before responding, grinding onto me. We stop when the song ends and she turns around.
"Why did you do that?"
I shrug and pull her closer, she wraps her arms around my neck and I wrap mine around her waist. Carolyn was playing. I pulled her closer, slow dancing to the acoustic song.
When the song comes to an end I lean down and press our lips together into a long kiss. I pull away and look into her blue green eyes when realization washes over me.
I fucked Lola's sister. And I want to do it again.

Notes

Hallie + Andy= ? Or lody? Which one do you guys want... :)
Yes I did what I said I want going to write about but I had to for the story. Please don't kill me.
When you read a paper your cousin wrote when he was in highschool, the one who is super shy and extremely smart.. You don't expect it to be about a girl he likes but then ends up having sex with. I just did :| ...
-C