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You left me... broken

Chapter 5


Lola's POV

I wake up once more to see that I am still lying in Andy's arms, it's already dark outside somehow. He shifts beside me and hugs me closer than we were, which I didn't think was possible. I close my eyes again and try to fall back asleep, not wanting to deal with the events to come when we both are awake. His grasp is too tight to wriggle out of, and I will miss the comfort given while I'm within his arms. I shut my eyes once again and fall back into the grasps of a now dream filled sleep.

~dream~
(I'm lying next to Andy, his bright blue eyes looking at me in awe. There are tears running down his cheeks, his pink lips quivering slightly as he says, "how could you?"
"I didn't mean to hurt you Andy.." I stand up and walk to the door. Clothes suddenly appearing on my body and bags in my hands.
"But you did. I trusted you Lola." He sits up and comes to stand next to me, magically wearing a pair of jeans and a loose tank top. He lightly touches my shoulder, the feeling burning my skin. I jump away from him and he just pulls me back.
"Lola, I love you. You broke me. I-" he sighs and turns around, falling to the floor on his knees. Elizabeth is at my side, whispering in my ear, "he's broken. You did this. Leave before it gets worse.")
~dream~
I am startled awake by Andy lightly shaking me. I open my eyes and see him looking down at me concerned.
"Lola, are you ok? You were crying in your sleep.."
"Oh.. I guess I just had a nightmare.." I say weakly and unwrap myself from Andy. I sit up and go to stand but he grabs my arm, lightly pulling me back down.
"Lola, where are you going?"
"Home. I can't stay here Andy. Last night was a huge mistake." I turn to look at him, but have to look away because of the major guilt hanging over my head.
"Lola, I can't force you to stay... But please do, your sister was wrong. You aren't going to hurt me..." He wraps his pale arms around me again and pulls me closer.
"Andy. I need to go. I can't." I sigh and pull out of his grasp. "I can't do this to you andy- I'm not good for you... I'll only end up hurting you more. I left for your own good."
"Lola. You can't leave me again, I know you don't want to, I can see it in your eyes." He pulls me back into his arms again and leaves a soft peck on my lips. I let a few tears run down my cheek, not pulling away for a few minutes. Eventually I have to let him go, I know I don't want to. Andy buries his head in the crook of my neck- not making this any easier on me. I need to leave, even if it hurts us both, the pain of leaving him behind is worth giving Andy the chance to find someone else who is better for him than me. I sigh again and let the tears fall slowly, he lifts his head up and brushes away my tears with his thumb. Andy looks me in the eye and holds my chin up with his finger tips, he closes the gap between our lips into a slow, passionate kiss. I can't let him do this to me, when I'm around Andy I'm putty in his hands. He is the same with me I guess. I pull away first, opening my eyes and wrapping my arms around his neck, sobbing lightly into his chest. Andy pulls me closer, making soothing noises in my ear, until tears of his own start to fall. He knows I'm going to leave.
"A-Andy, I have to- I need to-" my voice breaking from the emotional overload overcoming me. He looks at me with tear filled eyes and whispers, "you don't need to go.."
I pull away from the embrace and stand slowly, this time Andy just sits and watches me silently, too upset to move. Once I've begun to get my clothes up off the floor He finally says, "Lola, it's too late for you to drive home."
"It's fine Andy."
"No, Lola, it's not. It's also pouring outside. You shouldn't be driving in the state either of us are in anyway.. Please just stay here tonight again, for your safety."
"Andy-"
"Lola, I'm not letting you drive home, plus you don't have a car here anyway."
I pick up my phone off the dresser and dial Sammi, it rings three times before she answers.
"Lola! It's 12:00 at night! Why'd you wake me up?" She whines.
"Sammi, I need a ride home... I made a mistake coming to Andy's Last night."
"Lola," she sighed, "I can't come over, it's pouring and too late. You're stuck."
"Sammi.." I whine and she cuts me off.
"Sorry not sorry." And hangs up. I look up at Andy who is curiously watching my conversation. He stands up and engulfs me in a hug. I reluctantly let him. He places his lips on my own once again, this time neither of us pull away from our passionate kiss. He slowly makes his way back to the bed, not breaking the kiss. I pull away and look at the tattoo on my arm. The day before I left. Our love did set me free from the past until Elizabeth came. She always made sense of every situation. I sigh and mumble, "I'm going to sleep on the couch."
"No." Andy whispers and pulls me closer again. I try to break his grasp but the fucking death grip!
"Andy.." I warn and he tightens his arms even more.
"Lola, I'm not letting you. We're in here anyways so why not sleep comfortably." He reasons.
"Then go put some pants on and you can sleep on the couch." I say, defeated.
"Oh no.. I'm staying with you." Andy says smugly and pulls me into another passionate kiss. I pull away, knowing if I let him continue I won't be able to leave.
"Put some pants on."
"Why?" Andy mumbles and loosens his arms a bit.
"Because I said so."
Andy groans, but an idea flashes through his eyes. Not good.
"Fine. I'll wear yours." He smirks and quickly untied my sweat pants and stretches them enough so that he can step in.
"Are you serious?" I groan and pull the extremely stretched sweatpants off of us and leaving them on the floor. I run to his dresser before Andy can grab me again and toss him some boxers. I grab a pair of his sweatpants and put them on myself. He reluctantly puts them on and grumbles, "not fair."
"Andy. What's not fair is that I'm stuck here. I can't do this." I turn to face him and cross my arms. "Andy. I left so I wouldn't hurt you."
"You hurt me by leaving Lola."
"Andy... I know but it's better than me staying and ending up hurting you even more." I sigh and stare at the ground. I shouldn't have become so entranced by Andy last night.
"Lola, I know you're not going to hurt me. You're not that type of person! Your sister messed with your head," he comes over to me and places his hand on my heart, "this, Lola, listen to your heart. Not what has been put into your mind."
He takes my own hand and places it on his chest, right above where his heart is beating inside. The steady rhythm washing a sense of calm over me.
"Andy, I know in my heart.. I love you but I shouldn't stay." I turn away from him and walk to the door of the room. He runs up behind me and grabs my hand.
"Lola, please don't do this to me again." He pulls me back to him and whispers, "I love you. I'm not letting you leave."
I break from his grip and leave the bedroom, I grab a blanket on the way and lay down on the couch. Hoping that a peaceful sleep will help clear my mind. I become delirious soon enough. Andy's arms lift me off the sofa and carry me back to his bed, laying me down before sliding in next to me and wrapping his arms around me. I have no clue what I'm doing, but cuddle into his grasp and wrap my arms around him.
"Goodnight Lola. I'll always love you, no one else.." Andy whisper into my ear as I fall into a deep sleep.

Elizabeth's POV
"Baby, please! I fucking got her back for you! She is all yours! Please.." I wrap my arms around him and pull him closer to my own body. I gently press my lips to his, he only pushes me away again.
What else does he want!
"Elizabeth. I told you, I need her back before I can be with you again. I don't see her anywhere. I haven't spoke to her in months! Eli do this for me." He turned around and ran his hands through his hair, brushing them upwards. Making him even more attractive than before. That lucky bitch doesn't know what she's missing.
"I have to get zoey in half an hour. Do you want me or not." I say calmly. He just shakes his head and sits down in a chair, facing the window.
"I don't Elizabeth." He grumbles. That's my signal that I should leave, if I stay any longer I have no chance of being with him again.
"Call me when you give up on her."

Notes

Kinda short I guess.. I'm messing up with keeping the chapter in order. And expect some ridiculously long ones tomorrow. Like 4x this length I think. Uhhh.. Ya. I'll update again soon.
Tanks for reading, commenting, rating and/or subscribing! It means alot and you guys are hilarious. My sister was looking at me weird earlier because I was trying not to laugh..
Bye for now
-c

Comments

im on chapter 10 right now and this shit is pissing me off. i'm not liking this sister bullshit.. ughhh i want to stop reading because i feel like a bad person but i don't want to stop since this is a really good story..

@We are young and we are strong

Lol your not the only one. I don't know how long since I updated my story Saving Batman.

MoanaBVB MoanaBVB
3/23/14

@MoanaBVB
That's what I would do I write this one completely on my phone... And btw I suck at updating haha

@We are young and we are strong
lol XD I wish I could write stories as long as yours, but I still have to get used to constantly updating. ^.^ But usually I cant be stuffed writing my story at home so I usually write my story on my lunch breaks at school. and/or during class. so yer...

MoanaBVB MoanaBVB
3/23/14

@MoanaBVB
Funny thing is that now I'm having major writers block and can't write anything... But when I was writing this it was like I couldn't stop lol :)