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You left me... broken

Chapter 9

Lola's POV
I pull up to Andy's apartment and check my makeup in the mirror, adjust my crop top and shorts. I climb out of the car and walk slowly up the stair way. I hope he takes me back after what happened yesterday.

Hallies POV

After Carolyn ended Andy pulled away and said, "we should shower. We smell like sex."
"Ok.. you should probably change your sheets too."
"I'll do that while you shower."
I quickly get in the shower and scrub my body, wash my hair, and conditioner. I don't want to miss a moment I could have with Andy. I hear the door open and Andy climbs into the shower while I am shampooing my hair. He chuckles and lets the water run over him before shampooing his own long hair.
"I like your hair. It's hot." I whisper and pick up a piece of it. I quickly rinse out my hair and add conditioner, Andy washes out his hair and does the same. He pulls me to him and places a soft kiss on my lips. I laugh and say, "I'm going to wash out my hair."
He nod and lets me go, I wash mine out and then Andy does. He starts washing himself off and I climb out of the shower.
"Where are you going?" He asks and climbs out behind me, soaking wet. I toss him a towel and grab my own. He dries himself off but leaves the towel in here and walks back to his room. I stare at his pale butt a bit before heading back to his room, wrapped in a towel. Andy comes dashing out of his room and pulls off my towel before running back in.
"No towels in my house!" He jokes. I shrug and walk into the bedroom. Slip on my clothes and watch Andy as he does the same. He puts a sweatshirt over my head and whispers, "until next time."
I giggle and pull him in for a kiss, taking off the sweatshirt I toss it back to him.
"As much as I would like it, I think that it wouldn't be a good idea."
He nods and shoves it back in his drawer.
"Will you dance with me again?" He asks and puts Carolyn on repeat. I nod and we slow dance to the song a few times, I rest my head on his shoulder and my arms around his neck, his around my waist. After about 15 minutes the door opens to the apartment and I quickly let go of Andy. We stand on opposite sides of the room and in walks Lola.

"Andy, I need to talk to you." She says from the doorway. Her expression changes to confusion and she looks at me, "Hallie, what are you going here?"
"Oh. She came over to talk to me about something."
I fiddled with my bracelets and hoped she got the notion. She nodded and turned back to Andy.
"Can I talk to you, alone?"
"I'll be in the kitchen." I walk out into the kitchen and get some food out for us, I'm actually pretty sore from last night too. I hear the door open as I take a bite of the sandwich and They walk out holding hands.
Andy leans in and kisses Lola lightly, oblivious to my presence. I sigh, it was too good to be true anyways. He would never want me again, a 15 year old. I clear my throat and Andy looks up at me, he bites his lip and says, "we're back together."
"That's awesome!" I say as enthusiastically as I can, it's not that convincing.
"Are you moving back in together?"
Andy shakes his head and Lola answers fully, "we've decided it's better to take it slow. You don't know the whole story but we moved pretty quickly. I'm not saying anything else because you're only 15."
I nod and Andy has a bit of a blush creep into his cheeks.

(A/N: so when I originally posted this I forgot a chapter, I'm going to add some of it now but not all of it, just so the next one makes sense.)

Hallie's POV
"I need a ride home. Can you drive me Lola? I know you guys just got back together and stuff. You probably want to spend time together but I have homework." Lola nods and kisses Andy quickly before heading to the door. As soon as she turns around Andy points to his phone and winks at me. I sigh and follow Lola down the stairs, she us drives back home. She ignores my parents, as do I. We walk into our rooms and shut the doors. I pull out my phone to see I got a text from Andy. Andy: hey baby x
Hallie: wrong sister
Andy: No, hallie?
Hallie: Andy? What?
Andy: I still want to see you again. x
Hallie: you're dating Lola.
Andy: I know, but don't you want to see me again?
Hallie: yes but Andy that would be cheating.
Andy: so? I want to be with you
Hallie: it's not right.
Andy: when did what's right ever matter? Last night certainly wasn't appealing to either of our morals..
Hallie: I guess, but still.. You're dating my sister.
Andy: I still want you hallie.
Hallie: I don't know Andy. I don't know if I could do that to Lola.
Andy: :(
Hallie: you have a girlfriend, shouldn't that be enough?
Andy: it would have been if last night never happened.
Hallie: Andy I have to think about it.
Andy: please say yes ;)

What have I gotten myself into?

Lola's POV
I'm back with Andy! I can't believe it! I finally decided to get back together with the man I love. I'm going to text him.
Lola: hey baby <3 miss you already
Andy: hey me too
Lola: want me to come back over?
Andy: can't, record stuff today. Lola: :( I could come back over tonight? ;) Andy: I thought you said we should move slower? Lola: ya. But we did it a few nights ago anyways. Andy: I'm sorry baby but I'm really tired. I need some rest. Lola: :( Andy: :( love you! I have 2 go. I set down the phone and plug in my iPod to the iHome. I turn on unbroken.

Hallies POV
Lola turns on unbroken and starts singing along to Andy's deep voice. I log on twitter and see that Andy tweeted: @andybvb: long talks with @halliesamuels always make things look brighter
@andybvb: @lolasamuels <3 miss you already.
@andybvb: suicide is never the answer, things always work out if you find a way to push through.
@andybvb: you're not alone, we'll brave this storm, lets face today, you're not alone.

I sigh and exit twitter. His Instagram is still the same, as is all the other black veil brides related ones. I get a text from jake.
Jake: thanks for talking to Andy last night.
Hallie: no problem, It's better for him to talk about it with someone who can understand than you guys.. Sry..
Jake: I get it. Hey are Lola and Andy dating again?
Hallie: yes
Jake: does she know he kissed you yesterday?
Hallie: no and I don't plan on telling her.. It'll just make things weird.
Jake: k. Bye. I g2g record.

I sigh and put the phone down, right when the song changes to Carolyn of course! I feel my eyes well up in tears, how could I be crying over a one night stand? That's all it was right? He took my innocence and that's all it was to him. Just sex. Nothing more. 'It felt like more.' I shake away the thought and remember last night, the way he sang to me made me feel special. The way he kissed my scars made me feel wanted. I'm glad Andy did that to me last night, I'm also glad that I didn't get the opportunity to get help. I can still feel his arms wrapped around me, holding me close to him. I still feel the way his lips felt upon mine- the only man I've kissed. Andy was the only person I've done anything romantic with. He's the only person I've kissed, touched, fucked or slow danced with. I don't understand why he did. I know it makes him a pedophile but, I don't care. He makes me feel like I'm cared about. I get a text from Andy:
Andy: still thinking?
Hallie: no. I will Andy, just if Anyone finds out we're both fucked
Andy: we would be either way ;)
hallie: lol.. If things get any more serious with lola, we stop. ok?
Andy: ok.. When do you want to see me again?
Hallie: I'm sore. I don't know.
Andy: do you want to just come over later to hang out? We can watch a movie or something?
Hallie: I thought you just wanted to have sex with me..
Andy: what? Friends can't watch movies together on Sunday nights?
Hallie: oh.. Ya sure.. Could you pick me up but park down the street?
Andy: sure, I'll see you around 6 then.

I look at the clock, it's only 4:30. I have an hour and a half until Andy's going to pick me up. I should wear something sexier than just shorts and a tshirt.. Maybe a dress? No. Skirt? Same.. Steal some of Lola's lingerie? No. That's gross. Maybe I should go shopping soon... I should definitely wear a better bra this time just in case.. I plug in my headphones and listen to the we stitch these wounds album on shuffle, listening to Carolyn twice everytime it comes on. It's 5:15, I should get ready incase he is early. I search through my drawers and find a somewhat push up bra, it's plaid and has a bow in the front. It'll have to do.. I put it on along with a pair of ripped acid wash jean shorts, a tank top and a denim vest. I put on a beanie and my phone lights up.
Andy: I'm here ;)
Hallie: I'm coming, be there in a few.

I slowly open my door, rush down the stairs, and slide out the front door. I fast walk to Andy's car. As soon as he sees me he lights up in a smile, I get in the car and he pecks my lips. "Hey baby." He says and pulls out onto the main road. "Hi Andy, what are we doing at your place today?" "Mmm.. Watch a movie, have some dinner, possibly kiss a bit. Nothing special.." He smirks at me and stops at a red light. He quickly kisses me again before the light turns green. A car behind us honks and he blushes, I do too. He kisses me at every traffic light, usually getting honked at by the driver behind us. When we get to his apartment he stops the car and pulls me into a long kiss. When we pull apart for air he whispers, "honk honk motherfuckers." I giggle and climb out of the car. He drags me up the stairs by the hand and pulls me into a passionate kiss at the top of each flight. Luckily no one else lives in the building full time so no one will question us. As soon as we get in his apartment he grabs my wrists and forces me against the door, smirking cutely. "So, what movie should we watch?" He asks smugly. "I don't know? Do you have any ideas?" He presses his body right up against mine and whispers, "something that we've already seen.." I raise an eye brow at him. He just kisses me roughly against the door, not dropping my wrists. When we break for air I giggle, "are you going to rape me again Andy?"
"Not if you're sore." He says quietly and drops my wrists. He lifts me up and carries me to the couch. "You weigh almost nothing. How much do you weigh?" He asks and sits down next to me. I shrug, "around a hundred pounds. I don't keep track of that stuff." He nods and pulls me closer, he turns on the tv and selects the on demand. "How about the vow?" He asks and turns to me. I burst out laughing. "You're that desperate to make out that you suggest a chick flick!" He shrugs and says, "I thought you might want to watch it." I shake my head and watch him scroll through the movies, "how about a Disney movie?" I joke.
"What one? Cinderella, beauty and the beast, Snow White?"
"I was joking! But if you want to we can.."
"Lets watch Disney movies!" He shouts and clicks on Snow White. It's not even a minute into the movie when he pulls me onto his lap. Only five minutes later does he peck my cheek, only to completely turn me so that I'm straddling him and close the gap between our lips. It quickly turns into a makeout session, we stop when Andy pulls away, "do you want anything to eat? I know I'm hungry.."
"It doesn't really seem like you're hungry for food Andy." I joke and playfully punch his shoulder. "I am hungry for both those things." Andy smirks and winks at me. He lifts me off his lap and pauses the movie. "So I have cereal, or microwaveable food."
"I can cook something if you want? Do you have any eggs?" I suggest. His jaw drops and he shakes his head. "I can't cook to save my life. Neither can.. Anyways I don't buy food I can't make.. I will if you keep coming over though."
"Everyone can make eggs!"
"Not me.."
"Ok. So cereal it is!" We quickly eat and go back to the couch to finish watching the movie. Andy gets some popcorn but it only sits there getting cold, while we kiss for practically the whole movie. Only about halfway through does my shirt come off and Andy's as well. Before the movie ends Andy turns off the tv.
"We weren't watching it anyway. Do you want to go somewhere more comfortable?" I nod and let Andy carry me to the bedroom. He lays me down on the bed and immediately starts kissing me again.

(I don't like what I wrote after this, so skip skip skip...)
(they don't have sex, just make out.)

We get in the car, I pull out my phone and go on twitter, Andy sees this and says, "I wish I could tweet about you."
"Please don't." He nods and says, "I know."
He pulls to a red light and puts on Carolyn, I change the song and he pouts, "it's not as special if we always listen to it."
"That makes sense." He changes It to I am bulletproof, he holds my hand until we pull up to my house. I check to make sure no one is around and peck Andy quickly. He pouts as I climb out of the car and waves. I run back inside and make it into my room without anyone noticing.

Lola's POV
I text Andy;
Lola: hey panda <3 I love what you tweeted earlier.
Andy: thanks, do you want to go do something tomorrow?
Lola: can't. My mom is making me take hallie shopping, then we have to go out to dinner with Elizabeth:(
Andy: aww :( I miss you already.

I hear hallie come in and she sits on my bed. "How's everything going with Andy?"
"Good, we haven't talked much so far. Do you mind if I invite him to come shopping with us?"
She shrugs, "it's fine. I can shop on my own too."
"No," I say excitedly, "we should shop together! It'll be fun, Andy likes shopping sometimes." She nods, "except I need some more bras and stuff so I'm going to do that on my own.."
"Ok.." I say.
She turns to leave but comes back, "Why do you have lingerie?"
"What!" "Andy had it out at his house when I went over to talk to him. Sammi yelled at him for having it out.."
"oh god!" I groan and fall back on my bed. My 15 year old sister shouldn't know what I've done, if she hangs out with bvb her innocent mind is going to be gone in a flash. Ugh. "Also you might not want to take anymore of those pictures with Andy. It's just gross."
She says and turns out of my room, only to yell through the wall, "oh ya Sammi told me that."
I groan and plug in my iPhone and put it on shuffle, unholy comes on. I start singing along to it, then start reading the manual for my new dslr. I got a cannon t3i pretty cheap, it came with a 18-55 mm Lens and a 75-300 mm lens. I set it to manual and adjust the shutter speed, iso, and aperture. After setting the colors to black and white I put it on the tripod and start my homework, I have to take a self portrait using symbolism.
Hallies POV
I roll my eyes at the clicks of the camera traveling through the walls. I decide to text Andy.
Hallie: what's your favorite color?
Andy: black or red.. Why?
Hallie: no reason.
Andy: so I'm going shopping with you guys tomorrow, right?
Hallie: ya. Don't fuck Lola in the changing room.
Andy: why her and not you ;)
Hallie: because she's your girlfriend and she's coming.
Andy: I was joking :P
Hallie: haha.

Lola comes into my room and tells me to go to sleep. I sigh and get into pajamas.
I text Andy again.
Hallie: goodnight Andy
Andy: get some rest ;)

What is wrong with him? More like what is wrong with me! I am still seeing him, maybe I should just tell Lola what happened and stop seeing Andy... But I like being with him. Maybe I'll wait a bit..

Notes

Lody or Anlie? Which will survive? I honestly don't know..
Becoming unbroken is first on the popular thing!! Thanks guys!!!
My family wouldn't leave me alone so I couldn't update earlier. :(
THANKS FOR READING! And I read all the comments but couldn't reply because of my family wanting to shop. :/
-C

Comments

im on chapter 10 right now and this shit is pissing me off. i'm not liking this sister bullshit.. ughhh i want to stop reading because i feel like a bad person but i don't want to stop since this is a really good story..

@We are young and we are strong

Lol your not the only one. I don't know how long since I updated my story Saving Batman.

MoanaBVB MoanaBVB
3/23/14

@MoanaBVB
That's what I would do I write this one completely on my phone... And btw I suck at updating haha

@We are young and we are strong
lol XD I wish I could write stories as long as yours, but I still have to get used to constantly updating. ^.^ But usually I cant be stuffed writing my story at home so I usually write my story on my lunch breaks at school. and/or during class. so yer...

MoanaBVB MoanaBVB
3/23/14

@MoanaBVB
Funny thing is that now I'm having major writers block and can't write anything... But when I was writing this it was like I couldn't stop lol :)