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You left me... broken

Chapter 6

Hallies POV

Sammi stayed over and 'baby sat' all night, we talked for most of it in my room. I can see why she and Lola are best friends..
(Skipping back to when Sammi was over)
"So hallie, any boyfriends I should know about?" Sammi asks, giggling.
"Nope. Single for life over here." I point to myself and giggle a bit. I don't care if I'm single, I'm not one of those girls that obsesses over having a boyfriend or anything. I haven't even kissed anyone for Christs sake. Not like I care though.
"Oh really?" She smirks and raises an eyebrow at me, "so, what was your first kiss like then?"
"These lips are virgins." I giggle again. She gasps jokingly and yells, "shut up!"
"Yep. What about you?"
She gags and says, "lots of teeth, and it felt like I was being choked by his tongue. Not fun."
I gasp and pat her shoulder, "at least you have Jinxx now."
"Ya.." She looks around my room and her eyes land on my bvb poster, "so, how are you going to cover for Lola?"
I shrug, "tell my parents that she's locked in her room crying again. Could you pick the lock?"
She nods and stands up, I follow her to Lola's room. I haven't really been in here without Lola.
"You want to look through her stuff?" Sammi grins and eyes her dresser. I giggle and nod. We start rummaging through her desk and drawers, there's not much interesting stuff until we get to her 'delicates' drawer.
"Oh my god! Why would she have- these!" I say and hold up some lingerie. Sammi takes it from me and holds it up, "for andy I guess? Because I doubt she bought this after leaving him.."
"Gross. It still has the tags on it though." I point to the Victoria's Secret tags hanging off the thing.
"Hmm. I don't know.." She says and shifts through her drawer more. In the back there is another few pieces of sexy clothing. I hold them up curiously and Sammi shrugs.
"I didn't think Lola was like that."
"Hallie, trust me there is a lot you don't know about your sister, and I don't think you would want to either."
"Ooh. You started the gossip you have to spill!" I quickly tell her and pull her back to my room, she sighs and says, "fine. You'll regret asking me this though."
"No I won't."
"You will. Anyways, what do you want to know?" She asks and I remember Andy's tweets about being hacked.
"What happened when Andy's twitter got hacked?"
"Uhhh... I guess you'd find out some how. So Erik hacked Andy's twitter and posted some things on there..."
"What things?"
"Pictures of Andy and your sister, not as bad as you're thinking but pretty bad."
"Wait- what?" I gasp and remember Erik coming over here a week before Lola came home. He was on a computer with my mom, they both gasped at the same time, when I asked what it was she told me to go to my room. I guess it was that.
"It was only them shirtless..." She says quietly, knowing that I was thinking of worse.
"That sucks for Lola.. But it also kind of teaches her a lesson for taking the pictures anyways.."
Sammi looks away and mumbles, "I think Andy took some, she was wearing a bra in those."
"Huh?"
"She, wasn't wearing a bra in some of them.. But she took those pictures." Sammi mumbled and started to mess with the carpet.
"Ok... This is getting awkward.." I sigh and stand up. I raise my arms above my head and stretch, forgetting Sammi's presence for a second. She is staring at my wrists that were exposed due to gravity pulling the frikin bracelets down!
"Hallie, why do you do that?"

Lola's POV
I wake up in Andy's arms again, I can't believe I stayed here for two nights in a row! I miss him holding me like this, maybe I should just ignore what I know is the truth and stay with Andy for a while. I don't want to hurt him though, or hurt him anymore than I have. I can't do this.
"Hey Lola, you are so beautiful. I love you." Andy whispers in my ear, I guess he knows in awake.
"Andy I should get going." I say and tiredly stand up, only to be pulled back down again by Andy.
"It's still really early, you didn't get much sleep. I think you could use a few more hours of rest before you go." Andy says and holds me closer again. I feel my eyes droop back down and I slowly fall back asleep.
I reawaken once again in Andy's comforting embrace. This time I really need to leave. I let out a sleepy groan and mumble to myself, "no.. I don't wanna.."
Andy hears me and he gently touches my cheek, "don't want to what baby?"
I am still half in dream land while I mumble, "I don't wanna go.."
"Then don't." Andy says smugly beside me. I'm still delirious somehow. I sigh and snuggle into Andy more, "I have ta.."
"No you don't.. Just stay here with me." Andy whispers sweetly in my ear.
"Mmm-Kay.." I mumble sleepily into Andy's chest. Kisses my head and whispers, "Lola, will you be my girlfriend again?"
I'm still half asleep, "sure... Just as long I'm still with Anndyy.."
"Of course you will be vampire, I love you. I'll always be with you."
I open my eyes slightly and sleepily smile at him, he smiles down at me. I reach up and leave a light kiss on his soft pink lips. I wake up fully in the middle of our kiss.
"What the hell?" I mutter and look down. I'm not wearing Andy's pants anymore.
"They were huge on you and slipped off in your sleep. Did you know that sometimes you kick when you have a nightmare?" Andy says smiling wide.
"Uh-huh. That's why Biersack." I mutter and slip the sweat pants back on.
"I swear! I'm not ashley." He says and throws his hands up in innocence.
"I'm going home now. I'm sorry Andy." I say and get out of his bed for the last time. He sighs and gets up too, his tattooed arms snake around my waist and pull me close. He pecks my cheek and asks, "why are you sorry?"
Oh god! He believed. I was fucking asleep Andy!
"Because I'm going back to my parents, I'm calling Sammi to pick me up."
"I'll drive you home." He says sweetly and pecks my cheek again. Why doesn't he get it?
"Andy. I'm leaving, I'm sorry. I've told you already. I don't want to hurt you anymore."
"You won't, vampire? Why are you acting like this again?" He asks and looks me in the eyes curiously. That cute head tilt could be the death of me.
"Andy you're not my Panda. I'm not your vampire anymore. I can't hurt you anymore."
He sighs, "but you-"
"Andy I was half asleep. I agree to everything when I'm delirious."
Andy looks down at his feet, shifting his feet and dropping his arms. "You're really going to leave me again aren't you?"
"It's for the best." I sigh and lift up Andy's chin, "keep your head up. Its not the end of the world."
I see tears running down his cheeks, he mumbles, "it's the end of my world Lola. You're my world. My everything."
"Andy, you need to move on. I won't, but you need to. It's for the best."
He sighs again and looks me in the eye, his cheeks are heating up a bit- with anger? "Lola! I don't get it! It's not for the best!" Andy raised his voice a bit, "I love you Lola! You mean everything to me! You fucking promised not to break me like scout and juliet did! You did unintentionally, but I still love you! I want you back! LOLA I STILL LOVE YOU! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO HAVE YOUR HEART RIPPED OUT BY THE PERSON YOU LOVE! I SHOULDN'T BE BEGGING YOU TO TAKE ME BACK BUT I AM!" He yells at me now. I wince a bit. He has the right to be mad at me, I did break him, I broke myself too. "Lola, I love you and I just don't understand.." He whispers and breaks into tears, collapsing on the floor. I know it will only make me feel guiltier but I caused this, I have to comfort him.
"Andy, it'll get better. You know I'm not the only person in the world for you. I just don't want to see you hurt again. I love you Andy." I drop down to where he is and wrap my arms around him.
"Lola, if you loved me you would stay." Andy said through sobs, voice cracking from the emotions swirling inside him.
"I love you enough to let you go."
He just sobs even more, holding onto me tighter with my words.
"Don't let me go." He whispers and cries even harder. I try to make soothing noises but eventually start crying myself. Andy feels one of my tears drop on his shoulder and stops sobbing for a second, he looks up at my tear coved face. His thumb reaches up and lightly brushes away my tears.
"Don't cry. You're the one leaving me." Andy whispers. I let another tear fall before responding, "Andy, do you think this isn't hard for me? Because it is. I have to do this. It's for the best."
"No, it's not." He states firmly before pulling me back into an embrace and erupting into another fit of sobs. I rub my hand up and down his back and rock back and forth a bit, I really don't know how to comfort people. "Shhh.. Andy it'll all be better in the end.. Shhh... Please don't cry anymore baby.."
"Lola, don't leave me here again." He sobs and looks up at me.
"I have to Andy. I have to."
"Stay.." He whimpers and pulls me even closer.
"I can't. I have to go now, Sammi texted me that she's outside." I stand but kneel before him again.
"I love you Andy, this is my final goodbye to you." I say and wrap him into another hug.
"I love you Lola..." He sobs into me. I sigh and place a light kiss on his lips.
"Andy, is there anything I could do to make you feel better? Do you want to feel me up again?" I ask, hurt by the sight of my only true love crying because of me. He shakes his head and just turns away. I collect myself for a moment before picking up the lingerie I had worn. "Do you want this or should I take it?" I ask cautiously. He nods with his back turned to me. I set it down on the dresser and walk out of the room before I can have any second thoughts, I grab my phone and head out the front door, down the steps to Sammi's car. I see her smiling at me until I get closer. I open the door and slide in silently.
"What happened?" She asked, knowing something went wrong.
"I broke his heart again. I'm a dumbass."
"But you love him, he loves you. Why?" She asks and pulls out of the parking space, driving agonizingly slow out to the parking lots entrance to the road.
"Is that Andy!" She asks worried and points to a pale, tattooed man in sweatpants, about to step off the pavement into the Hollywood traffic. I jump out of the car and run over to Andy. I grab his shoulder right as he steps one foot off the pavement. Catching him just in time.
"Andy! Why would you do that?" I ask and pull him back into the parking lot. Not letting go of his shoulder.
"I have nothing without you." He mumbled and tried to break out of my grasp.

Elizabeth's POV

I fucking hate that bitch. Where the hell is she anyways, no one has seen her in 3 days except hallie. I need another way to get her back to him.

Notes

Ok so for those of you who don't get it, Andy tried to get hit by a car. Um remember the info about hallie for later. It's very very important.
Also don't kill me for chapter 9. I'm probably going to put up some more tonight. I'll explain in the next one why I'm spamming you guys :)
thanks for reading! And all the comments! I can't reply because I'm writing;)
-C

Comments

im on chapter 10 right now and this shit is pissing me off. i'm not liking this sister bullshit.. ughhh i want to stop reading because i feel like a bad person but i don't want to stop since this is a really good story..

@We are young and we are strong

Lol your not the only one. I don't know how long since I updated my story Saving Batman.

MoanaBVB MoanaBVB
3/23/14

@MoanaBVB
That's what I would do I write this one completely on my phone... And btw I suck at updating haha

@We are young and we are strong
lol XD I wish I could write stories as long as yours, but I still have to get used to constantly updating. ^.^ But usually I cant be stuffed writing my story at home so I usually write my story on my lunch breaks at school. and/or during class. so yer...

MoanaBVB MoanaBVB
3/23/14

@MoanaBVB
Funny thing is that now I'm having major writers block and can't write anything... But when I was writing this it was like I couldn't stop lol :)