You left me... broken
Chapter 29
Lola's POV
Why am I thinking about ashley so much?
And The two 'lovers' need to quit having sex!
Hallie's POV
I wake up wrapped in Andy's arms, his face is completely relaxed for once. I hear clattering in the hall as someone says, "wake Andy up, he'll want in on this."
"No, he's in Hallie's bunk. We can prank him too." Jakes voice whispers.
"Whatever just get their stuff and the keys." CC says quietly. The three pairs of feet walk out of the bus. As soon as the door closes I shake Andy awake.
"Andy, come on, wake up.." I cooe in his ear, gently shaking him. He groans and pulls me closer, "no."
"Someone's pranking us." I tell him. He jolts awake, sitting up in panic. "Who?"
"Jake cc and someone else, I woke up to them whispering about waking you up to help." I explain, he grumbles, "dicks." And climbs out of the bunk.
He opens up each curtain, simply yanking it as hard as possible. Ashley's bunk is empty so he is with them as well.
"Jinxx! Sammi! Lola! Lauren! Get up!" Andy yells.
"Fuck you biersack." Lola groans and rolls out of bed. "Why'd you wake us up?"
"Because we are getting pranked right now by jake, cc, and ashley. They just walked out of the bus." Andy walks to the front of the bus and opens the door to walk out.
"You aren't wearing pants Andy!" I giggle. Jinxx and Sammi have gotten up and Lauren comes out of the back room.
"They took all my clothes except bras and underwear." Lola exclaims as she sorts through her cubby. "Fucking purdy."
"they took my bag." Lauren says. I check my cubby to find the same result. Andy does his as well to find nothing. Jinxx's cubby is completely empty, Sammi's bag is gone.
"I guess we are wearing pajamas today because those assholes took their own clothes too!" Andy says annoyed after checking the other's cubbies.
"You can't go out there in that Andy. Jinxx either." I say quietly while looking at the floor. "I'm not wearing pants! Just a tshirt." Lola grumbles, "pervs."
"Well, the two of you can't go catch them because we won't let you run because you're pregnant. And hallie is probably worn out anyways because of what you two did last night." Andy interrupts Jinxx, "what are you talking about?"
"Ha! I'm surprised you aren't talking about it. You weren't that loud but we could still hear you." Sammi exclaims.
"We didn't have sex last night..." Andy says slowly. "I didn't even take off her shirt..."
"Stop trying to hide it, we could hear you moaning and hallie was actually really quiet compared to you and Lola." She says while laughing at Lola's reddening face.
"You want to know what we actually did?" I ask.
"Sure... Had sex." Sammi states, rolling her eyes.
"No we kissed. And talked. And cried, and kissed some more. And we basically confessed our love for each other." I feel Andy's hand clasp mine.
"Sure. Because it sounded like you were having sex. And I doubt that you actually did that. Andy?" Sammi says smugly.
"Come on hallie, lets just go get our clothes back." Andy grumbles and drags me off the bus, wearing only his boxers.
"I can't believe her!" He grumbles while walking towards the set up. "She's acting like a completely different person!"
"She is, but Andy it's because she hates me now." I say softly, squeezing his hand, "now that she knows that we're together and that you cheated on Lola with me... That's why."
"WOAH! GET SOME PANTS ON BIERSACK!" Someone yells from behind us. Andy yells back, "I would if I could!"
The person burst out laughing, I don't get a chance to see who it is because we walk away too quickly. There aren't any piles of clothes or 3 men in black anywhere to be seen. We weave through all the tents, asking every person we see if they know where our clothes are. Finally it gets to the point where the only place to look is the very front end where all the fans are waiting to be let in. Andy groans, "I can't believe this."
I peck his cheek, "as long as they know you're mine. It's fine."
He sighs, "then stand further away from me, I don't want to get turned on." I laugh and pull him into a one armed hug before making our way to the front fence. As soon as Andy is in sight people start screaming. He groans, looking down, "this is just awful!"
"You realize there's a picture of you in a bathtub of blood with more skin showing." I smirk. He raises an eyebrow, "how did you just remember that off the top of your head."
"Former fangirl.. Remember?" I joke, "and I think it's hot, I have a screenshot of it."
He smiles at me and bends down to kiss my cheek. His hand squeezes mine as he whispers, "so how would you be reacting if you were them?"
"Hmm... I would be screaming of course, not even realizing you are wearing boxers until you get closer.. Then I would be freaking out on the inside as well, taking pictures on my phone to upload later. Also I would be jealous of me." I ramble, grinning, "I'm a quiet fangirl though, so like with a lot of these bands I don't think I should be allowed to try to talk to them."
Andy smirks, "Why didn't you fangirl the first time you met me then?"
"Because I wanted you and Lola back together. I knew I had to remain calm, and plus you weren't exactly the band I had been dying to meet for years.. Lola actually shows me you guys." I realize how Ironic it is that I wanted Lola and Andy back together then, but now I'm with him. This is just messed up.
"This story is going to be an interesting one to tell this guy." Andy chuckles and places a hand on my stomach.
"Ya... When he or she is older.. A lot older." I mumble. Then an idea pops in my head, "You know, I think this would be hilarious if we put our story up on a fanfiction site and change the names and everything.."
"Hmm... That's actually hilarious, I wonder how everyone would react to it.." Andy smiles, thinking about something. "We should do that."
He bends down and presses his lips to mine for a second. "It would have to start with how you and Lola got together." I mumble. "That way the whole thing would make sense."
"Ya.." He sighs, "that's pretty interesting as well.. Hey! There's our clothes!" Andy runs towards all of our duffle bags which were lined up against the fence, evenly spaced along it.
"They expect us to not kill them."
It doesn't help that this is the LA date and people I recognize from school are standing right by my bag, including skylar, as well as brad, trey, and another kid. I doubt they even know any of the bands.
"Hey hallie do you want me to carry your bag?" Andy asks while I follow him to his own. "No, just the people in line who are by my bag go to the same school as me."
"Oh." He mumbles while picking up his bag. "I'll carry your bag anyways. You are pregnant."
Andy hangs his bag over his shoulder while grabbing my hand with the other arm. I smile at him, pecking his lips lightly before getting to my bag.
"Oh my god! Hallie?" Skylar squeals when we are a yard or two from my bag. Andy stops in his tracks as he sees trey, I keep pulling him along. "Ya, uh hi skylar." I mutter before bending down to pick up my bag. Andy's glare never leaves trey.
"I'm just curious, why are you two here?" I ask brad and trey.
"I'm here with my girlfriend." Trey answers, grabbing onto skylars hand. "And we have nothing to do." The other kid answers dully.
"oh and this is Andy, my-" I look to Andy for approval before continuing, he shrugs, "I'm posting it on twitter once I get some clothes on."
"This is my boyfriend Andy." I finish. Skylar's eyes widen as she processes what I just said. "But you dated her sister... You're 7 years older than.." She mumbles. Andy shrugs, "love is love. Age is just a number."
He pulls me closer and places his free hand on the small of my back. "And if you're wondering why I'm not wearing pants it's because three assholes pranked us." He grumbles.
"Oh, I was wondering that.." Brad says quietly.
"Yep, it's also a good thing that we didn't sleep-" I quickly shut my hand over his mouth before he can finish. "No."
Andy licks my hand childishly and I pull it away, wiping it on him. He stuck his tongue out at me and quickly finished, "naked like cc."
"Ya... Who's cc?" Brad asks. He actually seems a lot nicer than I thought he was. I guess just not being around the gerks who he's friends with makes him act nice.
"The drummer in my band." He explains. I look at the time on my phone, I have an hour to get the tent set up!
"Andy I have to go. I'm guessing I'll see you guys later." I tell them, "I'm working at the bvb merch tent if you want to stop by.."
Andy waves to them as we walk away. "They are nicer than I thought." I say quietly as we walk back through the tents, Lauren runs up to us yelling, "where the hell are my clothes!"
"Fence." Andy points at it and keeps walking. He says quietly before we get on the bus, "Sammi and Lauren are hanging out at the Merch tent today because it will be packed. If she says anything just tell me ok and I'll be right there."
I nod, Andy pulls me into a long, slow kiss as the door opens and Jinxx comes out. "Where?"
"Fence."
"Of course the most humiliating area!" He grumbles before yelling, "Sammi come on, they're at the fence!"
She rushes off of the bus, ignoring us.
"We have the bus to ourselves then." Andy smirks as he walks in after me. "I think we should shower."
"No time. Andy, I have to set up the tent." He simply sets down his bag and grabs a pair of jeans. "Suit yourself, I thought we would save water. And I mean literally this time."
I roll my eyes and grab his jeans from him. "No, you're wearing leather pants because Sammi, Lauren and I are all going to be watching side stage and they are frikin hot."
I pull out a pair of his black leather pants with nothing on them. I find his prophet vest as well as a cut up batman tank top and a metal belt and hand it to him. "Wear this, please?" I smile at him hopefully. "It's too hot!" He whines, "maybe in New York or something."
I roll my eyes and hand him back the jeans. "Fine baby."
"Love you too hallie." He smirks, pecking my lips before getting in the shower. I throw my bag down on my bunk, fishing through it to find my black veil brides rosary because I'm wearing a of mice and men shirt. I choose a random pair of shorts and a black veil brides belt because I feel bad for not wearing their shirt today. I hear humming coming from the shower as Andy takes his time. The humming soon turns into singing, growing louder and louder by the minute. I have to record this!
I open the camera and begin recording as he begins another song.
"Well lets pack our bags and head west
Where the cities only breed evil, yes,
The entertainment news becomes approach
But sex, drugs, and ballads wake a dog
(Woo Woo Woo)
Sex and Hollywood, Sex and Hollywood
(Woo Woo Woo)
Sex and Hollywood, Sex and Hollywood
(Woo Woo Woo)
Sex and Hollywood, Sex and Hollywood
(Woo Woo Woo)
Sex and Hollywood, Sex and Hollywood
(Woo Woo Woo)"
Andy pauses and yells, "hey hallie have you seen the shampoo?"
"It should be in there." I shout back.
"Nope."
"Check under the sink."
"That's wasting water. Can you?"
"I have my own in my cubby you can use. And no I'm not your slave."
I rustle through my cubby until I find the small shower kit I brought. I keep my phone in my back pocket as I walk into the bathroom and say, "hey. I have it."
"Just bring it here. I'm too soaked to get out." He asks and peeks his head out of the curtain. "It's not like you haven't seen it all before anyways."
I roll my eyes and hand him the kit, he smiles while saying, "thank you m'lady."
And kissing me quickly. "I'm going to do my makeup and stuff in here alright Andy?"
"Ya babe." He says quietly. Two seconds later I hear, "shit! Shampoo in my eye! Goddamnit!"
I giggle while putting on eyeliner on my waterline, "Hallie? Do you mind if I sing?"
"No, go for it. Why would I tell my favorite singer not to sing?" I laugh, then start adding eyeshadow. I pull my phone out of my pocket, it's still recording. I set it against the wall, filming the shower curtain.
"I feel your body crawl
Pale flesh for my devotion
True pain was all you ever meant
Love would be our last emotion
Woah oh oh oh...
I'm screaming out
Can you hear me
I bleed for you
Forever I will lie awake
I would Die For You
I see the truth
I've given you my heart to break
I would Die For You
With every breath I feel you there
Forbidden love is falling
Your eyes sing despair
I bleed for you
Forever I will lie awake
I would Die For You
I see the truth
I've given you my heart to break
I would Die For You"
I sigh at the end of the song, I am incredibly lucky to have Andy as a boyfriend.
"Andy, be quieter!" Lauren yells from the bunk area.
"Fuck you!" He sings. Peeking his head out he asks. "Can you get my towel for me, I don't think Lauren would appreciate me walking out there naked."
I groan, "you forget everything."
"Yep. Except I remembered clothes at least."
I chuckle while walking to his cubby to get the towel. Lauren sees me and raises an eyebrow.
"What?"
A small smile appears on her face, "nothing just you guys seem like you've dated for a while. Not only a month."
"Really?" I ask, "why?"
"Because you just do. It's a good thing though, don't worry." She turns back to her phone, "I'm going to go find and kill my own boyfriend though right now. See you later."
We walk off in opposite directions of The bus. I go to give Andy the towel when he asks, "can you turn off the camera so I can get out?"
Crap.
"How did you know I was recording you sing?" I ask slowly. He chuckles and steps out of the shower, grabbing my towel to dry himself off. "It's pretty obvious the way you had it set up."
He wraps the towel around his hips loosely, soon he grabs my phone and takes a mirror selfie of him with the towel ridiculously low, showing lower than his v-line, and me with my makeup half done in the background.
"How cute." I say sarcastically and finish my makeup.
"I wasn't going for cute." He says smugly while putting his pants on, "I was going for sex."
"Sex isn't an adjective!" I sing song while putting on mascara. "Oh yes it is."
Andy quickly gets dressed, then grabs my eyeliner. Before I realize anything Andy is drawing a stitch along my cheek.
"Thanks now I have to explain to your fans why I'm wearing your makeup."
"Ok." Andy grins and kisses my opposite cheek. "
I giggle while pecking his cheek back, I have to stand on my tip toes to barely reach his cheek. His warpaint gets on my lips, as I look back in the mirror to finish my makeup I see black smeared on my normally plain lips.
"You smudged it!" He laughs while redoing the black paint.
"Maybe you should get dressed first." I giggle while nodding to his towel. He shrugs, "it makes no difference. I have to put the paint on anyways."
"Hey can I come in and get my makeup on?" Lauren asks, accompanied by a knock on the door, "Sammi, Jinxx, Lola, and I all need to get ready and you're hogging the bathroom."
I open the door a bit and walk out, "Sure but Andy's still in a towel. He won't get dressed."
"Hey! Hallie!" Andy whines.
I turn back to face where he's standing in the doorway. Lauren rolls her eyes, squeezing past Andy with her makeup in hand. "I have to get to the tent."
"No you don't..." He says smugly, taking his time with walking back up to where I am to wrap me in a hug. Andy places his lips on mine for a few seconds until Lola hisses, "get some pants on."
Andy sighs, waltzes back into the bathroom and shuts the door.
"You shouldn't be with him." She turns on me. "He was my boyfriend hallie. You had to go and steal him out from under me."
"That's a sexual reference isn't it." I joke, her glare just worsens, "I can't even be in the same room as you now. He fucked my baby sister, the one I was worried about losing her innocent mind if she was friends with my friends. Well, it seems that it's not your innocent mind is the only thing lost."
"Lola, do you realize that the first time we had sex I forced her into it." Andy says from behind me. He only has his pants and belt on. "I don't think you should be telling anyone that Andy." I mutter.
"He raped you?" She asks, her voice suddenly small. I shake my head, "more like half rape because I basically let him. I knew I wasn't as strong as him and I ended up enjoying it anyways. You know how Andy is..."
She scoffs, "I actually don't think I do."
Andy sighs, he bends down and whispers, "I love you, good luck today"
"I should be wishing you good luck. And I love you too." I tease and reach to ruffle his hair.
"Bye." We quickly kiss, ignoring Lola before I leave.
I am the first one at the tent of course, the boxes are all in the trailer for me to carry out. I groan and start unloading the boxes, this isn't something a pregnant person should be doing on her own.. Or even a fifteen year old girl.. I hear laughter as cc, jake, and Ashley all walk up to the tent.
"Assholes."
Ashley starts helping me unload the boxes. "You shouldn't be doing this alone, where is everyone?"
"Well because of you dicks they're getting dressed." I grumble, "and I don't think that Sammi would even be allowed to help, Jinxx probably wouldn't let her."
"Oh right.. You really shouldn't be doing this alone!" Jake exclaims As he picks up a box.
"Lauren's pissed at you CC." I mumble as he starts carrying out the display.
"Whatever."
"I think that it's incredibly rude to make Andy and Jinxx walk around in only boxers trying to find their clothes. Especially right by the fence where all the fans are lined up." I tell them while laying out the forms that we right the sales on, and the money box. "And Lola was only wearing a tshirt. You know you weren't very quiet either. You woke me up."
"Well we heard you guys have sex last night." Jake says loudly. "It wasn't the ideal noise I want to fall asleep to."
"Ugh. We didn't have sex lay night! We just kissed!" I exclaim.
"Sure hallie... Sure.." Ashley smirks, setting down the box he was carrying.
"Whatever." I snap, rolling my eyes at ashley. I turn to jake, "Tell Ella I'm sorry about that.."
"it took a while to explain the situation..."
I feel someone's fingers interlace with mine. The man next to me holds out his phone, "Hallie, I'm about to tweet this, will you read it over first?"
"sure."
Andy slips the black iPhone into my empty hand, on the notes page it reads:
Dear bvbarmy,
I promised more information on my personal life, so here it is:
so, I have a girlfriend. Her name is Hallie, a lot of you may recognize her from some pictures on Instagram. Please do not be disrespectful to Her, especially this time. I love her with all my heart and she means the world to me. We may have even more information about my personal life again really soon but for now, congratulate Jinxx and Sammi!
-Andy
"That's fine, ya." I mumble, handing him back the phone, "but did they tell everyone that she's pregnant?"
He nods and pulls up a tweet from last night.
@jinxxbvb: my wife Sammi is 6 weeks pregnant! Soon to be a few little bvb kids running around! :)
He retweets it when I finish reading, then posts the picture of the notes page with:
@andybvb: personal life again :)
The responses he gets when he posts the picture are immediate. I read them over his shoulder as they come:
@fearlessbvbarmy: Can you tag her?
@another_random_user: she's like 15 I met her at warped!
@someoneelse: awww congrats Andy! You sound cute together
@username: you and @halliesamuels are so cute! That's her right?
@username: no it can't be, she's 15.
Andy places his hand on my back as we scroll through the comments. "Can I post a picture of us?" He asks quietly. "Of us right now?"
"Sure, I think the gates are about to open though." I answer. Andy opens the camera and holds it in front of us. He smirks while turning his lips against my cheek. My mouth curls onto a small smile as he whispers, "I love you."
After he takes the picture, he looks at the camera roll, "nope. I look creepy."
He does look creepy in that picture....
"Ashley! Can you take a picture for us?" Andy shouts to the bassist who is talking to cc and jake.
"Fine. Pain in the ass." He smirks and walks over to where we are.
"Are you sure? I walked around in my boxers for half an hour, ass." Andy smirks, handing ashley the camera.
"Ok Biersack, tell me when." Ashley says, annoyed.
Andy wraps his arms around my waist loosely, pulling me closer. I wrap my hands around his neck, standing on my tip-toes so I can place my lips upon his. The light kiss lasts until Ashley calls out, "done." I come down off my toes and unwrap my arms from his neck. Andy smiles as he looks at the picture of us kissing. "It's cute hallie." He tilts the phone so that I can see, it is adorable. His light grasp on my waist and my own hands around his neck make the kiss look more intimate than the light kiss we are sharing. "What are you going to comment with it?"
He smirks, "fuck you. Age is a number."
"What?" That doesn't work with such a great picture.
"I'm joking. It's: Age is just a number, love doesn't involve math. I love you hallie. <3." Andy reads off his phone as he types. "Do you want me to tag you?"
I shrug, "why not. I'm commenting on it anyways. I love the caption by the way." Andy smiles and shows me as he posts the picture. First comment is:
@bvbfangirl8: Awww
Most of the first comments are just aww or <3. Then people start criticizing us for the age difference or the fact that I'm not good enough for Andy. After a while the commenters start realizing I'm Lola's sister.
"Andy. They aren't going to like me at all because I'm not a normal girlfriend. Andy a lot of your fans are older than me." I sigh, he wraps his arm back around my waist and says quietly, "They're just jealous honestly. They don't even know you Hallie."
I nod solemnly, I would be jealous too but they still won't like me because I'm not like Lola, or juliet, or I think he said scout was his other ex. "But still. And you sound really cocky." I giggle and playfully hit his chest. "It's not cocky if its true." Andy smiles reassuringly, "see someone just commented 'jealous!!' Come on, they'll love you once they get to know you."
"I know not everyone will like me of course, it's just that I don't want all of your fanbase to hate your girlfriend." I point to a comment.
@piercethebvbarmy__; Andy you can do so much better than her. She's 15, not even very pretty, she's Lola's sister and you two were perfect together. That's actually gross that you are dating someone that young. I really hope this is some kind of joke and that you're messing with us. Because you said, 'friends can kiss too.' I think we all are hoping that this is just some sick joke.
"I'm replying to that." Andy mutters as he starts typing;
@andybvb: @piercethebvbarmy__ it's not a joke. Hallie is my girlfriend, I love her so much it's not even funny. Lola and I weren't meant to be so I ended it. It just so happens that Hallie is her sister and 15. I also happen to think that Hallie is beautiful, inside and out. Physical appearance isn't relevant at all anyways, I love her for her.
@andybvb: to everyone who is commenting negative opinions about our relationship, please keep them to yourself. Hallie and I are actually reading most of the comments currently, she is worried that the bvbarmy will not like her. Please at least keep your opinions to yourself for other reasons than just being disrespectful alright?"Andy, thank you." I mumble as he puts his phone back into his pocket. His tattooed arms embrace me into a tight hug, "People shouldn't think it's ok to insult you or I like that. I doubt that any of them will be confident enough to say it to your face." Two of his fingers lightly lift my chin up so I am looking into his amazingly blue eyes, "I love you Andy."
"I love you too Hallie." Andy's eyes flick away from mine for a second as the noise of the crowd gets closer to the tent. When Andy's eyes rest on mine again, they glance at my lips briefly, then into my eyes again. "Let me get in one last kiss before you have to work ok?"
The fingers under my chin move to cup my cheek as we close the gap between our lips slowly.
"Just fucking hurry up and kiss! There's already a line!" Lola yells from the other side of the tent.
Andy's lips meet mine, softly. As soon as they do, people in the line start making quiet, 'aww's. I pull away and start cracking up, I lean my forehead on his chest because I would fall over from my silent laughter.
"What's so funny? I thought I was a good kisser?" Andy jokes, before beginning to laugh as well.
"It's- so- ironic!" I choke out, finally able to calm down my laughter enough. The smile on my face widens as I look to see everyone in line smiling at us.
"I play at three again so, I'll come back here before then with Jinxx and cc. We have some press to do right now." Andy tells Sammi, Lauren, and I. "Bye! I'll see you guys later."
As soon as he walks away I help the next person in line. Since the four of us are working, it's going much faster.
"You two are really cute together." The girl I'm grabbing a bathing suit for tells me shyly, "I saw what people were commenting on his Instagram. Don't listen to them." She smiles at me as she walks away. Most of the people I help through the day don't say anything about Andy and I. Sammi gets lots of congratulations, Lauren has had many fans tell her that cc and her are hilarious. The fans that are helped by Lola are usually saying that they're sorry about what happened and that she is a better couple with Andy than us.
"Hallie! I saw the picture andy posted on Instagram, it was so cute!" I turn to see skylar is the next person in line, she has trey's hand in hers as well as the two others trailing them.
"Thanks." I mumble, suddenly feeling shy.
"Did you get the three guys back yet?" Brad asks from behind her. I simply shake my head. Lauren hears him and says, "I'm getting cc back by sleeping in your bunk tonight if that's ok hallie?"
"Ya, it's fine." I shrug.
Skylar raises an eyebrow, "are you and Andy already sharing bunks?"
Trey's eyes widen as I'm assuming he realizes that Andy was serious that day. Brad's other friend who's name I still don't know has the same expression.
"Uh, we did last night because his was a mess. But there's a room in the back with an actual bed and small lounge area that we rotate being able to sleep in. Tonight it's my turn, last night it was Lauren and CC's." I answer, feeling my cheeks heat up as I explain it. "You know we should hang out sometime this summer, warped ends August 4th."
A smile grows on her face as she nods, "ya! Definitely. Oh, and can I buy that shirt?"
I grab skylar the black bvb warped tour shirt from a box, exchanging the money for it. "What's your phone number?"
"I'll put it in. I don't want anyone to hear it." I tell her quietly. "Just text me so I have your number! Bye!" I call as she leaves.
The next few hours go by slowly. I am a sweat covered mess by the time Andy returns with a guitarist and drummer. "Lola, you can handle this on your own right?" Sammi asks, putting a hand on her shoulder. Lola just shrugs, "it's my job."
The show was amazing, Andy kept coming side stage to kiss me at random times.. They played the remix of Carolyn first, it ended up bringing tears to my eyes as Andy kept his gaze on me the whole time he sang.
The rest of the day went by fairly quickly, by the time we had shut down the tent I was exhausted. Andy grabbed my hand as soon as the trailer was loaded, leading us back to the bus. "It's so hot!"
"I know!" I groan, "I'm dying."
"I'm glad I didn't wear the leather pants you picked out." Andy chuckles. "Hey, we get the room tonight."
"I'm exhausted already Andy." I mumble. "Lets just hang out for a while first."
"I'm fine with that." He opens the door to the bus, letting me step in first. "I'm going to grab my computer ok?"
He meets me in the back room seconds after I sit on the built in seat. He sits down next to me, pulling out his phone.
"I think we should make a Vlog." Andy says while typing on his phone. "You know, introduce you to the fans for real?"
"Sure.. I'm really camera shy though."
Andy smiles and opens up the laptop, "Have you ever watched any of my old vlogs? They're kind of embarrassing but--" I cut him off at that, "Show me them then!"
Andy pulls up a video called 'Andy6 Vlog #1' and presses play:
the younger version of Andy is sitting on a couch when his deep voice comes on, "Hey what's going on guys, uh I'm making my first Vlog, or video blog... I don't really know what they're called. I kinda feel like it's lame to say Vlog, that's what everyone that's been emailing me about it has been saying so.. Um, again, I've been getting requests to do something like this. I don't really know how often I'm going to do it because, to be honest I'm really not that interesting. I don't have a whole lot.. The only news I have is that black veil brides will be coming back with shows starting in April, we got a big announcement coming soon.. Um, we have a whole bunch of new songs coming up, show dates, we'll probably go out on the road starting in the summer. Live dates posted soon. Other than that chance and I have another video planned soon, it's going to be pretty ridiculous. We should probably have that up by, in the next three weeks or so after we record it and edit it and everything. I got a new camera for my laptop- I got a new laptop and it's got a camera on it so now- so now I can be cool like the rest of everybody and record these videos. Hopefully, uh maybe you could watch them, er- you know or maybe- maybe then you know like, copy them and talk about my hair and my makeup. Or- you know, I don't know maybe they can make videos of it and then- and then they can replicate what I do, only make it seem like what I did was terrible and gay. Maybe that can happen. Or maybe you can enjoy it, it's up to you really. Or you can watch my proof video which I realize. I want to clarify something about my proof video, when I made that I was watch a lot of Mr. Show and kids and halls and a lot of uh.. Really dry but ridiculous humor shows..."
"oh god I was dumb." He groans as the younger him begins to talk about MySpace and how his pictures are everywhere. Andy pauses it with reddened cheeks, "that's enough of embarrassing myself."
"I thought it was funny." I giggle, "you're blushing!"
Andy's face gets even redder as I say this, "Ok, uh.. Lets make a live stream then. Then we can talk to fans and stuff."
"Ok." Wait, that means I'm going to be on the camera live, talking to the fans. Umm, great..
"So do I need to make an account or do you have one?" He ask as he pulls up the website. "I have one." He places the laptop on my lap so that I can log in as he types a tweet on his phone.
@andybvb: Doing a live stream with @halliesamuels soon. Tweet us questions using #askhallieandandy
@andybvb: I'll tweet right before it starts.
I retweet his tweets as soon as I log in, adding:
@halliesamuels: username= samuelsis3 "@andybvb: I'll tweet right before it starts."
"Lets get something to eat before this though." Andy says right before cc knocks on the door, "are you both dressed?"
"Ya!" we both yell at the same time.
"Can I come in?"
"sure." I yell back as the door opens.
"I'm surprised you aren't doing it..." He mutters.
"No we're doing a live stream in a bit, our fans aren't being very.. Uh.. Respectful of hallie." Andy sighs, "I think they'll like hallie once they get to know her..."
"Oh, that's a good idea. We're ordering pizza and I just wanted to know if you wanted any?" Cc asks as someone yells from the front, "CC do they?"
"Ya, sure. Just let us know when it's here." Andy answers for me as I nod.
Cc nods, walking out, shutting the door behind him.
"So lets pick out some questions then before we go on the live stream..." He notices my nervousness and asks quieter, "What's wrong?"
"Andy, they aren't going to like me." I sigh, "I'm not the normal band girlfriend that is also around the same age, and is in some type of creative business. I'm not the tall, model pretty, and fashionable one. Andy I'm a 15 year old-" I don't want to admit it, but I don't know how to say it any other way, "'scene' girl. Just like most of them."
Andy puts his hand on my knee and looks into my eyes, "Normal is boring. You aren't necessarily 'model pretty' but that's not a bad thing, you are beautiful hallie. Despite what anyone says you are gorgeous, fucking beautiful. And since when did fashion ever matter Hallie? Or height? And the age difference with us is the same between ashley and I, and juliet was 5 years older than me. You are amazing and if they can't see it, their loss."
"Andy, I'm sorry I'm all mopey today." I sigh and wrap Andy into a tight hug, placing a kiss on his cheek before letting go.
"It's fine. I'm clingy so it's not like it bothers me." Andy's smile appears as he places his hands on my stomach, "can we take the picture before we forget?"
"Yep." I hop off the couch, walking over to the only plain wall in the bus. I bunch up my shirt to my bra line again, facing sideways against the wall. Andy quickly takes the picture before coming up and trying to take off my shirt, I stop him before he can. "Based on what happened yesterday, I don't think so."
He looks away guiltily and mumbles, "sorry."
"It's fine Andy." I quickly pull off my shirt, his eyes wander back to me- well my chest, as I do. He quickly takes the picture before placing his hands on my stomach, "So when you move in with me, what are you going to do about school? Are you still going to go, or drop out, or is there another way to do it so you could tour with us?"
"Andy I'm not going to drop out. I'm just going to still go, I might be able to get time off after I have the baby but I don't know how long for.." His hands are cold against my stomach, it's kind of uncomfortable standing here in a bra.. "Would I be sleeping with you?" I ask nervously, it just seems so adult like, so far away.
"Yes, of course! Unless you don't want to?.."
"I want to, the idea of it seems so far in the future, something that is meant for adults. Which I'm not."
"I get that..." He mumbles, "But then we can easily cuddle every night, or something more." He jokes, adding a wink which causes a giggle to come from my mouth.
"I think we're going to have to make black veil brides maternity clothes soon for both you and Sammi." He chuckles, "You know, I like this bra on you. It's very sexy, almost too much."
"Hey, maybe I should get a shirt back on because I don't think all of your fans would appreciate me to be wearing only a bra on top. Or to see your eyes staring there either." I pull his hands off my stomach lightly so I can throw my shirt back on.
"We should pick out some questions."
I follow Andy back to where we were sitting, instead of sitting on the couch, Andy pulls me onto his lap. I pull out my phone and start looking under the hashtag, as does Andy.
@bandfangirl: #askhallieandandy where are you from?
@asdfghjkluser: how did you guys meet? #askhallieandandy
Andy starts putting the questions into a notes page, so I do as well. "There's going to be a chat thing on the side also I think. So people can ask things there too."
"Should we start it or wait for the pizza?" He asks while pulling up the website on the computer.
"Lets just start it. But tweet it first."
He nods and tweets:
@andybvb: live stream in 10 minutes or less. Username is Samuelsis3
"can I post the picture of our feet in the bath on Instagram?" Andy asks into my ear. "Ya, course."
He posts it quickly with:
@andybvb: we're doing a livestream in 10 minutes. No we aren't doing it from the bath... @halliesamuels <3
We get lots of 'aww' and 'cutes' mixed in with 'gross you're 7 years apart' and 'you took a bath with her? Pedo.'
"So we should just start that livestream then?"
"Uh.. Ya.." I mumble while clicking the button to start the livestream. Immediately the chat portion starts flooding with questions and comments. I set the computer further away so that they can see both of us and I move off of Andy's lap. He pouts, "but I want you on my lap.."
"Too bad, I think your fans want to see your amazing face." I lightly pat his cheek before turning to the computer to put the microphone on.
"Hey guys it's Andy," Andy starts as soon as I'm done adjusting everything. "And this is my girlfriend Hallie." He grabs my hand, giving it a squeeze. "I know a lot of you probably don't like her because of her age, but I hope you will just like I do. Well, hopefully not exactly how I do because... you know, I don't want you hav-" I cover his mouth at this point.
"That's enough andy..." He licks my hand childishly. I pull it away and wipe it on him squealing, "don't lick me!"
He opens his mouth to say something but I beat him to it, "that's not what I meant!"
"Hallie, I think we both hope that's not what you meant." Andy says smugly. "Anyways, we're answering some of the questions you tweeted us, as well as if we catch any questions in the sidebar that you ask." He pulls out his phone, "so first question is from @blackveilfan4 on twitter: how did you guys meet?"
"Let me answer this one," I smirk, Andy nods, "so after Lola left Andy for the two months she moved back home with our parents and I. I didn't know that she dated Andy, even though I was a huge fan of bvb she managed to keep it a secret. Until one day I found the video of her and Andy's piercings getting stuck together. She told me what happened, then started moping so I decided to trick them into getting back together. Umm, well I tweeted Andy, then got his number from her phone. I told him that Lola wanted him to come over, and Lola had asked Sammi to come over so when he got there before her she didn't realize it. Uh ya... We didn't really talk but that's the story."
Andy is watching the comments on the side bar that are flashing by, "no we aren't going to tell you how we got together."
That would be interesting to tell.
"@bandfangirl asked where we are from..." Andy continues, "I'm originally from Cincinnati, or Milwaukee according to Wikipedia. Hallie is from LA."
The comments are still asking how we first got together, but some are talking about the cities Andy listed. "Umm no we're on the bus, there's a back room." I answer one of the comments I am able to catch.
"Oh!" Andy lights up, "so the back room has a somewhat normal bed.." He lifts up the laptop and faces it toward stage bed on the other side of the room, then back to us. "To decide who gets it CC made a wheel which is on the door. Tonight it's...." He pauses, looking at me asking, "is it mine or yours?"
"Uhh.. Lets just look at the wheel?" I suggest, "wait! We should give them a tour of the bus!"
"Ya! Do you guys want us to?" Andy asks the camera. The comments blow up with 'yes' and 'YA!!!'. We stand up, Andy holding the laptop so it's facing frontwards, and we leave the room. "This is the wheel, it's my night tonight. But that doesn't really matter if its either of ours because we're sharing it anyways." He says smugly while filming the back of the door, he gets a small glare from me for that. "These are the bunks." I say quietly while running over to mine. "Is everyone clothed!?" I shout. I receive yes's from the front of the bus and jake in his bunk. "Ok, so this is my bunk." I fling open the curtain and Andy walks over to film it. "This is jake's." I say while opening his curtain.
"What are you doing!" He asks, startled.
"Livestream, a bus tour."
He nods and closes the curtain.
"Andy's.." I open his curtain, "yep batman sheets and a mess." I smirk, Andy turns the computer to face him, "I might be messy but then I get to share a bunk with Hallie."
"Umm.. This is CC's above Andy." I open his up. Next I open Jinxx, Ashley's (but shut it immediately).. Lola's which is a mess of cords and papers for her classes. I don't open Jon's because he decided to move to the other bus.
"Those are the bunks, next is the bathroom which is highly toxic from hairspray." I tap on the door but quickly move to the front lounge where everyone is talking.
"Hey we're on live stream!" I announce from the doorway, they all look up from their phones or book and wave. "Hey guys.." Lauren says warily as we sit down and put the computer on the table, "I thought you had the room."
"I wanted to introduce Hallie to everyone." Andy explains while sitting on the seat, he pulls me onto his lap before I can say anything.
"Why are you out here then?" Lola asks while playing with the ties on one of her bracelets, "shouldn't you be just talking to your fans and stuff in there?"
"We're giving them a tour of the bus."
"Sammi they want you to show them if you have a baby bump." Andy notices while looking at the side bar, his eyes bulge as he reads, "they want you to compare it to Hallie since she's not pregnant and the smallest here.."
"How about Lola so you can really tell." I mumble quietly. "You won't be able to really know because I'm shorter and they have a similar body type."
Lola smirks as she leans over and says, "no hallie they want you."
"Lola, you know I'm not comfortable doing that. I'm not comfortable with my body." I have to make an excuse and that's what popped into my head.
"Maybe Andy should just tell them why." Sammi says smugly from the other side of the bus, "I mean it's not like you can't keep it a secret forever. Since you know, it'll show."
"Thanks for telling everyone I'm gaining weight!" I snap, it's not entirely a lie, baby weight.
"Hallie, lets just go back to the room." Andy whispers in my ear, just as Lola mocks, "it's ok baby, I still think you're cute." Putting emphasis on baby.
"But what kind of weight hallie? Because you don't seem to be getting fat anywhere?" Sammi flashes a devious smile as Jinxx puts a hand on her shoulder, "that's enough Sammi. They can tell everyone when they're ready."
"Hallie, come on. It's clear that we aren't welcome here." Andy says and stands up, grabbing the laptop. He follows me to the room, putting the computer back where it was. The feed is blowing up with 'what just happened', 'what did Sammi mean?', and 'are the rumors that Hallie's pregnant true?'.
"Should we just tell them?" I whisper, defeated. Andy shakes his head, "I don't think we're ready to tell them."
"@grace_43 asked how long we have been together." Andy reads out, "about a month or a little bit longer. 5 or 6 weeks?"
I nod as the feed goes absolutely silent. Not even one viewer comments.
"Yes, I cheated on Lola with her sister. It's not uncommon to cheat in when you're any amount of famous alright? But I am never cheating again, Lola and I just weren't meant to be. And I love Hallie, I'm not a guy who would cheat with a bunch of girls for sex. Ok?" He breaks the silence. "Wait, I'll be right back. I'm getting us some pizza." He mumbles as cc yells, "pizza's here!"
Andy kisses my cheek before leaving me alone in the room with the computer.
"So hi. I know you guys don't like me because I'm Lola's sister and I'm 15, but I want you guys to know I can relate to all of you a lot more than she could." I say while scooting the laptop closer to myself, "I was a huge fan of bvb before I even knew that Lola and Andy had dated. I still fangirl when I see the other bands on warped. I was frozen in place and couldn't even talk when I met Kellin Quinn. Black veil brides music stopped me from doing something that I know many of you do. Something that a lot of you struggle with, as do I." I sigh and part my wristbands enough for all of them to see. "The last time I did this was because I felt awful about being with Andy while he was dating Lola. But I love him, and he loves me now, not my sister. When he broke up with her I tried to convince him not to but he did it anyways." I sigh before continuing, "If any of you need to talk about something or want advice I'm open to help. You can tweet me, or ask on Instagram. I also have tumblr if anyone wants to ask an anonymous, private question about anything or they need someone to talk to I'm there for you guys ok?"
Some people start commenting again with nice things like thanks or ok.. Then one person asks, "Are you a virgin hallie?"
I ignore it, but it comes up again. More people start asking it and I finally give in. "Am I a virgin?"
I pause for a second, contemplating whether or not to lie.
"I'm deciding if I should tell the truth or lie." I say quietly. I'm a bad liar though so I decide to just tell the truth.
"No, I'm not a virgin."
The sidebar is:
- you had sex with Andy!
-that's disgusting!
- eww why would he want you.
- nice job hallie! ;)- skylar
- something must be wrong with Andy
- guys keep your opinions to yourself, Hallie seems really nice. And Andy's in a rock band, he is going to have sex with the person he's dating especially if they've been dating for more than a month. Hallie, you seem like someone we would all want Andy to have as a girlfriend, you wouldn't cheat, you can relate to all of us, and you are pretty, don't listen to them.
"Thank you so much to the person who commented that really long paragraph, it means a lot." I say quietly, "No matter what any fan says Andy is stubborn and will keep loving me even if I try to get him not to. Even though I do love him too.. I learned that yesterday."
The first person that asked asks again, "what's your tumblr?"
"My tumblr is bands-are-made-for-saving. Instagram and twitter are both @halliesamuels." I pause. Muttering, "and where the heck is Andy?"
"I'm on the other side of the door listening to you." He says while coming back in with two plates of pizza. He sets them down on the little table the computer was on and pecks my lips once he sits back down.
"I think we're going to go." Andy smiles at me and subconsciously puts a hand on my stomach. I smile back at him, "ya."
"Bye! We both love you bvbarmy! See you at warped tour if you come!" Andy says quickly as he turns off the chat, "we should use the room while we have it." He smirks at me.
"Andy... the things still on."
"Oh. Bye guys." He says quickly before shutting the lid.
"I think we should eat first." I grab my pizza and take a bite, Andy doing the same.
"So when are we going to talk about baby names?" He asks after taking another bite.
I answer with my mouthful "Nows good."
"Do you have any ideas?" He asks.
"Nope, you?"
He shakes his head, "it should at least have meaning though."
"Like Carolyn?" I joke. "I know that's jake's moms name."
After a few seconds of silence Andy asks me quietly, "if its a boy could we name it after my grandfather? He was a huge supporter of me and my dreams, I wrote in the end after his funeral. He died last year."
"Yes, of course!" I exclaim quietly. Andy shows a small smile but I can tell he is thinking about his grandfather from his expression. I wrap my arms around him into a tight hug, "what was his name?"
"Urban Flanders." He says in almost a whisper into my ear. "We wouldn't name him urban though, probably something similar." He chuckles, "imagine a kid in this day and age being named urban... And we would be known as one of those 'famous' couples that name their children weird names."
"There's already north west, apple, and blue ivy... I don't think that the name urban is as- original as those." I whisper reassuringly, "I like the name. Urban Biersack or Urban Samuels.."
"Hallie, that's another thing.. What last name do we want the baby to have?" Andy asks while pulling away from our hug.
That's actually something I need to think about. What if Andy and I end up not working out as a couple and we end it? But if the baby has my last name and we stay together then it will seem odd. "I don't know... What do you think?"
"Well... Since we aren't married, you still are Samuels and not Biersack... The child usually has the family last name or in married couples with different last names case, the fathers or hyphenated of the two. But if the baby has to Learn how to write Biersack-Samuels or Samuels-Biersack for school.." He trails off, "I want to see what Jinxx and Sammi are doing with that. Jinxx's birth last name is ferguson, but he doesn't use one anymore; Sammi's is doll."
I follow him out to where everyone is still sitting, except ashley and Lola.. Weird. We sit down on the couch that is now unoccupied, across from the table that Lauren, CC, Jinxx, and Sammi are at. They look up from their conversation, surprised.
"What are you guys doing back out here? Are you not using the room or something?" Cc jokes.
Andy and I both shake our heads, "we are. Just we wanted to ask Jinxx and Sammi something." I say first.
Jinxx nods, "Go ahead."
"When you name your baby, what last name are you going to give it?" Andy asks quickly.
"That's a good question. Probably just Ferguson." Sammi looks at Jinxx for approval. "We haven't talked about names much yet, and stuff like that."
"What about you guys?" Lauren asks curiously, "because you know, they're married so it's simpler.."
Andy place a hand on my stomach as he answers,"We don't know."
"if it were you and cc who's last name would you give it?"
"Probably mine, it's less confusing than mora vs. coma." She says quietly. "You have a while before the baby is born though.."
"Ya.." I mumble.
"Bye guys." Andy says while standing, I follow him back to the room where he had laid back on the bed.
"What about girls names?" I ask while laying down next to him. Andy just smirks and pulls me on top of him.
"Lets take advantage of having the room right now." Andy whispers smugly, "I don't know when we'll get it again."
"We're never sleeping at home are we?" I giggle and press our lips together into a kiss filled with passion. Andy pulls away for a second to whisper, "nope."
Lola's POV
Seriously, I can't stop thinking about ashley. It's like everywhere I go reminds me of him. His outlaw tattoo keeps popping up in my mind, along with the rest of his incredibly sexy body. Who ever thought I would be falling for him?
"Ashley, can I talk to you outside for a second?" The words escape my lips in the middle of our conversation before I even realize it. He nods and follows me off the bus, leaning against the black metal outside as soon as we step into the dark night.
"So... Umm..." I mumble, "I..."
Ashley takes a step closer to me, "what's wrong?"
He puts a friendly hand on my shoulder, suddenly filling my body with nervousness. His curious brown eyes lock with mine as I whisper, "I'm falling for you."
I bite my lip, staring at the ground to distract myself from the awkward situation I've just created. Ashley's tattooed arms wrap around me into a warm, loving hug. "I've already fallen for you Lola." He whispers in my ear, pecking my cheek.
"So what do we do from here?" I ask quietly. Ashley unwraps his embrace, "I guess we date? If you want to?"
I'm falling for Ashley, he's so nice and cares about me more than anyone ever has. I doubt that he would want to move fast anyways considering he hasn't made a move on me, and that's just what I want. Am I ready to face the reality that I am over Andy?
Am I even over him?
Or am I just mad that Hallie stole him out from under me? Is that the only reason I still want Andy?
Ashley runs a hand through his long, black hair. I need to answer him, it's even more awkward than it was.
"I guess we do." I mumble, "but we are taking it slow. I learned that the hard way."
The bassist's lips curl into a smile, as do mine as I see his happiness over my answer. "Of course." He wraps me into another hug, I embrace him as well. Ashley's arms feel right around me, it's comforting just being able to hug without any major sexual tension. I am definitely attracted to ashley, of course, but it's not in a way where we can barely talk.
"Should we tell everyone or wait a while? There's so much drama already.." I ask into his ear.
"Wait, two pregnant people fighting is enough. Add in another relationship to the equation and I can't imagine what would happen." He chuckles, "oh plus there's the fact that it would cause so much confusion with everything."
"Ya.. You're right." I know that I should at least tell Sammi to back off of hallie, she's still my sister. She's also pregnant. Their hormones are going to make the bus a very unhappy place in a week or two. Andy also needs to lighten up with his constant need to touch her. They're always connected somehow, either holding hands or his hand on her stomach, or in the most disturbing case (that apparently happens often.) is his hands on her boobs. Just weird.
"Should we go back inside? I think we have to leave soon."
"Ya. I'm exhausted though, so goodnight." I kiss his cheek before walking onto the bus like nothing happened. The slightest smile is penetrating my lips, as I lay down in my bunk, all I can think about is ashley.
(a/n right now I'm kind of having writers block about Andy and Hallie, I am getting repetitive.. So I'm going to follow ashley and Lola's (Ashla)'s developing relationship until I get more ideas:)
Why am I thinking about ashley so much?
And The two 'lovers' need to quit having sex!
Hallie's POV
I wake up wrapped in Andy's arms, his face is completely relaxed for once. I hear clattering in the hall as someone says, "wake Andy up, he'll want in on this."
"No, he's in Hallie's bunk. We can prank him too." Jakes voice whispers.
"Whatever just get their stuff and the keys." CC says quietly. The three pairs of feet walk out of the bus. As soon as the door closes I shake Andy awake.
"Andy, come on, wake up.." I cooe in his ear, gently shaking him. He groans and pulls me closer, "no."
"Someone's pranking us." I tell him. He jolts awake, sitting up in panic. "Who?"
"Jake cc and someone else, I woke up to them whispering about waking you up to help." I explain, he grumbles, "dicks." And climbs out of the bunk.
He opens up each curtain, simply yanking it as hard as possible. Ashley's bunk is empty so he is with them as well.
"Jinxx! Sammi! Lola! Lauren! Get up!" Andy yells.
"Fuck you biersack." Lola groans and rolls out of bed. "Why'd you wake us up?"
"Because we are getting pranked right now by jake, cc, and ashley. They just walked out of the bus." Andy walks to the front of the bus and opens the door to walk out.
"You aren't wearing pants Andy!" I giggle. Jinxx and Sammi have gotten up and Lauren comes out of the back room.
"They took all my clothes except bras and underwear." Lola exclaims as she sorts through her cubby. "Fucking purdy."
"they took my bag." Lauren says. I check my cubby to find the same result. Andy does his as well to find nothing. Jinxx's cubby is completely empty, Sammi's bag is gone.
"I guess we are wearing pajamas today because those assholes took their own clothes too!" Andy says annoyed after checking the other's cubbies.
"You can't go out there in that Andy. Jinxx either." I say quietly while looking at the floor. "I'm not wearing pants! Just a tshirt." Lola grumbles, "pervs."
"Well, the two of you can't go catch them because we won't let you run because you're pregnant. And hallie is probably worn out anyways because of what you two did last night." Andy interrupts Jinxx, "what are you talking about?"
"Ha! I'm surprised you aren't talking about it. You weren't that loud but we could still hear you." Sammi exclaims.
"We didn't have sex last night..." Andy says slowly. "I didn't even take off her shirt..."
"Stop trying to hide it, we could hear you moaning and hallie was actually really quiet compared to you and Lola." She says while laughing at Lola's reddening face.
"You want to know what we actually did?" I ask.
"Sure... Had sex." Sammi states, rolling her eyes.
"No we kissed. And talked. And cried, and kissed some more. And we basically confessed our love for each other." I feel Andy's hand clasp mine.
"Sure. Because it sounded like you were having sex. And I doubt that you actually did that. Andy?" Sammi says smugly.
"Come on hallie, lets just go get our clothes back." Andy grumbles and drags me off the bus, wearing only his boxers.
"I can't believe her!" He grumbles while walking towards the set up. "She's acting like a completely different person!"
"She is, but Andy it's because she hates me now." I say softly, squeezing his hand, "now that she knows that we're together and that you cheated on Lola with me... That's why."
"WOAH! GET SOME PANTS ON BIERSACK!" Someone yells from behind us. Andy yells back, "I would if I could!"
The person burst out laughing, I don't get a chance to see who it is because we walk away too quickly. There aren't any piles of clothes or 3 men in black anywhere to be seen. We weave through all the tents, asking every person we see if they know where our clothes are. Finally it gets to the point where the only place to look is the very front end where all the fans are waiting to be let in. Andy groans, "I can't believe this."
I peck his cheek, "as long as they know you're mine. It's fine."
He sighs, "then stand further away from me, I don't want to get turned on." I laugh and pull him into a one armed hug before making our way to the front fence. As soon as Andy is in sight people start screaming. He groans, looking down, "this is just awful!"
"You realize there's a picture of you in a bathtub of blood with more skin showing." I smirk. He raises an eyebrow, "how did you just remember that off the top of your head."
"Former fangirl.. Remember?" I joke, "and I think it's hot, I have a screenshot of it."
He smiles at me and bends down to kiss my cheek. His hand squeezes mine as he whispers, "so how would you be reacting if you were them?"
"Hmm... I would be screaming of course, not even realizing you are wearing boxers until you get closer.. Then I would be freaking out on the inside as well, taking pictures on my phone to upload later. Also I would be jealous of me." I ramble, grinning, "I'm a quiet fangirl though, so like with a lot of these bands I don't think I should be allowed to try to talk to them."
Andy smirks, "Why didn't you fangirl the first time you met me then?"
"Because I wanted you and Lola back together. I knew I had to remain calm, and plus you weren't exactly the band I had been dying to meet for years.. Lola actually shows me you guys." I realize how Ironic it is that I wanted Lola and Andy back together then, but now I'm with him. This is just messed up.
"This story is going to be an interesting one to tell this guy." Andy chuckles and places a hand on my stomach.
"Ya... When he or she is older.. A lot older." I mumble. Then an idea pops in my head, "You know, I think this would be hilarious if we put our story up on a fanfiction site and change the names and everything.."
"Hmm... That's actually hilarious, I wonder how everyone would react to it.." Andy smiles, thinking about something. "We should do that."
He bends down and presses his lips to mine for a second. "It would have to start with how you and Lola got together." I mumble. "That way the whole thing would make sense."
"Ya.." He sighs, "that's pretty interesting as well.. Hey! There's our clothes!" Andy runs towards all of our duffle bags which were lined up against the fence, evenly spaced along it.
"They expect us to not kill them."
It doesn't help that this is the LA date and people I recognize from school are standing right by my bag, including skylar, as well as brad, trey, and another kid. I doubt they even know any of the bands.
"Hey hallie do you want me to carry your bag?" Andy asks while I follow him to his own. "No, just the people in line who are by my bag go to the same school as me."
"Oh." He mumbles while picking up his bag. "I'll carry your bag anyways. You are pregnant."
Andy hangs his bag over his shoulder while grabbing my hand with the other arm. I smile at him, pecking his lips lightly before getting to my bag.
"Oh my god! Hallie?" Skylar squeals when we are a yard or two from my bag. Andy stops in his tracks as he sees trey, I keep pulling him along. "Ya, uh hi skylar." I mutter before bending down to pick up my bag. Andy's glare never leaves trey.
"I'm just curious, why are you two here?" I ask brad and trey.
"I'm here with my girlfriend." Trey answers, grabbing onto skylars hand. "And we have nothing to do." The other kid answers dully.
"oh and this is Andy, my-" I look to Andy for approval before continuing, he shrugs, "I'm posting it on twitter once I get some clothes on."
"This is my boyfriend Andy." I finish. Skylar's eyes widen as she processes what I just said. "But you dated her sister... You're 7 years older than.." She mumbles. Andy shrugs, "love is love. Age is just a number."
He pulls me closer and places his free hand on the small of my back. "And if you're wondering why I'm not wearing pants it's because three assholes pranked us." He grumbles.
"Oh, I was wondering that.." Brad says quietly.
"Yep, it's also a good thing that we didn't sleep-" I quickly shut my hand over his mouth before he can finish. "No."
Andy licks my hand childishly and I pull it away, wiping it on him. He stuck his tongue out at me and quickly finished, "naked like cc."
"Ya... Who's cc?" Brad asks. He actually seems a lot nicer than I thought he was. I guess just not being around the gerks who he's friends with makes him act nice.
"The drummer in my band." He explains. I look at the time on my phone, I have an hour to get the tent set up!
"Andy I have to go. I'm guessing I'll see you guys later." I tell them, "I'm working at the bvb merch tent if you want to stop by.."
Andy waves to them as we walk away. "They are nicer than I thought." I say quietly as we walk back through the tents, Lauren runs up to us yelling, "where the hell are my clothes!"
"Fence." Andy points at it and keeps walking. He says quietly before we get on the bus, "Sammi and Lauren are hanging out at the Merch tent today because it will be packed. If she says anything just tell me ok and I'll be right there."
I nod, Andy pulls me into a long, slow kiss as the door opens and Jinxx comes out. "Where?"
"Fence."
"Of course the most humiliating area!" He grumbles before yelling, "Sammi come on, they're at the fence!"
She rushes off of the bus, ignoring us.
"We have the bus to ourselves then." Andy smirks as he walks in after me. "I think we should shower."
"No time. Andy, I have to set up the tent." He simply sets down his bag and grabs a pair of jeans. "Suit yourself, I thought we would save water. And I mean literally this time."
I roll my eyes and grab his jeans from him. "No, you're wearing leather pants because Sammi, Lauren and I are all going to be watching side stage and they are frikin hot."
I pull out a pair of his black leather pants with nothing on them. I find his prophet vest as well as a cut up batman tank top and a metal belt and hand it to him. "Wear this, please?" I smile at him hopefully. "It's too hot!" He whines, "maybe in New York or something."
I roll my eyes and hand him back the jeans. "Fine baby."
"Love you too hallie." He smirks, pecking my lips before getting in the shower. I throw my bag down on my bunk, fishing through it to find my black veil brides rosary because I'm wearing a of mice and men shirt. I choose a random pair of shorts and a black veil brides belt because I feel bad for not wearing their shirt today. I hear humming coming from the shower as Andy takes his time. The humming soon turns into singing, growing louder and louder by the minute. I have to record this!
I open the camera and begin recording as he begins another song.
"Well lets pack our bags and head west
Where the cities only breed evil, yes,
The entertainment news becomes approach
But sex, drugs, and ballads wake a dog
(Woo Woo Woo)
Sex and Hollywood, Sex and Hollywood
(Woo Woo Woo)
Sex and Hollywood, Sex and Hollywood
(Woo Woo Woo)
Sex and Hollywood, Sex and Hollywood
(Woo Woo Woo)
Sex and Hollywood, Sex and Hollywood
(Woo Woo Woo)"
Andy pauses and yells, "hey hallie have you seen the shampoo?"
"It should be in there." I shout back.
"Nope."
"Check under the sink."
"That's wasting water. Can you?"
"I have my own in my cubby you can use. And no I'm not your slave."
I rustle through my cubby until I find the small shower kit I brought. I keep my phone in my back pocket as I walk into the bathroom and say, "hey. I have it."
"Just bring it here. I'm too soaked to get out." He asks and peeks his head out of the curtain. "It's not like you haven't seen it all before anyways."
I roll my eyes and hand him the kit, he smiles while saying, "thank you m'lady."
And kissing me quickly. "I'm going to do my makeup and stuff in here alright Andy?"
"Ya babe." He says quietly. Two seconds later I hear, "shit! Shampoo in my eye! Goddamnit!"
I giggle while putting on eyeliner on my waterline, "Hallie? Do you mind if I sing?"
"No, go for it. Why would I tell my favorite singer not to sing?" I laugh, then start adding eyeshadow. I pull my phone out of my pocket, it's still recording. I set it against the wall, filming the shower curtain.
"I feel your body crawl
Pale flesh for my devotion
True pain was all you ever meant
Love would be our last emotion
Woah oh oh oh...
I'm screaming out
Can you hear me
I bleed for you
Forever I will lie awake
I would Die For You
I see the truth
I've given you my heart to break
I would Die For You
With every breath I feel you there
Forbidden love is falling
Your eyes sing despair
I bleed for you
Forever I will lie awake
I would Die For You
I see the truth
I've given you my heart to break
I would Die For You"
I sigh at the end of the song, I am incredibly lucky to have Andy as a boyfriend.
"Andy, be quieter!" Lauren yells from the bunk area.
"Fuck you!" He sings. Peeking his head out he asks. "Can you get my towel for me, I don't think Lauren would appreciate me walking out there naked."
I groan, "you forget everything."
"Yep. Except I remembered clothes at least."
I chuckle while walking to his cubby to get the towel. Lauren sees me and raises an eyebrow.
"What?"
A small smile appears on her face, "nothing just you guys seem like you've dated for a while. Not only a month."
"Really?" I ask, "why?"
"Because you just do. It's a good thing though, don't worry." She turns back to her phone, "I'm going to go find and kill my own boyfriend though right now. See you later."
We walk off in opposite directions of The bus. I go to give Andy the towel when he asks, "can you turn off the camera so I can get out?"
Crap.
"How did you know I was recording you sing?" I ask slowly. He chuckles and steps out of the shower, grabbing my towel to dry himself off. "It's pretty obvious the way you had it set up."
He wraps the towel around his hips loosely, soon he grabs my phone and takes a mirror selfie of him with the towel ridiculously low, showing lower than his v-line, and me with my makeup half done in the background.
"How cute." I say sarcastically and finish my makeup.
"I wasn't going for cute." He says smugly while putting his pants on, "I was going for sex."
"Sex isn't an adjective!" I sing song while putting on mascara. "Oh yes it is."
Andy quickly gets dressed, then grabs my eyeliner. Before I realize anything Andy is drawing a stitch along my cheek.
"Thanks now I have to explain to your fans why I'm wearing your makeup."
"Ok." Andy grins and kisses my opposite cheek. "
I giggle while pecking his cheek back, I have to stand on my tip toes to barely reach his cheek. His warpaint gets on my lips, as I look back in the mirror to finish my makeup I see black smeared on my normally plain lips.
"You smudged it!" He laughs while redoing the black paint.
"Maybe you should get dressed first." I giggle while nodding to his towel. He shrugs, "it makes no difference. I have to put the paint on anyways."
"Hey can I come in and get my makeup on?" Lauren asks, accompanied by a knock on the door, "Sammi, Jinxx, Lola, and I all need to get ready and you're hogging the bathroom."
I open the door a bit and walk out, "Sure but Andy's still in a towel. He won't get dressed."
"Hey! Hallie!" Andy whines.
I turn back to face where he's standing in the doorway. Lauren rolls her eyes, squeezing past Andy with her makeup in hand. "I have to get to the tent."
"No you don't..." He says smugly, taking his time with walking back up to where I am to wrap me in a hug. Andy places his lips on mine for a few seconds until Lola hisses, "get some pants on."
Andy sighs, waltzes back into the bathroom and shuts the door.
"You shouldn't be with him." She turns on me. "He was my boyfriend hallie. You had to go and steal him out from under me."
"That's a sexual reference isn't it." I joke, her glare just worsens, "I can't even be in the same room as you now. He fucked my baby sister, the one I was worried about losing her innocent mind if she was friends with my friends. Well, it seems that it's not your innocent mind is the only thing lost."
"Lola, do you realize that the first time we had sex I forced her into it." Andy says from behind me. He only has his pants and belt on. "I don't think you should be telling anyone that Andy." I mutter.
"He raped you?" She asks, her voice suddenly small. I shake my head, "more like half rape because I basically let him. I knew I wasn't as strong as him and I ended up enjoying it anyways. You know how Andy is..."
She scoffs, "I actually don't think I do."
Andy sighs, he bends down and whispers, "I love you, good luck today"
"I should be wishing you good luck. And I love you too." I tease and reach to ruffle his hair.
"Bye." We quickly kiss, ignoring Lola before I leave.
I am the first one at the tent of course, the boxes are all in the trailer for me to carry out. I groan and start unloading the boxes, this isn't something a pregnant person should be doing on her own.. Or even a fifteen year old girl.. I hear laughter as cc, jake, and Ashley all walk up to the tent.
"Assholes."
Ashley starts helping me unload the boxes. "You shouldn't be doing this alone, where is everyone?"
"Well because of you dicks they're getting dressed." I grumble, "and I don't think that Sammi would even be allowed to help, Jinxx probably wouldn't let her."
"Oh right.. You really shouldn't be doing this alone!" Jake exclaims As he picks up a box.
"Lauren's pissed at you CC." I mumble as he starts carrying out the display.
"Whatever."
"I think that it's incredibly rude to make Andy and Jinxx walk around in only boxers trying to find their clothes. Especially right by the fence where all the fans are lined up." I tell them while laying out the forms that we right the sales on, and the money box. "And Lola was only wearing a tshirt. You know you weren't very quiet either. You woke me up."
"Well we heard you guys have sex last night." Jake says loudly. "It wasn't the ideal noise I want to fall asleep to."
"Ugh. We didn't have sex lay night! We just kissed!" I exclaim.
"Sure hallie... Sure.." Ashley smirks, setting down the box he was carrying.
"Whatever." I snap, rolling my eyes at ashley. I turn to jake, "Tell Ella I'm sorry about that.."
"it took a while to explain the situation..."
I feel someone's fingers interlace with mine. The man next to me holds out his phone, "Hallie, I'm about to tweet this, will you read it over first?"
"sure."
Andy slips the black iPhone into my empty hand, on the notes page it reads:
Dear bvbarmy,
I promised more information on my personal life, so here it is:
so, I have a girlfriend. Her name is Hallie, a lot of you may recognize her from some pictures on Instagram. Please do not be disrespectful to Her, especially this time. I love her with all my heart and she means the world to me. We may have even more information about my personal life again really soon but for now, congratulate Jinxx and Sammi!
-Andy
"That's fine, ya." I mumble, handing him back the phone, "but did they tell everyone that she's pregnant?"
He nods and pulls up a tweet from last night.
@jinxxbvb: my wife Sammi is 6 weeks pregnant! Soon to be a few little bvb kids running around! :)
He retweets it when I finish reading, then posts the picture of the notes page with:
@andybvb: personal life again :)
The responses he gets when he posts the picture are immediate. I read them over his shoulder as they come:
@fearlessbvbarmy: Can you tag her?
@another_random_user: she's like 15 I met her at warped!
@someoneelse: awww congrats Andy! You sound cute together
@username: you and @halliesamuels are so cute! That's her right?
@username: no it can't be, she's 15.
Andy places his hand on my back as we scroll through the comments. "Can I post a picture of us?" He asks quietly. "Of us right now?"
"Sure, I think the gates are about to open though." I answer. Andy opens the camera and holds it in front of us. He smirks while turning his lips against my cheek. My mouth curls onto a small smile as he whispers, "I love you."
After he takes the picture, he looks at the camera roll, "nope. I look creepy."
He does look creepy in that picture....
"Ashley! Can you take a picture for us?" Andy shouts to the bassist who is talking to cc and jake.
"Fine. Pain in the ass." He smirks and walks over to where we are.
"Are you sure? I walked around in my boxers for half an hour, ass." Andy smirks, handing ashley the camera.
"Ok Biersack, tell me when." Ashley says, annoyed.
Andy wraps his arms around my waist loosely, pulling me closer. I wrap my hands around his neck, standing on my tip-toes so I can place my lips upon his. The light kiss lasts until Ashley calls out, "done." I come down off my toes and unwrap my arms from his neck. Andy smiles as he looks at the picture of us kissing. "It's cute hallie." He tilts the phone so that I can see, it is adorable. His light grasp on my waist and my own hands around his neck make the kiss look more intimate than the light kiss we are sharing. "What are you going to comment with it?"
He smirks, "fuck you. Age is a number."
"What?" That doesn't work with such a great picture.
"I'm joking. It's: Age is just a number, love doesn't involve math. I love you hallie. <3." Andy reads off his phone as he types. "Do you want me to tag you?"
I shrug, "why not. I'm commenting on it anyways. I love the caption by the way." Andy smiles and shows me as he posts the picture. First comment is:
@bvbfangirl8: Awww
Most of the first comments are just aww or <3. Then people start criticizing us for the age difference or the fact that I'm not good enough for Andy. After a while the commenters start realizing I'm Lola's sister.
"Andy. They aren't going to like me at all because I'm not a normal girlfriend. Andy a lot of your fans are older than me." I sigh, he wraps his arm back around my waist and says quietly, "They're just jealous honestly. They don't even know you Hallie."
I nod solemnly, I would be jealous too but they still won't like me because I'm not like Lola, or juliet, or I think he said scout was his other ex. "But still. And you sound really cocky." I giggle and playfully hit his chest. "It's not cocky if its true." Andy smiles reassuringly, "see someone just commented 'jealous!!' Come on, they'll love you once they get to know you."
"I know not everyone will like me of course, it's just that I don't want all of your fanbase to hate your girlfriend." I point to a comment.
@piercethebvbarmy__; Andy you can do so much better than her. She's 15, not even very pretty, she's Lola's sister and you two were perfect together. That's actually gross that you are dating someone that young. I really hope this is some kind of joke and that you're messing with us. Because you said, 'friends can kiss too.' I think we all are hoping that this is just some sick joke.
"I'm replying to that." Andy mutters as he starts typing;
@andybvb: @piercethebvbarmy__ it's not a joke. Hallie is my girlfriend, I love her so much it's not even funny. Lola and I weren't meant to be so I ended it. It just so happens that Hallie is her sister and 15. I also happen to think that Hallie is beautiful, inside and out. Physical appearance isn't relevant at all anyways, I love her for her.
@andybvb: to everyone who is commenting negative opinions about our relationship, please keep them to yourself. Hallie and I are actually reading most of the comments currently, she is worried that the bvbarmy will not like her. Please at least keep your opinions to yourself for other reasons than just being disrespectful alright?"Andy, thank you." I mumble as he puts his phone back into his pocket. His tattooed arms embrace me into a tight hug, "People shouldn't think it's ok to insult you or I like that. I doubt that any of them will be confident enough to say it to your face." Two of his fingers lightly lift my chin up so I am looking into his amazingly blue eyes, "I love you Andy."
"I love you too Hallie." Andy's eyes flick away from mine for a second as the noise of the crowd gets closer to the tent. When Andy's eyes rest on mine again, they glance at my lips briefly, then into my eyes again. "Let me get in one last kiss before you have to work ok?"
The fingers under my chin move to cup my cheek as we close the gap between our lips slowly.
"Just fucking hurry up and kiss! There's already a line!" Lola yells from the other side of the tent.
Andy's lips meet mine, softly. As soon as they do, people in the line start making quiet, 'aww's. I pull away and start cracking up, I lean my forehead on his chest because I would fall over from my silent laughter.
"What's so funny? I thought I was a good kisser?" Andy jokes, before beginning to laugh as well.
"It's- so- ironic!" I choke out, finally able to calm down my laughter enough. The smile on my face widens as I look to see everyone in line smiling at us.
"I play at three again so, I'll come back here before then with Jinxx and cc. We have some press to do right now." Andy tells Sammi, Lauren, and I. "Bye! I'll see you guys later."
As soon as he walks away I help the next person in line. Since the four of us are working, it's going much faster.
"You two are really cute together." The girl I'm grabbing a bathing suit for tells me shyly, "I saw what people were commenting on his Instagram. Don't listen to them." She smiles at me as she walks away. Most of the people I help through the day don't say anything about Andy and I. Sammi gets lots of congratulations, Lauren has had many fans tell her that cc and her are hilarious. The fans that are helped by Lola are usually saying that they're sorry about what happened and that she is a better couple with Andy than us.
"Hallie! I saw the picture andy posted on Instagram, it was so cute!" I turn to see skylar is the next person in line, she has trey's hand in hers as well as the two others trailing them.
"Thanks." I mumble, suddenly feeling shy.
"Did you get the three guys back yet?" Brad asks from behind her. I simply shake my head. Lauren hears him and says, "I'm getting cc back by sleeping in your bunk tonight if that's ok hallie?"
"Ya, it's fine." I shrug.
Skylar raises an eyebrow, "are you and Andy already sharing bunks?"
Trey's eyes widen as I'm assuming he realizes that Andy was serious that day. Brad's other friend who's name I still don't know has the same expression.
"Uh, we did last night because his was a mess. But there's a room in the back with an actual bed and small lounge area that we rotate being able to sleep in. Tonight it's my turn, last night it was Lauren and CC's." I answer, feeling my cheeks heat up as I explain it. "You know we should hang out sometime this summer, warped ends August 4th."
A smile grows on her face as she nods, "ya! Definitely. Oh, and can I buy that shirt?"
I grab skylar the black bvb warped tour shirt from a box, exchanging the money for it. "What's your phone number?"
"I'll put it in. I don't want anyone to hear it." I tell her quietly. "Just text me so I have your number! Bye!" I call as she leaves.
The next few hours go by slowly. I am a sweat covered mess by the time Andy returns with a guitarist and drummer. "Lola, you can handle this on your own right?" Sammi asks, putting a hand on her shoulder. Lola just shrugs, "it's my job."
The show was amazing, Andy kept coming side stage to kiss me at random times.. They played the remix of Carolyn first, it ended up bringing tears to my eyes as Andy kept his gaze on me the whole time he sang.
The rest of the day went by fairly quickly, by the time we had shut down the tent I was exhausted. Andy grabbed my hand as soon as the trailer was loaded, leading us back to the bus. "It's so hot!"
"I know!" I groan, "I'm dying."
"I'm glad I didn't wear the leather pants you picked out." Andy chuckles. "Hey, we get the room tonight."
"I'm exhausted already Andy." I mumble. "Lets just hang out for a while first."
"I'm fine with that." He opens the door to the bus, letting me step in first. "I'm going to grab my computer ok?"
He meets me in the back room seconds after I sit on the built in seat. He sits down next to me, pulling out his phone.
"I think we should make a Vlog." Andy says while typing on his phone. "You know, introduce you to the fans for real?"
"Sure.. I'm really camera shy though."
Andy smiles and opens up the laptop, "Have you ever watched any of my old vlogs? They're kind of embarrassing but--" I cut him off at that, "Show me them then!"
Andy pulls up a video called 'Andy6 Vlog #1' and presses play:
the younger version of Andy is sitting on a couch when his deep voice comes on, "Hey what's going on guys, uh I'm making my first Vlog, or video blog... I don't really know what they're called. I kinda feel like it's lame to say Vlog, that's what everyone that's been emailing me about it has been saying so.. Um, again, I've been getting requests to do something like this. I don't really know how often I'm going to do it because, to be honest I'm really not that interesting. I don't have a whole lot.. The only news I have is that black veil brides will be coming back with shows starting in April, we got a big announcement coming soon.. Um, we have a whole bunch of new songs coming up, show dates, we'll probably go out on the road starting in the summer. Live dates posted soon. Other than that chance and I have another video planned soon, it's going to be pretty ridiculous. We should probably have that up by, in the next three weeks or so after we record it and edit it and everything. I got a new camera for my laptop- I got a new laptop and it's got a camera on it so now- so now I can be cool like the rest of everybody and record these videos. Hopefully, uh maybe you could watch them, er- you know or maybe- maybe then you know like, copy them and talk about my hair and my makeup. Or- you know, I don't know maybe they can make videos of it and then- and then they can replicate what I do, only make it seem like what I did was terrible and gay. Maybe that can happen. Or maybe you can enjoy it, it's up to you really. Or you can watch my proof video which I realize. I want to clarify something about my proof video, when I made that I was watch a lot of Mr. Show and kids and halls and a lot of uh.. Really dry but ridiculous humor shows..."
"oh god I was dumb." He groans as the younger him begins to talk about MySpace and how his pictures are everywhere. Andy pauses it with reddened cheeks, "that's enough of embarrassing myself."
"I thought it was funny." I giggle, "you're blushing!"
Andy's face gets even redder as I say this, "Ok, uh.. Lets make a live stream then. Then we can talk to fans and stuff."
"Ok." Wait, that means I'm going to be on the camera live, talking to the fans. Umm, great..
"So do I need to make an account or do you have one?" He ask as he pulls up the website. "I have one." He places the laptop on my lap so that I can log in as he types a tweet on his phone.
@andybvb: Doing a live stream with @halliesamuels soon. Tweet us questions using #askhallieandandy
@andybvb: I'll tweet right before it starts.
I retweet his tweets as soon as I log in, adding:
@halliesamuels: username= samuelsis3 "@andybvb: I'll tweet right before it starts."
"Lets get something to eat before this though." Andy says right before cc knocks on the door, "are you both dressed?"
"Ya!" we both yell at the same time.
"Can I come in?"
"sure." I yell back as the door opens.
"I'm surprised you aren't doing it..." He mutters.
"No we're doing a live stream in a bit, our fans aren't being very.. Uh.. Respectful of hallie." Andy sighs, "I think they'll like hallie once they get to know her..."
"Oh, that's a good idea. We're ordering pizza and I just wanted to know if you wanted any?" Cc asks as someone yells from the front, "CC do they?"
"Ya, sure. Just let us know when it's here." Andy answers for me as I nod.
Cc nods, walking out, shutting the door behind him.
"So lets pick out some questions then before we go on the live stream..." He notices my nervousness and asks quieter, "What's wrong?"
"Andy, they aren't going to like me." I sigh, "I'm not the normal band girlfriend that is also around the same age, and is in some type of creative business. I'm not the tall, model pretty, and fashionable one. Andy I'm a 15 year old-" I don't want to admit it, but I don't know how to say it any other way, "'scene' girl. Just like most of them."
Andy puts his hand on my knee and looks into my eyes, "Normal is boring. You aren't necessarily 'model pretty' but that's not a bad thing, you are beautiful hallie. Despite what anyone says you are gorgeous, fucking beautiful. And since when did fashion ever matter Hallie? Or height? And the age difference with us is the same between ashley and I, and juliet was 5 years older than me. You are amazing and if they can't see it, their loss."
"Andy, I'm sorry I'm all mopey today." I sigh and wrap Andy into a tight hug, placing a kiss on his cheek before letting go.
"It's fine. I'm clingy so it's not like it bothers me." Andy's smile appears as he places his hands on my stomach, "can we take the picture before we forget?"
"Yep." I hop off the couch, walking over to the only plain wall in the bus. I bunch up my shirt to my bra line again, facing sideways against the wall. Andy quickly takes the picture before coming up and trying to take off my shirt, I stop him before he can. "Based on what happened yesterday, I don't think so."
He looks away guiltily and mumbles, "sorry."
"It's fine Andy." I quickly pull off my shirt, his eyes wander back to me- well my chest, as I do. He quickly takes the picture before placing his hands on my stomach, "So when you move in with me, what are you going to do about school? Are you still going to go, or drop out, or is there another way to do it so you could tour with us?"
"Andy I'm not going to drop out. I'm just going to still go, I might be able to get time off after I have the baby but I don't know how long for.." His hands are cold against my stomach, it's kind of uncomfortable standing here in a bra.. "Would I be sleeping with you?" I ask nervously, it just seems so adult like, so far away.
"Yes, of course! Unless you don't want to?.."
"I want to, the idea of it seems so far in the future, something that is meant for adults. Which I'm not."
"I get that..." He mumbles, "But then we can easily cuddle every night, or something more." He jokes, adding a wink which causes a giggle to come from my mouth.
"I think we're going to have to make black veil brides maternity clothes soon for both you and Sammi." He chuckles, "You know, I like this bra on you. It's very sexy, almost too much."
"Hey, maybe I should get a shirt back on because I don't think all of your fans would appreciate me to be wearing only a bra on top. Or to see your eyes staring there either." I pull his hands off my stomach lightly so I can throw my shirt back on.
"We should pick out some questions."
I follow Andy back to where we were sitting, instead of sitting on the couch, Andy pulls me onto his lap. I pull out my phone and start looking under the hashtag, as does Andy.
@bandfangirl: #askhallieandandy where are you from?
@asdfghjkluser: how did you guys meet? #askhallieandandy
Andy starts putting the questions into a notes page, so I do as well. "There's going to be a chat thing on the side also I think. So people can ask things there too."
"Should we start it or wait for the pizza?" He asks while pulling up the website on the computer.
"Lets just start it. But tweet it first."
He nods and tweets:
@andybvb: live stream in 10 minutes or less. Username is Samuelsis3
"can I post the picture of our feet in the bath on Instagram?" Andy asks into my ear. "Ya, course."
He posts it quickly with:
@andybvb: we're doing a livestream in 10 minutes. No we aren't doing it from the bath... @halliesamuels <3
We get lots of 'aww' and 'cutes' mixed in with 'gross you're 7 years apart' and 'you took a bath with her? Pedo.'
"So we should just start that livestream then?"
"Uh.. Ya.." I mumble while clicking the button to start the livestream. Immediately the chat portion starts flooding with questions and comments. I set the computer further away so that they can see both of us and I move off of Andy's lap. He pouts, "but I want you on my lap.."
"Too bad, I think your fans want to see your amazing face." I lightly pat his cheek before turning to the computer to put the microphone on.
"Hey guys it's Andy," Andy starts as soon as I'm done adjusting everything. "And this is my girlfriend Hallie." He grabs my hand, giving it a squeeze. "I know a lot of you probably don't like her because of her age, but I hope you will just like I do. Well, hopefully not exactly how I do because... you know, I don't want you hav-" I cover his mouth at this point.
"That's enough andy..." He licks my hand childishly. I pull it away and wipe it on him squealing, "don't lick me!"
He opens his mouth to say something but I beat him to it, "that's not what I meant!"
"Hallie, I think we both hope that's not what you meant." Andy says smugly. "Anyways, we're answering some of the questions you tweeted us, as well as if we catch any questions in the sidebar that you ask." He pulls out his phone, "so first question is from @blackveilfan4 on twitter: how did you guys meet?"
"Let me answer this one," I smirk, Andy nods, "so after Lola left Andy for the two months she moved back home with our parents and I. I didn't know that she dated Andy, even though I was a huge fan of bvb she managed to keep it a secret. Until one day I found the video of her and Andy's piercings getting stuck together. She told me what happened, then started moping so I decided to trick them into getting back together. Umm, well I tweeted Andy, then got his number from her phone. I told him that Lola wanted him to come over, and Lola had asked Sammi to come over so when he got there before her she didn't realize it. Uh ya... We didn't really talk but that's the story."
Andy is watching the comments on the side bar that are flashing by, "no we aren't going to tell you how we got together."
That would be interesting to tell.
"@bandfangirl asked where we are from..." Andy continues, "I'm originally from Cincinnati, or Milwaukee according to Wikipedia. Hallie is from LA."
The comments are still asking how we first got together, but some are talking about the cities Andy listed. "Umm no we're on the bus, there's a back room." I answer one of the comments I am able to catch.
"Oh!" Andy lights up, "so the back room has a somewhat normal bed.." He lifts up the laptop and faces it toward stage bed on the other side of the room, then back to us. "To decide who gets it CC made a wheel which is on the door. Tonight it's...." He pauses, looking at me asking, "is it mine or yours?"
"Uhh.. Lets just look at the wheel?" I suggest, "wait! We should give them a tour of the bus!"
"Ya! Do you guys want us to?" Andy asks the camera. The comments blow up with 'yes' and 'YA!!!'. We stand up, Andy holding the laptop so it's facing frontwards, and we leave the room. "This is the wheel, it's my night tonight. But that doesn't really matter if its either of ours because we're sharing it anyways." He says smugly while filming the back of the door, he gets a small glare from me for that. "These are the bunks." I say quietly while running over to mine. "Is everyone clothed!?" I shout. I receive yes's from the front of the bus and jake in his bunk. "Ok, so this is my bunk." I fling open the curtain and Andy walks over to film it. "This is jake's." I say while opening his curtain.
"What are you doing!" He asks, startled.
"Livestream, a bus tour."
He nods and closes the curtain.
"Andy's.." I open his curtain, "yep batman sheets and a mess." I smirk, Andy turns the computer to face him, "I might be messy but then I get to share a bunk with Hallie."
"Umm.. This is CC's above Andy." I open his up. Next I open Jinxx, Ashley's (but shut it immediately).. Lola's which is a mess of cords and papers for her classes. I don't open Jon's because he decided to move to the other bus.
"Those are the bunks, next is the bathroom which is highly toxic from hairspray." I tap on the door but quickly move to the front lounge where everyone is talking.
"Hey we're on live stream!" I announce from the doorway, they all look up from their phones or book and wave. "Hey guys.." Lauren says warily as we sit down and put the computer on the table, "I thought you had the room."
"I wanted to introduce Hallie to everyone." Andy explains while sitting on the seat, he pulls me onto his lap before I can say anything.
"Why are you out here then?" Lola asks while playing with the ties on one of her bracelets, "shouldn't you be just talking to your fans and stuff in there?"
"We're giving them a tour of the bus."
"Sammi they want you to show them if you have a baby bump." Andy notices while looking at the side bar, his eyes bulge as he reads, "they want you to compare it to Hallie since she's not pregnant and the smallest here.."
"How about Lola so you can really tell." I mumble quietly. "You won't be able to really know because I'm shorter and they have a similar body type."
Lola smirks as she leans over and says, "no hallie they want you."
"Lola, you know I'm not comfortable doing that. I'm not comfortable with my body." I have to make an excuse and that's what popped into my head.
"Maybe Andy should just tell them why." Sammi says smugly from the other side of the bus, "I mean it's not like you can't keep it a secret forever. Since you know, it'll show."
"Thanks for telling everyone I'm gaining weight!" I snap, it's not entirely a lie, baby weight.
"Hallie, lets just go back to the room." Andy whispers in my ear, just as Lola mocks, "it's ok baby, I still think you're cute." Putting emphasis on baby.
"But what kind of weight hallie? Because you don't seem to be getting fat anywhere?" Sammi flashes a devious smile as Jinxx puts a hand on her shoulder, "that's enough Sammi. They can tell everyone when they're ready."
"Hallie, come on. It's clear that we aren't welcome here." Andy says and stands up, grabbing the laptop. He follows me to the room, putting the computer back where it was. The feed is blowing up with 'what just happened', 'what did Sammi mean?', and 'are the rumors that Hallie's pregnant true?'.
"Should we just tell them?" I whisper, defeated. Andy shakes his head, "I don't think we're ready to tell them."
"@grace_43 asked how long we have been together." Andy reads out, "about a month or a little bit longer. 5 or 6 weeks?"
I nod as the feed goes absolutely silent. Not even one viewer comments.
"Yes, I cheated on Lola with her sister. It's not uncommon to cheat in when you're any amount of famous alright? But I am never cheating again, Lola and I just weren't meant to be. And I love Hallie, I'm not a guy who would cheat with a bunch of girls for sex. Ok?" He breaks the silence. "Wait, I'll be right back. I'm getting us some pizza." He mumbles as cc yells, "pizza's here!"
Andy kisses my cheek before leaving me alone in the room with the computer.
"So hi. I know you guys don't like me because I'm Lola's sister and I'm 15, but I want you guys to know I can relate to all of you a lot more than she could." I say while scooting the laptop closer to myself, "I was a huge fan of bvb before I even knew that Lola and Andy had dated. I still fangirl when I see the other bands on warped. I was frozen in place and couldn't even talk when I met Kellin Quinn. Black veil brides music stopped me from doing something that I know many of you do. Something that a lot of you struggle with, as do I." I sigh and part my wristbands enough for all of them to see. "The last time I did this was because I felt awful about being with Andy while he was dating Lola. But I love him, and he loves me now, not my sister. When he broke up with her I tried to convince him not to but he did it anyways." I sigh before continuing, "If any of you need to talk about something or want advice I'm open to help. You can tweet me, or ask on Instagram. I also have tumblr if anyone wants to ask an anonymous, private question about anything or they need someone to talk to I'm there for you guys ok?"
Some people start commenting again with nice things like thanks or ok.. Then one person asks, "Are you a virgin hallie?"
I ignore it, but it comes up again. More people start asking it and I finally give in. "Am I a virgin?"
I pause for a second, contemplating whether or not to lie.
"I'm deciding if I should tell the truth or lie." I say quietly. I'm a bad liar though so I decide to just tell the truth.
"No, I'm not a virgin."
The sidebar is:
- you had sex with Andy!
-that's disgusting!
- eww why would he want you.
- nice job hallie! ;)- skylar
- something must be wrong with Andy
- guys keep your opinions to yourself, Hallie seems really nice. And Andy's in a rock band, he is going to have sex with the person he's dating especially if they've been dating for more than a month. Hallie, you seem like someone we would all want Andy to have as a girlfriend, you wouldn't cheat, you can relate to all of us, and you are pretty, don't listen to them.
"Thank you so much to the person who commented that really long paragraph, it means a lot." I say quietly, "No matter what any fan says Andy is stubborn and will keep loving me even if I try to get him not to. Even though I do love him too.. I learned that yesterday."
The first person that asked asks again, "what's your tumblr?"
"My tumblr is bands-are-made-for-saving. Instagram and twitter are both @halliesamuels." I pause. Muttering, "and where the heck is Andy?"
"I'm on the other side of the door listening to you." He says while coming back in with two plates of pizza. He sets them down on the little table the computer was on and pecks my lips once he sits back down.
"I think we're going to go." Andy smiles at me and subconsciously puts a hand on my stomach. I smile back at him, "ya."
"Bye! We both love you bvbarmy! See you at warped tour if you come!" Andy says quickly as he turns off the chat, "we should use the room while we have it." He smirks at me.
"Andy... the things still on."
"Oh. Bye guys." He says quickly before shutting the lid.
"I think we should eat first." I grab my pizza and take a bite, Andy doing the same.
"So when are we going to talk about baby names?" He asks after taking another bite.
I answer with my mouthful "Nows good."
"Do you have any ideas?" He asks.
"Nope, you?"
He shakes his head, "it should at least have meaning though."
"Like Carolyn?" I joke. "I know that's jake's moms name."
After a few seconds of silence Andy asks me quietly, "if its a boy could we name it after my grandfather? He was a huge supporter of me and my dreams, I wrote in the end after his funeral. He died last year."
"Yes, of course!" I exclaim quietly. Andy shows a small smile but I can tell he is thinking about his grandfather from his expression. I wrap my arms around him into a tight hug, "what was his name?"
"Urban Flanders." He says in almost a whisper into my ear. "We wouldn't name him urban though, probably something similar." He chuckles, "imagine a kid in this day and age being named urban... And we would be known as one of those 'famous' couples that name their children weird names."
"There's already north west, apple, and blue ivy... I don't think that the name urban is as- original as those." I whisper reassuringly, "I like the name. Urban Biersack or Urban Samuels.."
"Hallie, that's another thing.. What last name do we want the baby to have?" Andy asks while pulling away from our hug.
That's actually something I need to think about. What if Andy and I end up not working out as a couple and we end it? But if the baby has my last name and we stay together then it will seem odd. "I don't know... What do you think?"
"Well... Since we aren't married, you still are Samuels and not Biersack... The child usually has the family last name or in married couples with different last names case, the fathers or hyphenated of the two. But if the baby has to Learn how to write Biersack-Samuels or Samuels-Biersack for school.." He trails off, "I want to see what Jinxx and Sammi are doing with that. Jinxx's birth last name is ferguson, but he doesn't use one anymore; Sammi's is doll."
I follow him out to where everyone is still sitting, except ashley and Lola.. Weird. We sit down on the couch that is now unoccupied, across from the table that Lauren, CC, Jinxx, and Sammi are at. They look up from their conversation, surprised.
"What are you guys doing back out here? Are you not using the room or something?" Cc jokes.
Andy and I both shake our heads, "we are. Just we wanted to ask Jinxx and Sammi something." I say first.
Jinxx nods, "Go ahead."
"When you name your baby, what last name are you going to give it?" Andy asks quickly.
"That's a good question. Probably just Ferguson." Sammi looks at Jinxx for approval. "We haven't talked about names much yet, and stuff like that."
"What about you guys?" Lauren asks curiously, "because you know, they're married so it's simpler.."
Andy place a hand on my stomach as he answers,"We don't know."
"if it were you and cc who's last name would you give it?"
"Probably mine, it's less confusing than mora vs. coma." She says quietly. "You have a while before the baby is born though.."
"Ya.." I mumble.
"Bye guys." Andy says while standing, I follow him back to the room where he had laid back on the bed.
"What about girls names?" I ask while laying down next to him. Andy just smirks and pulls me on top of him.
"Lets take advantage of having the room right now." Andy whispers smugly, "I don't know when we'll get it again."
"We're never sleeping at home are we?" I giggle and press our lips together into a kiss filled with passion. Andy pulls away for a second to whisper, "nope."
Lola's POV
Seriously, I can't stop thinking about ashley. It's like everywhere I go reminds me of him. His outlaw tattoo keeps popping up in my mind, along with the rest of his incredibly sexy body. Who ever thought I would be falling for him?
"Ashley, can I talk to you outside for a second?" The words escape my lips in the middle of our conversation before I even realize it. He nods and follows me off the bus, leaning against the black metal outside as soon as we step into the dark night.
"So... Umm..." I mumble, "I..."
Ashley takes a step closer to me, "what's wrong?"
He puts a friendly hand on my shoulder, suddenly filling my body with nervousness. His curious brown eyes lock with mine as I whisper, "I'm falling for you."
I bite my lip, staring at the ground to distract myself from the awkward situation I've just created. Ashley's tattooed arms wrap around me into a warm, loving hug. "I've already fallen for you Lola." He whispers in my ear, pecking my cheek.
"So what do we do from here?" I ask quietly. Ashley unwraps his embrace, "I guess we date? If you want to?"
I'm falling for Ashley, he's so nice and cares about me more than anyone ever has. I doubt that he would want to move fast anyways considering he hasn't made a move on me, and that's just what I want. Am I ready to face the reality that I am over Andy?
Am I even over him?
Or am I just mad that Hallie stole him out from under me? Is that the only reason I still want Andy?
Ashley runs a hand through his long, black hair. I need to answer him, it's even more awkward than it was.
"I guess we do." I mumble, "but we are taking it slow. I learned that the hard way."
The bassist's lips curl into a smile, as do mine as I see his happiness over my answer. "Of course." He wraps me into another hug, I embrace him as well. Ashley's arms feel right around me, it's comforting just being able to hug without any major sexual tension. I am definitely attracted to ashley, of course, but it's not in a way where we can barely talk.
"Should we tell everyone or wait a while? There's so much drama already.." I ask into his ear.
"Wait, two pregnant people fighting is enough. Add in another relationship to the equation and I can't imagine what would happen." He chuckles, "oh plus there's the fact that it would cause so much confusion with everything."
"Ya.. You're right." I know that I should at least tell Sammi to back off of hallie, she's still my sister. She's also pregnant. Their hormones are going to make the bus a very unhappy place in a week or two. Andy also needs to lighten up with his constant need to touch her. They're always connected somehow, either holding hands or his hand on her stomach, or in the most disturbing case (that apparently happens often.) is his hands on her boobs. Just weird.
"Should we go back inside? I think we have to leave soon."
"Ya. I'm exhausted though, so goodnight." I kiss his cheek before walking onto the bus like nothing happened. The slightest smile is penetrating my lips, as I lay down in my bunk, all I can think about is ashley.
(a/n right now I'm kind of having writers block about Andy and Hallie, I am getting repetitive.. So I'm going to follow ashley and Lola's (Ashla)'s developing relationship until I get more ideas:)
Notes
woah. 301 pages of the story so far.. not including becoming unbroken. i have been writing a lot and just have forgotten to post.. sorry.anyways... ASHLA! or LOSHLY or LASHLEY! so.... I have to go back and add more about their relationship so the next update might be a while..
THANK YOU FOR READING!
~C
im on chapter 10 right now and this shit is pissing me off. i'm not liking this sister bullshit.. ughhh i want to stop reading because i feel like a bad person but i don't want to stop since this is a really good story..
6/21/15